| Fan Fiction |
by dbskgirl4ever
kelly clarkson-break away
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After hours of playing with the kids, you fed them dinner and put them to bed.
“Bye, unnie. Thank you for coming.” The youngest girl whispered.
“Bye, Eun Ji. I’ll come back soon.” You kissed her forehead and quietly left the room. You spotted Jaejoong and the principal talking. “Bye, ahjumma.” You waved.
“No wait! Have some ice cream before you go.” She handed you an ice cream cone.
“I’ll eat it on the way back.”
“Nonsense! Eat it outside with Jaejoong, just like old times! Don’t make ahjumma sad!” she smiled.
“…Okay.” You reluctantly smiled.
“Come here, Jaejoong!” the principal waved him over. She took your hand and put it in his. Jaejoong and your eyes connected. Your heart flip-flopped at the feel of hi warm, slender fingers around your hand.
“Now go.” She gently pushed the two of you out.
Glancing at each other, you and Jaejoong sat on the big, flat table-looking resting place outside. You pulled your hand away from his. Jaejoong looked at you and you uncomfortably looked away.
“Did you have fun?” he asked.
You barely nodded.
“The kids like you a lot.” Jaejoong added.
“I like them too.” You quietly replied.
“I told them about our moon trick. Remember how I told you if you hold out your hand like you’re playing cards, it looks like you have the moon in your hands?” Jaejoong smiled.
“Stupid trick.” You scoffed. “And they believed you? They should know your words are a bunch of lies.”
Jaejoong frowned, “What are you talking about?” “Nothing.” You muttered. You put your melted ice cream next to you and stood up, “Forget what I said.”
You were about to leave but Jaejoong grabbed your wrist, “I can’t. Now talk to me.”
You snatched your hand back and glared at him, “Don’t touch me. There’s nothing to talk about.”
Jaejoong stood up and came close to your face. His eyes were angry and demanding, “Yes, there is. There’s so much to talk about. You just don’t want to tell me.”
“Glad to know you’re not as stupid as you look. Now leave me the hell alone.” You sneered and tried to walk away but Jaejoong caught your wrist and spun you around, “No. I can’t leave you alone until you tell me why you’ve changed so much. Why you’re acting like a bitch and why you decided to step back into my life.”
“Why?” you narrowed your eyes, “Why? I guess you are as stupid as you look. You dare ask me why I’ve changed? Kim Jaejoong, if you don’t know, then there’s no point in telling you.” You turned around and took a step forward. Right then, he yelled, “I never meant to hurt you!”
You froze.
“I never wanted to hurt you. You know I loved you so much. I even told you-“
You whirled around, “Right before you ditched me. ~~~~`-ah, I love you. ~~~~~~~-ah, I don’t want to hurt you. Then what do you do? Run out of my life without telling me and giving me a chance to say goodbye.” You smirked, “What a hypocrite you are. You say one thing but do another.”
Jaejoong took a large step towards you, “It wasn’t like that. If I told you, you would’ve went crazy.”
“So you’re saying you saw me as a psycho bitch who would’ve locked you up like that Mercy movie? Is that all you saw me as?” tears welled up in your eyes. You quickly wiped them away before they could fall. “Look here, Kim Jaejoong. Just because I looked like some weak ugly-ass chicken shit back then didn’t mean you could play with my feelings. You led me on with your good looks and charming personality. And I fell for it. I fell hard for you but you couldn’t even catch me. I can’t believe I believed that you loved me all along.”
“But I did!” Jaejoong frustratingly growled. He put his hands on your cheeks and gazed deep into your eyes, “I didn’t lead you on! I really fell in love with you! … And I still love you now.”
Your eyes widened a bit.
Jaejoong shifted his gaze to your lips, “You don’t know how much I missed you. How much I thought about you. How much I regretted choosing Boa over you…” Then he leaned in and passionately kissed you with everything he felt for you. Your heart started pounding faster and butterflies erupted in your stomach. You hadn’t felt like this in such a long time. And it felt so good to be kissing him again.
To feel his touch.
To be right next to him.
You closed your eyes and started to loosen up.
As you started to kiss him back, flashbacks of your hurt and pain whizzed through your head. “NO!” you screamed and pushed him away.
Jaejoong looked at you in shock.
“Goddamit! I will not fall apart now!” you screamed as tears fell down your cheeks. “Do you know how much you’ve hurt me? How miserable you made these last 5 years for me? I became anorexic for the first 4 months you were gone. I cried every single day for the first year you were gone. And heck while I’m confessing everything, I even took a whole bottle of sleeping pills and had to be emitted into the hospital for therapy! I was a mess when you were gone. I flinched when people would come closer to me and I was too scared to fall in love again. To trust anyone. Ask Lee Minho. It was even hard to talk to him!”
Jaejoong gaped at you in stunned pain. He had done all this to you. Just because he couldn’t speak up against his father and Boa.
You sobbed, “I hate you, Kim Jaejoong. I gave you my heart and you took it and ripped it into a thousand pieces then gave it to Boa to stomp all over again! If I fall in love with you again, then everything I’ve worked hard for the past 5 years will be gone. And I don’t want to be weak again.” Then you ran into your car and sped off.
Jaejoong slumped back onto the seat. Tears fell down his cheek, “I did that to her… I made her feel like shit…. I hurt her… She almost killed herself because of me. Fucking Kim Jaejoong. You suck ass. You can’t even protect the girl you love.” He closed his eyes and cried in pain and remorse.
You ran into your house and instantly dropped onto the floor as tears slipped down your cheeks.
Minho came out from the kitchen, “You’re home?”
The smile fell from his face when he saw you sitting on the floor crying. Minho ran over and grabbed your arms, “What’s wrong? Did something happen? Why are you crying?”
You threw your arms around his neck and tightly hugged him, “Minho-ah. Minho-ah. Minho-ah.” You bawled.
“Baby, what happened? Did something go wrong? Did you meet Jaejoong?” he worriedly asked.
At the mention of his name, you sobbed harder.
Minho tightly held you, “It’s okay. I’m here now. You don’t have to be scared or confused anymore…” He stroked your hair and tried to calm you down, “I’m here…”
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