Fan Fiction |
by Aromatherapy
"Abuse child," Peach repeated.
"How?"
"Simple, my dad just hit me," Peach said, shrugging.
"No no no, I mean, why he hit you, you know................" Dongwan said, trying to make things clear.
"Oh! Well, my dad is a drunken man and my mom is a prostitute. My life is ruin and mess up.........because I'm a slut to girls..............." Peach sighed.
"Do you like being call a...........a........." Dongwan didn't want to say it.
"Slut? It's okay to say it Dongwan," Peach said, understanding.
"So you like being call a...........slut?" Dongwan asked.
"No," Peach answered truthfully.
"Then why won't you just quit?" Dongwan suggested.
"It's not easy to just quit after everyone hated you so much already Dongwan. I have no clue why I just won't quit being a slut neither. Maybe I want to show them that words cannot hurt me and that I can do whatever I want no matter what they say!"
No tears fell, though Peach's voice quiver. She pressed her legs against her chest and put her arms around it, resting her chin on it and looking down. "I know that I'm using myself.......................and that I'm hurting myself by doing this.......................but who care anyway!!"
"I care," Dongwan said as he touch her chin and move her face to look at his.
Peach stare at him. "Why?"
"Because you're mine," he answered.
Peach smile, sadly though. "Everyone say that to me all the time....................it meant nothing to me."
"But it meant a lot from me!"
"You're just a guy like everyone else Dongwan...............just a guy whom say 'I love you' to everyone.............I know.........."
"But my heart is not."
Peach look away. "Every people alive in this world always say, 'You're mine' or 'I love you' etc...but no one is different from neither one...they all have dark side and good side..."
Dongwan put his arms around her. "Look, all I'm doing is giving you confident. Don't hide your true self from me anymore."
"But no one care for me! I was never love!" Peach said, trying to fight back the tears.
"Peach, people do care for you.................but how will you know if you don't let people in on your life? You have to know when it is time to let people in and when it's time to let your tears fall," Dongwan said gently.
"I can't let these tears fall!" Peach said. "I would look weak!"
"But I'm the only one here."
"You would tell everyone at school!"
"I won't!"
"How would I know!!?"
"How come you just won't cry then? Tell that to me." Dongwan was frustrated. Peach have a slick mouth. She know what to snap back.
Peach quiet down.
"You have to let people in your life too......" Dongwan said.
Peach stare at him. "You wanna know why I won't cry!?"
"Yeah."
Peach sigh. It's time she let her past out to Dongwan.
"When I was three, my dad molested.......actually raped....me...................I remember the night so vividly.........I was crying so hard because it hurt. I was only three and already I felted the unknown pain. My mom saw and was yelling at my dad to quit hurting me. She was crying too and my dad just slapped her. He tied her up to watch every detail he did to me. After he was done, he left to go drink.
"My mom had hugged me. She dressed me up and told me not to cry ever again. I ask her why and she answered, 'Because if you do, men will know that you are scare and will just take advantage of you.' That's when tears never fell anymore.
"When I got in fifth grade, my dad started gambling. We need money so bad. My mom made me go over to some man's house and I got use for money. I became a slut to the other girl because they somehow found out I was no longer a virgin. I lost all my friends. My dad raped me a lot. I was being call a slut so much that finally, tired of arguing back that I'm not, I guess I did became one when I hit the girl's age...When I turn 13, my dad rape me again, after that, I was pregnant with his child. My mom was furious. My dad was piss and kept on kicking my stomach when he found out.
"I didn't know what to do or how to cry out for help, stupid me. After the birth of the child, it die because it got injure too much while inside me..............my mom made the nurse took away my equipment so I would no longer have a child.
"At school, it was hard because all the girls call me a slut, whore, bitch! Anything they can to hurt me. But they say, "sticks and stone can break my bone, but words cannot hurt me" so I never care. My mom got me into the job of having sex with guys from anywhere so I did.......I need to for money............but really, I hate it! Everyone thinks I love it.............but they never knew the true me."
Dongwan hug Peach hard. "I'm so sorry," he said with sorrow.
Peach close her eyes. She felt safe in his arms. "I always felt safe around you...," she said. 'But one day, you'll be gone too, I know it...,' she thought.
"I want you to dress normal like this tomorrow...........no make up or styling your hair up, okay?" Dongwan said.
Peach nodded and open her eyes.
Dongwan backed away, holding her shoulder. "Promise?"
Peach nodded and smile. "Promise," she said, loving his eyes.
Dongwan smile. "Everyday when you're not here and I'm alone, it's always another lonely day," he said, hugging her tightly again.
'I'll remember that,' Peach thought.
*****
Next day at school Peach came, wearing just as Dongwan had ask for. She wore a black mini T-shirt that covered her and a baggy black flare. Her hair was down and no make up on, not even lip gloss.
Shinhwa's mouth drop open.
"WOO HOO!!!" Junjin said. "Can I holla at the new girl!?"
"Hey! She's Peach!" Minwoo said, after he's finish checking her out.
"OMG!!!" Shinhwa (minus Dongwan) shouted. They stare at Dongwan.
"Did you change her!?" Eric inquired.
"Uh...............I think," Dongwan said.
"DANG!! She's what I call H.O.T!!" Hyesung said.
"You guys, back off!" Dongwan said.
*****
All the girls were surprise at the "new" girl.
"Hey new girl!" a boy said.
"Excuse me, I'm Eun Peach," Peach answered.
The girls were all surprise!
"You look great! Prettier than before!" the boy said.
Peach smile. "Thanks," she answered and walk to her locker.
*****
Dongwan came to her. "Hey!" he said.
She smiled. "Thanks Dongwan," she said.
"For what?"
"For changing me."
"Uh...............sure."
*****
One night, Peach and Dongwan were walking under the moonlight hand in hand and closely.
"Can't I just come and see you?" Dongwan asked.
"No.................," Peach replied.
"Why?"
"Because my father's a drinker............he's always drunk.........I don't want him to hurt you."
"But Peach-"
Peach touch Dongwan's lips with her hand to shush him.
"Shhhhhhhh," she whispered.
"Peach, you know I care for you," Dongwan said as Peach pulled her hand away from his lips.
"I know.....................but I care for you too..................a lot more then you care for me," Peach answered.
"You know that they change the alphabet," Dongwan said.
Peach was confused. "How?"
"Because they put U N I together," Dongwan said, winking at her and smiling.
Peach blushed.
Dongwan pull her closer and not waiting for her response, he pressed his lips against hers.
The kiss was so passionate, desperate, and achingly sweet that Peach's knees went weak and her heart skipped a beat.
'I love you Kim Dongwan,' she thought as she wrapped her arms around him.
Then, a light rain started falling.
The two kissers broke apart.
"We should go!" Peach shouted.
"Come on!" Dongwan took her hand and they both ran.
Thunder flashes and everything had looked so beautiful.
'Dongwan, I wish our love would go like the rain.................so pure and never end....although it end...it would always come back.....,' Peach thought as she ran. Dongwan pull her into The Fountain.
"What are we doing here?" Peach asked.
"Well.............it's raining and you won't let me take you home......."
"And?"
"And I don't want you just go home alone."
Peach smile. "It's okay," she said.
"Naw........................."
Peach look out. "I love the rain," she said.
"Why?" Dongwan asked.
"Because it's always everlasting and so clear. It showed nature's real beauty....."
"Whata bout snow, wind?"
"Those...................snow cover up nature..............and wind sometime ruin the beauty of it............"
"Oh........"
Dongwan went behind her and put his arms around her waist.
"But with you, you bring the beauty to everything in my life," he whispered and gave her a French kiss.