| Fan Fiction |
by southkorealove
" You need a lot of flowers back here " JiYong gestured to the empty garden.
" I do...you should help me with them, and decorating too " she said.
" Sure " he agreed, sitting next to her in the soft grass. She laid all the way back, looking up into the evening sky.
" The realtor expected us to leave a while ago. " JiYong looked down at her smiling.
" So what...she's not here right ? Then lets take a second to leave our lives and just be free people " she said. He thought about it, and then laid down as well.
" You know what I like about looking into the stars ? " she asked after a few minutes.
" What ? " he asked.
" Its like...you just get lost in them, and you forget about your work, relationships, friends, all that. Its just you, the stars, and that moment. " she explained.
" That's deep. " JiYong agreed silently.
" I have a question. " she turned her head to him.
" Shoot. " he said, continuing to stare at the stars.
" What happened between you and Seungri ? " she asked. He sighed.
" Seunghyun had an older brother, his name was Jonghyun. Jonghyun was perfect in his parents' eyes. He was supposed to grow up and become a surgeon, and all that. Seunghyun came along, accidentally, and ruined that all. His father left his mother because he said he didn't want another child, blaming it on her. Seunghyun grew up always being second-rate to Jonghyun, his mother didn't like him at all because he was the reason her husband left. So then when she got with my dad, Seunghyun was hell bent on being better than everyone else, trying to prove himself to his mother, she never accepted him, but he became stuck in that mindset. Then he found out he'd have another hyung and assumed I'd try to out-do him, so he made sure he would pound me as far into the ground as possible...still didn't impress his mother...hope he's satisfied with my life " he said. She could hear the sadness echoing in his words and felt sorry for him. However, she felt sorry for Seungri too. To everyone, he was just a mistake.
" What happened to Jonghyun ? " Asia asked. JiYong grew silent.
" JiYong...? " she asked. He turned to her and forced a smile, but she could see tears brimming his eyes.
" Seungri tried to kill him one night...but ended up paralyzing him for life. He said to me that he would kill me if I made him angry enough...it scared me so much when we were little that I messed myself up and formed paranoia and anxiety " he kept pausing to take slow breaths. He didn't want to cry in front of her.
" Aww JiYong, he won't kill you, I won't let him. " she reached over and hugged him.
" Well now that we're older...I'm sure he's pleased with himself enough to leave me alone now. " he said. Asia turned herself around and laid her head on his chest.
" I never knew all that...and I thought I knew my panda bear like the back of my hand. " she started feeling like everyone was keeping things from her. First Youngbae and now Seungri, who else does she care about that's going to lie to her?
" Of course he wouldn't tell you that...he loves you. " JiYong said.
" I love him too, that's why we're friends and he should've told me. "
" No, like...he loves you. Like, dating kind of love. " Asia looked at JiYong curiously.
" Wait...when did this happen ? " she asked.
" A while ago...he didn't want to come between you and Youngbae though...but he's really smitten for you, that's why he won't date anyone else. " he said.
" Well I can't love him like that anymore...after what he did to me. "
" He did it to make me feel bad...not because of you. "
" But if he really loved me, he would put aside his petty childish differences for me...it doesn't matter though, cause I'm kinda diggin someone else " she said.
" Who ? " JiYong asked.
" I don't know...I'm kinda feelin you. " she said, feeling a smile wiping over her face.
" Wow...I'm flattered. " he said, blushing. She giggled and poked his cheek.
" Your such a nerd. " she cheesed.
" I feel like a little kid...I like you too Asia. " he said.
" Good. " she said.
" Now what ? " he asked. She leaned over and kissed him.
" Now, I go back before Seungri locks me out and changes the locks. We got into a racial battle the other night. " she said, standing up and brushing herself off. JiYong stood up with her.
" A racial battle ? " he asked...
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Seungri paced around his home, he couldn't just stop talking to Asia like that. He hadn't meant what he said to her...its just, he felt threatened. He couldn't give her a solid answer as to why he hated JiYong, so in the heat of the argument, he resorted to his childhood ways of picking out something about someone that they couldn't change and he chose her race.
He wanted to throw up, he wasn't anywhere near a racist, but why'd he say it? Especially when he wanted to open a relationship back up with her.
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" Quit being such a pussy ! " Kim shouted as she punched the punching bag fiercely. Finally she sighed and looked at Youngbae, annoyed.
" What's gotten into you ? You never trained with me like this, your like a girl. " she said, picking up her water bottle and drinking from it.
" I don't know... " he said, letting go of the bag and walking over to a bench. He sat down with his ten pound weights and started to lift.
" Ten pounds ? Now I know somethin is up...its that Asia girl aint it ? " she asked.
" She moved on faster than the speed of light Kim...I don't understand it. " he said sadly.
" She's probably trying to get you off her mind. " Kim offered.
" I knew she always liked Seunghyun...she was probably happy to be done with me so she could be with him. " he tightened his grip on the measley weights.
" I'm sorry to sound like a bitch, but you're gonna have to suck it up and move on...she obviously is trying. " Kim said, getting irritated and knocking the weights from his hands. He looked up at her, she could see how weak he was becoming because of the situation he put himself into.
" Come on, lets go home. " she said, her voice lowering out of regards to his emotions, she rubbed his back as they left together.