| Fan Fiction |
by Zoey
A/N: Thanks to Elnabella at dejavu501.blogspot.com for the wonderful poster and background. Comments are welcome...(please!!). Enjoy reading...
A/N2: To tell you all the truth i wasn't going to update my oneshots here inw inglin anymore, since it seem like no one was reading them...however, they are being update in my livejournal account....but since there are some who ask...i took the libery to update it.....if i see that no one was reading or at least comment, then i won't be updating it anymore....
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There are many unknown secret lied within our world. Only a few were blessed with knowing these secrets. People, human, often wonder about their past lives. Some believed that human purposed in life was to born, live, die, and to be reborn as someone new. The cycle would constantly repeat over and over. Some believed that once human was born, they go through their life and eventually grew old and died, never to be reborn again.
A mystery that many had debated on, only the blessed one knew the answer to this particular secret, a human life cycle. What is it? Are we to born and die and to never live again? Do we only get one chance at living? Or do we live in a cycle of being able to be reborn after death?
The truth. To be born and reborn again was the true life cycle of all human. With the ability to reborn, human were given a chance to choose their own mate, or lovers. Some lived each of their lives with different mates. Their mates would change from one life through the next. There is no eternal love for them. Some lived each of their lives with the same mates. Every single life that they are reborn into, their mates would remain same, true mate. These were called eternal love.
True mate shared the same soul and bond, as they would meet their other half in every life they were given. They are mate for eternity. Nothing could break them apart. The alpha being in true mate was gifted with the knowledge of remembering their past lives. The alpha would search for their mate and later on passed their past life knowledge to their mate, so they could continue and remember their love.
Ever since he could remember, Junsu was able to recall all of his past life memories. It was nothing new to Junsu. All the memories were a huge blur to him, but the memories of his mate, his lover, his soul were the only memories that stood out the most. He could recall every time they first met, when they kissed, when they made love. With the memories came the urges to seek out for his mate. But he knew that it wasn’t the right time yet, for it could jeopardize everything. He would have to wait for the moment, the time where they would meet again in this life.
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Winter was approaching fast, as the chilly wind blew past him making him shivered and drew his jacket tighter over his thin frame. Taking a seat at his usual spot, Yoochun gazed at the nightly sky. It was a full moon tonight, the soft moonlight radiated and reflected against the peaceful lake. The sky was clear, as stars twinkled brightly into the night.
Yoochun sigh, enjoying the peace and quiet of the night. Ever since he could remember, he was fascinated by the moon and the stars. There was something about it that calm and relax him. He glanced around and saw a familiar man sitting down a couple of meter further away from him. Yoochun always saw him here. The man was probably a few years older than him. Yoochun couldn’t help, but feel the comfort and relief whenever he saw the man. It was as if they had met before.
Junsu sneaked a glance at Yoochun and smiled. He knew the younger man was occasionally sneaking glances at him. Taking a deep breath, Junsu stood up and brushed the dirt of his pants. He slowly approached Yoochun. Seeing the man got up and started walking over to him, Yoochun’s heart quickens. He held his breath as Junsu sat down next to him.
“Hello” Junsu greeted, offering his hand out to the shocked Yoochun. “My name is Junsu. Kim Junsu”
Yoochun accepted the out stretched hand shakily, “Hi, Yoochun. Park Yoochun”
“I know”
“Huh?”
“OH! Nothing” smiled Junsu. “You come here often. I always see you here”
Blushing slightly, Yoochun answered “Yeah, I like it here. It always gave me a feeling of peace and security” Yoochun found it easy to express his feeling to his new found friend.
The two of them continued to talk under the night stars. Junsu was contented at how at ease everything between Yoochun and him was. He was glad that in this life Yoochun had easily opened up to him. Yoochun, on the hand, found himself lost in the conversation he had with Junsu. He had never been as calm with anyone as he had with Junsu. There was something about the older man that comforted him.
Yoochun was surprised at himself at how easy it was for him to open up and trusted Junsu. They had met only a couple of times and Yoochun had willingly poor his heart out to Junsu. It turned out to be their nightly ritual, as Junsu would meet up with Yoochun at the lake. They would talk and laugh for hours into the night, simply enjoying each other companies.
Junsu patiently approached Yoochun, taking things one step at a time. He didn’t want to approach Yoochun too fast. He wanted his mate to feel comfortable and trust him enough before he told him about their bond and their past lives. Their relationship had blossomed greatly to Junsu’s satisfaction. Yoochun was just as how he had remembered him, always shy and soft spoken. He loved how with just one word, one touch, Yoochun would be blushing profusely. Yoochun has never fazed to amaze him.
“Chunnie?” Junsu asked, Yoochun was leaning back against Junsu, both enjoying the cool crisp winter air under the soft moonlight glow.
“Yes”
“Do you believe in true love? Soulmates?”
Yoochun thought for a minute, and answered “I believe that there is that one person who’s meant for you. So I guess, in a way yes”
“Then do you believe in past life?”
“Past life?” Yoochun asked confused, he turned himself around to face Junsu.
“Yes, past life” Junsu repeated, pulling the younger man closer to himself, which caused Yoochun to blush once again at the contact.
“You mean, our life before this one”
Junsu nodded, “do you believe it?” Junsu watched Yoochun in adoration as the younger man tilted his head cutely to the side and was deep in thoughts. He had to strain himself not to just jump Yoochun right then and there.
“I don’t know. I have never really thought about it” Yoochun admitted, brows furrowed, again lost in thought.
Junsu stifled a laugh at how serious and confused Yoochun was as he gave the question more thought. “Don’t hurt yourself, baby. It’s nothing serious”
“OH! OK” Yoochun blushed, at the word of affection that Junsu had opted to call him recently.
“So you don’t believe in past life”
“I guess not”
“What would you say if I told you that there is such a thing?” Junsu said, observing Yoochun’s reaction closely.
Yoochun raised an eyebrow in question, “What do you mean?”
“What if I tell you that when we died, it’s only a matter of time before we are reborn again?”
“No heaven?” Yoochun asked, causing Junsu to give out a light chuckled, and shook his head.
“No”
“I guess I could believe that”
“OK, now how about if some people are able to remember their past lives when they are born into new one?”
“Hmmm” Yoochun tapped his chin in thought, “that would be cool…..I think”
Junsu cracked a small smile, “What if I tell you I’m one of them?”
“Huh?” Yoochun snapped his head up in surprised and shocked, he gave out a nervous laughed “Su…..you’re joking right?”
“No, baby. I’m not joking” Junsu stated calmly. Out of panic Yoochun subconsciously scooted away from Junsu, but was unable to as the older man held a firm grip on Yoochun’s waist. “Baby, don’t be scared”
“B…..bbbut”
Junsu sighed, “Let me show you. Trust me”
Junsu lift Yoochun effortlessly into his lap facing him, letting the young man’s legs wrapped around his waist. He took both of Yoochun’s hands into his own, slowly leaning closer to Yoochun, kissing him softly. Yoochun gasped as their lips touched for the first time. A rushed of electricity ran through his entire body. Never had he felt like this before. The kiss seemed familiar to him, like he had experience this with Junsu before.
Junsu entwined their fingers together, before he deepened their kiss. Junsu opened his mouth slightly allowing his tongue to lightly traced Yoochun’s bottom lip, silently asking for permission. Yoochun shyly complied as Junsu’s tongue slipped into his warm mouth. He gave out a soft moan as Junsu’s tongue came into contact with his own, caressing softly against his own and wrapping around one another, tasting each other sweetness. Junsu kissed Yoochun with every passion he had, moaning at the sweet taste of his mate. He tasted just as Junsu had remembered him, taking in everything in, his taste, his scent.
Bringing their entwined hands up and placing it on each of their hearts, Junsu allowed the memories of their shared life to overflow to Yoochun. Memories after memories flowed and flashed through Yoochun’s closed eyes. Junsu broke the kiss and watched his lover absorbed their life memories, but kept a firm locked of their hands, which were still over each other hearts, a connection that allowed Yoochun to experience the forgotten memories. The images continued to flash through his eyes, both good and bad, the intensity of it was too much for Yoochun to handle. As the final images of their last life past through, Junsu watched as Yoochun’s eyes rolled back into the back of his head before the younger man fainted from exhaustion and the shear intensity of it all. Junsu swiftly released their connected hands and caught Yoochun before his body could make contact with the ground.
Junsu knew this would happen, as it had every time he triggered Yoochun memories. Brushing the bangs out of his forehead, Junsu placed a soft kiss there before picking Yoochun up and carried him back to his house. Arriving there, he immediately lay Yoochun down on his bed and patiently wait for the younger man to wake up, as he knew they would be many questions followed as it always had.
Yoochun stirred lightly, and shifted to lie on his side attempting to go back to sleep.
“Chunnie, I know you are awake” Junsu said from beside him. Yoochun cracked one eye opened to be met with Junsu’s brown orbs. “Hey”
“Hi” Yoochun said softly. Junsu smiled waiting for the moment where Yoochun would remember what happened hour ago.
Blushing bright red, Yoochun buried his face into Junsu’s chest causing Junsu to give out a loud laugh at Yoochun’s reaction to his memories.
“Do you remember everything now?” Junsu asked, titling Yoochun’s head back so they came face to face.
“Yes”
“And? What no question?”
”No, I have questions” Yoochun mumbled, burying his face into Junsu’s warm chest once again.
“All right, shoot” Junsu shifted them into a more comfortable position, where Junsu was lying on his back and Yoochun resting his head against Junsu’s chest facing the older man.
“We have been together in every life?” Yoochun asked the obvious.
“Yes, every single life and will continue to be together in every life that come ahead”
“OH! How do you know? How do you know that we’ll be together in the next life and the one after that too?”
“Because, baby, you and me are true mate. We share the same bond, the same soul. Our love can never be broken”
“Is everyone like that? True mate, I mean”
“No. Not everyone has true mate”
“How…how…do you always remember all of our lives?”
“Yes, ever since I could remember I could always recall all of our memories. The memories we created together”
“Then, how come you can and I can’t?” Yoochun asked, pouting. Junsu smiled before kissing the pout away from Yoochun’s lips.
“Because I’m an alpha” Junsu answered with a smirk, knowing what would come next.
“Huh? Alpha? I don’t understand” Yoochun asked confused, blinking innocently at Junsu.
“I’m an alpha in our relationship” Junsu explained, pulling Yoochun up and closer to his face and whispered, “It means, I’m the man in this relationship. I top.”
Yoochun was even more confused, then it hit him what Junsu meant, and he blushed ten shades of red, “OH!”
“Do you understand now?” Junsu asked in amusement.
“Yes”
“Good, caused I don’t want us to waste another minute any longer” Junsu stated, flipping them over causing Yoochun to squeaked out in surprised at the sudden change in their position.
“W…whhhat are you talking about?” Yoochun stuttered nervously.
“Baby, you have no idea how much I miss you” Junsu nuzzled his nose into Yoochun’s neck affectionately, earning a sharp intake of breath from Yoochun. “Do you know what’s it like to have these memories of us being together? I could remember all the detail of us together and yet I couldn’t do anything to you because it wasn’t the right time”
“Su” moaned Yoochun, as Junsu kissed and sucked his neck softly.
“Now that we’re together again. Now that you remember I can’t hold back any longer, baby” Junsu finished and claimed Yoochun’s mouth, kissing him passionately.
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“Su….” Yoochun panted heavily, lying on the bed basking in the orgasmic high of their love making.
“Hmmm” Junsu hummed, face buried into Yoochun’s neck occasionally sucking the love bite that was already forming there.
“I’m sore” Yoochun whined, snuggling closer to Junsu. Junsu chuckled, Yoochun was practically lying on top of him, bringing his right hand up to rubbed Yoochun’s butt affectionately hoping it will help reduce the achiness his lover feel.
“I’m sorry, baby. Better?”
Yoochun closed his eyes and gave out a light moaned, “No………Su?”
“Yes, baby” Junsu continued to rubbed Yoochun despite the younger man trying to swat his hand away from his butt. Irritated at Yoochun’s action, Junsu gave Yoochun a slap to one of his butt cheek earning a yelp from him.
“SU!!! That hurt!!!” Yoochun grumbled, rubbing his tender behind at the spot where Junsu hit him.
“Well stop pushing my hand away then” Junsu retorted, pushing Yoochun’s hand away, and proceed to rub the tender area with his hand instead. “Now what were you going to ask me?”
“Huh?? OH! You said you could always remember our past life right?”
“Yeah”
“So that mean…all those night at the lake with you there………” Yoochun trailed off, before yelling out as realization hit him. Junsu had always watched him for afar and was waiting for the right moment. “You knew all those time???”
“Yes” Junsu laughed
Yoochun pouted, “If you knew that why do you wait? Why not approached me when you first saw me? Do you not want to be with me anymore?”
Junsu gave out soft sigh. He rolled them over, pinning Yoochun with his weight once again. “Chunnie, I waited because I don’t want to ruin what we have” Yoochun opened his mouth to ask, but was cut off by Junsu’s lips covering his own. Pulling away, Junsu continued “If I were to approach you before the right time, our bond could have been broken. I don’t want to live another life without you by my side. It was very hard to not approach you, but I had too, baby. I had to in order for us to have a forever”
“Su….” Yoochun whispered, tears brimming his eyes, overwhelmed by the love Junsu had for him. “I love you always for eternity”
“I love you too, baby. Always for eternity” Junsu replied smirking, hip already grinding down against Yoochun’s. “Are you ready for another round baby?”
Junsu didn’t wait for Yoochun to answer as he claimed Yoochun’s sweet lips once more. They continued to make love throughout the night, both happily lost in the love they shared together. The love they share was so pure, neither was willingly to risk their future of not being together.
It didn’t matter for them if Junsu was gifted the knowledge and memories of their past life.
It didn’t matter that in every life they encounter, Junsu was forced to wait for the right time, the right moment for him to approach Yoochun.
It didn’t matter how long Junsu had to wait, when he had finally found Yoochun before he could enter the man’s life.
It didn’t matter because it was worth the wait, the wait that would allow them to be mate, lover until the end of time.
It didn’t matter because they were one soul, one heart, one bond as they will always be.
What greater thing is there for two human souls than to feel that they are joined for life, to strengthen each other in all labor, to rest on each other in all sorrow, to minister to each other in all pain, to be one with each other in silent, unspeakable memories. A bond that is unbreakable.
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June 21, 2010
Zoey