Fan Fiction |
by Aromatherapy
'I will move on,' she thought bitterly. 'I cannot stay in this position anymore.'
She went and dyed her hair a reddish brown, then streaked it black. She cut it short up to her shoulder, it was no longer layer, and always styled it up into a cute bun with her Korean bangs falling across her face.
Peach didn't wear any make up though.
Three weeks later, Dongwan couldn't find Peach anywhere.
He found her, finally, working at the salon. He saw that her skin had gotten lighter and had no more bruises. Her hair was cut and style up with bangs falling across her face. Peach had gotten skinnier too.
"Peach," Dongwan said.
She stared at him. "Hi there. How may I help you?" she asked as if she doesn't know him.
"Dye my hair.................reddish brown and streak black," Dongwan said.
Peach bit her bottom lips. He had chosen the same color her hair was. Peach didn't want to dye his hair, but she did.
She was gentle and careful with Dongwan. Dongwan close his eyes as the water was running through his hair. Peach stared. 'You're so handsome....,' she thought. 'But you're not mine....you hurt me so...your looks is so decieving Dongwan...'
When she's done, she dyed it and then streaked it perfectly. Then she dried it. "There." Peach began to walk away, but Dongwan grabbed her hand.
"Peach," he said.
She turned to him. "What!?" she snapped coldly. Her voice was so cold it could freeze Atlantic Ocean.
Dongwan ignore her coldness and handed her one envelope and say nothing and walk out.
Peach didn't even look at the envelope. She knew it all along................it was an invitation to his wedding with Mina
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Peach walk out, Dongwan was waiting.
"Peach," he said.
"What!?" she snapped. "I'm coming to your wedding if you would like to know!"
"Peach-"
Peach glared at him. "What do I have that you want so bad Dongwan!?" she cried out. "If you want it so bad I would give it to you!!!"
"Love," Dongwan said.
Peach was silence. "W-what?" she asked.
"Love," Dongwan repeated without hesitation
"How could you say that when you're getting marry?" Peach asked. "You even send me an invitation!!"
"Did you even look at the letter?"
"No.............why would I care?"
"The letter was an invitation thought Peach!! But I also wrote it for you!! I love you Eun Peach!!!" Dongwan shouted.
Peach stare at him.
"I love you Peach," Dongwan whispered again as he pull her closer and hug her. Peach pulled away.
"No you don't," she whispered.
"Yes I do!" Dongwan said, getting frustrated. Peach was the hardest girl he had ever met.
"You propose to Mina! You dump me in front of the whole school!! You ask me out on a dare!! Is that what you call love!?" Peach snapped.
Dongwan look down.
Peach look away. "I am like a rag huh? You only use me when you need me...............then..........when you need a beautiful bandanna to show off, you took Mina.............I'm just only to use," Peach said.
"No..........," Dongwan said looking at her. "How could you say you're a rag? You're a blanket that warms me up every time I'm cold..."
"And you're like the perfect yellow sun! So shiny and bright in the sky! Everything around you is so perfect but when you're gone it's not!! Yet you blind people if they stare at you! Like the way you had blinded me because I thought we really had something together!" Peach look away. "Look, between you and me, we're over," she whispered.
"Peach....please reconsidered," Dongwan said desperately.
"No! When I say we're over....we're over. You even say so yourself at the dance." Peach glared at him. "And beside, how could you be saying this when you will get marry!!"
Dongwan was silent. "Have I really lost my special one who is you?" he asked as one single tear fell from his eyes and slid down his cheek. His blue eyes had lost it's shine.
Peach nodded, her chin quivering. Her heart was aching because of Dongwan's tears.
"But I had wish on a shooting star-"
"Do you believe those craps Dongwan!!? No! It's faith that leads us!! Not one crappy shooting star!!" Peach shouted. "I wish on it bout a million time on a shooting star to find someone to truly love me....I had thought it was true when I found you.....but was it? NO!! So good bye Kim Dongwan."
It ached Peach to say those words to Dongwan. But she knew that if she dont' say it, she'll be weak. It's time she's strong again...it's time she face reality that Dongwan is not her....and will never ever be...
"Will I.......will I ever get you back?" Dongwan asked.
Peach shook her head.
"How can I live without you!?"
"You could...........because I'm not staying here anymore......."
"Where are you going?"
"To America.................."
"Why!?"
"Start over..............start a new life.........."
"But Peach............."
"Dongwan, the past is the past................let it go...........it took me forever................but I'm letting it go...... Let's just.............put the past behind us..."
"Peach!!" Tears started dropping down Dongwan's eyes. "How can I put the past behind me when you're the one who made me smile, cry, mad, and be sad? You are my past! And you will be my present and my future!!
Peach stare at him, still no tears.
"How come you won't cry!?" Dongwan demanded.
"I'm crying inside," Peach answered.
"No! I mean on the outside!?"
"I would look weak."
"Well I'm crying too!!!"
Peach wipe away his tears. "Don't cry Dongwan...........," she whispered.
Dongwan touched her hand. "Why shouldn't I?"
"Because.......................you hurt my heart when you do............"
Dongwan kiss her but she pull back, the kiss was so bitter to the taste.
"I'm going and not looking back," she whispered and began to walk away.
"Will I ever see you again!?" Dongwan shouted. "Will I ever hold you again!? Will you............come back?"
Peach stopped and turn. She smiled at him. "You may never see me again Dongwan............you will never hold me again..................and.................I will never come back............"
Dongwan's heart was hurting too much.
He ran to her and grabbed her by the hand, holding it to his heart.
"Peach! Please stay with me!! I love you!!"
"I will stay with you.................." Peach started.
Dongwan heart was full of hope.
"..............in your heart," Peach finished.
Dongwan was shock. The flicker of hope faded. "W-what?" he asked.
"I will stay with you in here." She touched her heart.
"But.............you can't be in my heart!" Dongwan said.
Peach smile sadly.
"You are my heart!" Dongwan cried out, using Peach's words back to her.
Peach backed away from him as rain began to fall. She was turn to Dongwan, but backing away. "I'm sorry............I'm just a slutty Peach," she whispered. "You dare to play me................now you dare to lose me.............and I would finish the dare by leaving you behind, my Dongwan............."
"Peach!" Dongwan shouted as he began to walk towards her, but the wind was blowing too hard. He trip on something and fell. When he looked up..............his lovely Peach, his ONLY sweetheart Peach, was gone..............