| Fan Fiction |
by dbskgirl4ever
saying that i love you by kim jong kook
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Today was Yunho’s mother’s death anniversary.
Every year on that day, Yunho would take a ship and go to the countryside where she was buried.
Yunho wore a nice black dress shirt and pants with a white tie. He bought a bouquet of sunflowers, her favorite, and visited her.
Yunho was going up the hill when he heard a familiar voice yell, “Wait! Wait for me Yunho oppa!”
*Isn’t that…?* he turned around to see you, trudging up the hill with a bouquet of yellow tulips.
“Oppa…. Wait… I’m tired.” You huffed up the path.
“What are you doing here?” Yunho asked.
“I came to visit your mother.” You tried to catch your breath.
“What? How did you know?” Yunho questioned.
“Mr. Lee told me.” You straightened up. “Why didn’t you tell me that it was your mother’s death anniversary?”
Yunho shrugged *No one ever asked before. No one offered to go with me. Not even my own father.*
“If you told me, I would’ve gone with you.” You said. Yunho looked at you with amazement. He was moved by your sincere expression. *She really means it.*
You took his hand and started going up the rest of the mound, “Come on. Your mom is yelling at us to hurry up. She misses you a lot.”
Yunho followed you. His gaze was focused on you *Mom, did you send her to me? Did you send this perfect angel to my side?* You arrived at his mother’s gravesite.
“Hello, Mrs. Jung.” You bowed.
Yunho watched you.
You looked up at him and elbowed him, “Say hi to her.” Yunho took a deep breath and looked at the site, “Mom… I’m back.”
You put your flowers down and put his flowers next to them. You took at the gravesite and spoke, “Yunho oppa missed you a lot, Mrs. Jung. Your picture is right by his bedside. I could tell he loves you a lot. Why, he even got in a fight with these mean guys at our school because they said bad things about you.” You giggled.
Yunho softly looked at you. He was stirred by how natural you talked to his dead mother.
“Oh. I saw your picture. You were very beautiful. I’m sure you still are. And I bet Yunho oppa got his good looks from you. Although, I hope he didn’t inherit his bad bipolar temper from you.” You whispered the last part.
“YAH!” Yunho snapped.
“Just kidding.” You laughed. “All in all, you have a fine son, Mrs. Jung. You should be proud of him.” You bowed, “I promise to visit more with Yunho oppa. Good bye.” You went up to him, “Have some private time with your mother. I’ll be waiting over there.” You waved and left.
Yunho watched you leave. Then he turned back to the gravesite, “Mom… everything she said is true. I really do miss you a lot. Why did you have to go? Ever since you left, I’ve been all alone. There is no love in that house. My father doesn’t feel like my father. I despise my halfbrothers… Is that why you sent~~~~~~~~~~` to me? To appease me? To love her? To be loved again?” Yunho bowed, “I love you, mom.” He went back down the hill.
You were sitting on a white swinging bench. You looked up, “Oh! Yunho oppa, done already? You could’ve spent more time with her. I don’t mind.”
Yunho sat next to you, “It’s okay.”
You nodded and sighed, “Isn’t this place so pretty?” Yunho gazed at you. He suddenly wanted to spill everything out. His emotions. His burdens. The story of his mother. “~~~~~-ah…”
“Hmm?” you replied.
“My mom… she died when I was little. She was the only one that truly cared about me. She got cancer from all the stress. I blame my fucking dad. If he had paid attention to her and not have had an affair with Yoochun’s mom… And the reason I’m fucked up right now is because I have a lot of resentment towards my so-called family. And I-I…” Yunho swallowed down his tears.
You gently patted his hand and squeezed it, “You don’t have to say anything else if it’s too hard. I understand.” Yunho’s eyes welled up in tears. “It’s okay to cry, oppa. Sometimes, it’s better if you do.” You whispered.
Tears spilled down Yunho’s cheeks. All the bitterness and sadness he had buried in himself for so long were finally revealed.
You softly wrapped your arm around Yunho’s head and pulled him close to you. Yunho buried his head into your neck and cried. You tenderly stroked his hair, “It’s okay. Everything is okay…”
Yunho felt warmth spread over his heart. It had been so long since someone had given him a genuine hug and soothed him like this. “Yunho oppa, you’re not messed up. You’re cool, oppa. You’re tough. Good looking. Strong. And loyal. You’re the Hot Prince of our school.” You smiled. “And I care about you, oppa. I really do. So don’t think that no one loves you because I do.”
Yunho pulled away from you and gazed at you, “Really?”
You smoothly wiped his tears away, “Really.”
Yunho wrapped his arms around you.
Your eyes slightly widened in surprise but eventually you relaxed and hugged him back.
Yunho buried his chin into the nape of your neck and held you close. He closed his eyes as a tear slid down his cheek *Thank you ~~~~~~~~-ah. For coming after me. For making me not feel lonely anymore. For telling me you love me. Now I know what my feelings for you all along were… I love you ~~~~~~`-ah.*
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