| Fan Fiction |
by Estee
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The next day after our last date, I wanted to have lunch with Mike. And on my way to his class, I heard people saying about one guy and a girl making out between the female and male toilet. Yuck disgusting people! Don't understand why that girl actually loses her virgin to some idiot. As I passed by the toilets, I was too disgusted about them, I didn't notice. As I reached Mike's class, his classmates became a little anxious and didn't dare to tell me where he is. But they did mention about the toilet and a girl named Rainie. I was walking slowly to the toilet, at the same time praying. I stopped my track before turning at the corner, where the toilet is located at.
"Please, please don't let me see Mike with that Rainie girl." I mumbled under my breath as I turned. Sadly, it's really him. I just couldn't believe he cheated on me! He is an idiot, an asshole, a bastard! Shouting his name at the top of my lungs, people around us looking weirdly at me, and he pushed that girl away. Tears flowed down my cheeks like tap water. Before I ran away, I slapped him and gave him a kick. Also, I gave Rainie a tight slap on her face. It was hard to forget about him, after all, he had treated me well. Was it because I did not want to sleep with him and that he had to find a substitute or what? Back at home, Dad was reading newspaper and when he looked up, I quickly covered my face and told him that I was tired. I ran back to my room and buried myself under my blanket. Thinking that Dad was still downstairs, I wailed loudly. He knocked my door and entered without me acknowledging.
"Hebe, don't keep everything in your heart. Cry all you can. It will feel comfortable." That few minutes crying on Dad's shoulder made me feel better. At least on this world, no man but Dad cared for me the most. He always helped me secretly. He didn't need to express any feeling yet he could make me feel that I'm the luckiest daughter on Earth. Sometimes, Dad's love can be so meaningful to me. Though I don't cherish him. He patted me on my back and said "Forget about that guy. You know he's the most outrageous guy to make my pretty little daughter sad. He's nothing but a fool. He didn't cherish such a wonderful girlfriend (gf). It's better to break up with him sooner than later. He's not the one for you. Your prince charming is coming soon." Those few words Dad said may seem meaningless to others, but it meant so much to me at that time.
Dad is a love expert, though he had failed to have a good marriage. He knew what the youngsters think of each other and everything. I envied Dad, because he can still have everything in control although Mum divorced with him a few years back. In these few years, Dad has been enduring all his pain, not wanting to let me see his weaker side of him. Often, I would hear soft sobbing coming from Dad's room. He would be sitting on his bed, looking at Mum's photo. I know he still loves her and that he wanted three of us back as a family. That would never happen. And I wouldn't let it happen. I'm happy enough to have Dad with me.
That few months without Mike were a torture. Everyday on my way to Uni, I would see couples holding hands and sharing their drinks, viewing the scenery together. It made me recall the happy memories with Mike. But I am thankful to have wonderful friends like Selina, Ella and Chun. They kept me smiling all the times, accompanying me to keep me away from loneliness. We really see our true friends when we are down.
Selina would bring me to town for shopping, as she suggested throwing away all the clothes that I'd used Mike's money to buy. But the clothes are 'innocent'. They shouldn't be thrown. After all, it would be wasted since I'd only wear a few times. And the clothes were paid by him; I didn't have to pay anyway, so why throw them away? I ended up giving those clothes to the charity organisations. Those people there would need it more than I do. Besides, I do not want to keep anything Mike had gave or bought for me.
Ella would bring me to restaurants to have a wonderful lunch/dinner. She loves eating and of course I will eat with her. She always will order the most expensive food in the restaurant because she thinks those food would be the most delicious. To me, it's just food. No matter how much we spend on it, it will just go into our body and used up as energy or come out as faeces. So I would usually order what I like and sometimes see the prices first. Because I think, it's Dad hard earned money and we should spend it wisely. And because Ella knew what I was thinking, she would cancel my order and order another set of her meal. Also, she would insist on paying for me. However, being her friend for many years, I would always put the money for my share in her wallet secretly, and she never knows. She always put tons of money in her wallet and uses it wherever she goes. Furthermore, her money is never used up! But she's a very nice friend, always helping us out.
Chun would bring me out to have fun, as if he's my bf. I'm not afraid to say that Chun likes me since he met me. But I'd rejected him not because he isn't handsome. He is handsome, able to protect me... But I just never have that love feeling towards him, and he knows it. That's why he would just be there for me, cheer me up whenever I'm sad and stay by me as my friend. I'm not bad to him either. I would try to match make him with some girls I think would suit him. It's just that he wouldn't even want to meet them, saying making me happy is all that he wants to do. Yes, he's a sweet guy, that's why he's my bestest friend! (:
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-24May2008-