| Fan Fiction |
by fadeddreams
What am I going to do? What am I going to do?!!! Should I hold a press conference that I’m going to be a daddy? What the hell am I thinking? I’m going to get kill by doing that! Should I just kidnapped Hanee and then hide her somewhere? That way Teacher-nim wouldn’t ask about where Hanee when it’s practice time. Or should I just admit to Manager Hyung that I got a trainee pregnant? I might as well do that. I already started on my note. Gosh. All of this thinking is getting me a migraine.
“I don’t need your help! You don’t need to take responsibility Jiyong Jr. can be raised by a single mother!!” said the soon to be mother of my child.
“I swear you have to make up your mind about this!! You need me!! And you know it! Hanee Jr. needs me.” I snapped back. My baby is going to be a girl!! YEAHHH BABY!!!
“There you go with the sex of the baby again!! I told you he’s going to be Jiyong Jr!!!!” Hanee yelled with her eye brows together. She looks funky with her brows like that. Not that I’m making fun of her.
“And there you go assuming that my princess is a prince!!!!!” I screamed back. I was furious with all the arguments about the baby’s sex. She’s going to be a she like I said. She has to trust me.
“And there you go screaming at me again.” Tears started to fall from her eyes. Hanee please don’t cry I didn’t mean to scream at you.
I stand there dumbfounded at my actions. I should have known that pregnant women get emotional fast. I read the book. I should already know. I was planning to apologize to her when a smack sound caught my attention.
“You shouldn’t treat your baby’s mother like that!!!" An outraged Seunghyun hyung yelled on top of his lungs.
Owwwie. My head hurts. Who dare smack The Kwon Leadah’s head?!!!
“I smacked you on your head got a problem with that Yongie?”
“No.” I looked down towards the floor.
“You know guys enough of this nonsense. Let’s think of ways to prevent manager hyung and Mr. YG from knowing.” Youngbae spoke up in a serious tone. He’s never been this serious since we met. This news must hit him really hard.
“I don’t think it’s time for that yet” Maknae interrupted. “I think it’s time to get this baby ready for this musical world!!! WHO’S WITH ME?”
“OUUUUU!! I AM!! I’M IN!! I’m going to get the baby a custom big bang outfit! An outfit fitted for the Kwon Leadah’s baby! YEA!!” said Daesung while raising his hand and waving it hysterically.
“Ouuuu.. Don’t forget to get him...” Hyung stared at me for a second. “I mean don’t forget to get her some custom Nike Air Forces too” Seunghyun hyung added.
“Not you too” I heard Hanee’s complaint. I don’t know why she’s complaining. I think it’s a great idea that Baby’s uncles are doing their part.
“What’s wrong with them getting Princess’s gifts?”
“Princess? OMG! I swear I’m going to chop your head off if you going to make me argue about the sex again!!!”
“I swear I’m going to seal your mouth with my mouth if you’re going to scream like that again”
“You’re unbelievable!! I’m leaving!! I’ll see you guess in another 2 weeks!! And that means I’m still dancing!!” She stumps her foot and went straight out the door. Phew. I’m glad she’s gone. Pregnant women do get you nervous when they’re around.
“Huh” I sighed.
“Tell me everything!!!” Seungri demanded me to speak. Tell him everything? Tell him what?
“Yea, how was it?” Seunghyun Hyung asked.
“Yea, was she like a hotty in bed?” Daesung was the next to ask.
“Umm... Sorry to butt in too but like… Do you remember the positions you did?” Did Seungri just ask me what sex positions I did? That can’t be. I think I’m hearing things.
“So hyung which positions you did??” That question was asked again. Seungri did ask those questions.
What’s up with all of these questions? Do they really expect me to answer those sexual questions? And Seungri !! Tsk. Tsk. Not to mention Daesung too!! He’s supposed to be watching Doraemon! They only one that was quiet and serious was Youngbae. I wonder what’s going on in his mind.
“How to do you feel about her?”Youngbae asked in the most serious tone I ever heard. It was more serious than before.
“I don’t know”
It’s the truth. I honestly don’t know how I feel about her. All I know was I felt responsible for what I did. I am responsible.
“If you don’t know then why are you being nice to Hanee? You know you’re not that type of guys who open up that fast. Why are you being nice to her?”
“I don’t know. I guess I felt responsible for everything. I guess I felt like taking care of my unborn child. I guess I was just being nice to her for the baby.”
Is it the baby? Is that the reason why I’m being super nice and super overprotective of Hanee? Is that the reason why I’m doing things I would never do to any of the trainees? I have all these questions stuck in my head. I swear my head is about to explode. I don’t know what to do anymore. I don’t know what to choose anymore.
“Do you know that what you’re doing is getting Hanee in more trouble? You’re hurting her more that you’re helping her.”
“I don’t know anything. I just know that I want my baby to be safe.”
“The baby can be protected without having to show the whole world that you’re protecting him.” Said Youngbae
“Her. She’s going to be a she”
“WHATEVER!!!” My band mates yelled.
“What?! What’s wrong with me wanting a baby girl?” I pouted my lips. Am I annoying them?
“You just keep going and keep going about the baby’s sex. You swear it’s going to be a girl. What if it’s not a girl??” Seunghyun hyung lectured me.
“You called my baby it?” I whined. He called my baby girl it!
“That’s because we are unsure about the baby’s sex” said Youngbae while trying to smooth his Mohawk.
“I just said the baby’s sex is a girl”
“Why won’t you wait till the ultrasound?” Youngbae suggested.
“Ultrasound?? What’s that?” Daesung asked in confusion.
“Yea what the hell is an ultra sound?” Seungri joined in.
“I don’t know what that is but I know its technology” said Seunghyun hyung.
“An Ultrasound is like a x ray. It’s a machine that scans the stomach to see if you have any tumors or in this case a baby. It also can identify the baby’s sex”
“Really?” I asked.
“Yea really.”
“Can I get an ultrasound now? Just to prove to everyone Princess is a girl.” I said with a very confidence face.
“No. Not now.”
“What? WHY?!!”
“Because you have to wait till Hanee reaches 5 months. She’s not even 2 month yet is she?”
“No. She’s about 8 weeks.”
“Oh. Then 3 and a half months to go then. Hey why is it only us talking?”
“I don’t know.”
I turned around towards the rest of Big Bang. Seungri is drooling with his mouth open wide. Hyung is on top of Daesung while Daesung is sleeping like a little princess. He doesn’t even know that hyung is on top of him like how I was on top of H- Sorry. No more perverted talk.
“Guys!! Wake up!!” I try to wake everyone up. “It’s practice time!”
“Ohh... Time already?” Hyung woke up first. “Whoa! What’s Daesung doing down there?”
“I was being squash by you! Owwwie My back hurts.” Daesung try to stand up with his hands supporting his back. Man. He got squashed hard.
“You guys done already? You were talking medical stuff. We didn’t understand so we took a nap? Whoa! Who was drooling?” said Seungri
I looked at Youngbae and we burst out in laughter.
"Come on we have 2 more hours of practices"
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As we walked down the hall, I notice a small figure standing outside the dance studio. If I’m correct it was Hanee. I thought she got mad and went home. Teacher-nim did give her 2 weeks starting today. So what was she waiting for?
“Hanee? I thought you were going home?” I asked with my hand scratching my head.
“You have short term memory or something?”
“Uhh??”
“My keys? You got my bag?? Does that ring a bell?”
“Ohh… yea…” I replied shyly.
“Hanee, why does hyung have your keys?” Seungri asked Hanee with twinkling eyes. Is her trying to flirt with my baby mama!?
“Because he’s an overprotective idiot that thinks holding my own bag is going to hurt…” She leans towards Seungri and whispered “the baby.” I think she doesn’t want it to be so obvious.
“Hey Yongie watch out. I think your baby mama is into younger looking guys like Seungri.” Said Seunghyun hyung.
“Do I qualify?” Daesung asked.
Is he trying to flirt with Hanee too?
“I don’t know if you do Sungie because you look the same age as her, I think” Hyung joked.
“Why are you guys trying to flirt with my baby mama?!”
‘‘Why are you acting like your jealous when you’re not?!” Hanee snapped back at me. Am I jealous? Nahh.
“Why are you guys fighting all the time? It’s getting really annoying.” Youngbae joined the Why are you argument.
“Yea I know it is getting annoying” said Daesung
“You guys are telling me I’m annoying??” I can see Hanee starting to tear up.
“No no… Hanee they’re just saying I’m annoying for arguing with you. You’re not annoying” I try to cheer her up. Seems like it’s working.
“This is one of the reason why I hate being near pregnant women” I hear Youngbae complain.
“If you hate being near pregnant women, then how did you know so much about them?” I asked him.
“Wells… I… you know…”
“Nah... Uhh... We don’t know” Seungri spoke up in his innocent voice. Like he’s really that innocent.
“Leave the guy alone! So what if he likes to study pregnant stuffs…” Hyung backed Youngbae up. Yea there’s nothing wrong with study about pregnant stuffs. I was reading baby books and pregnant books before. It was interesting information to know.
“So are we going to practice or what? We just wasted another 5 minutes.”
“Daesungie, give them some time. Hanee is in an emotional stage.”
“Alright, if you say so Hyunnie Hyung.”
I turned back towards Hanee to see how she’s feeling now. I didn’t realize how pretty she was. She was light skinned. It was a creamy ivory color to be exact. Her long layers and her side swept bangs framed her oval face. Her hair is black with blond and caramel highlights. Her eyes, her eyes are so round and big with natural double eyelids. The natural hazel makes her eyes even prettier. Her body is slender and fit. Fit to be YG’s trainee. Her style was nicely put together. As if I was her personal stylist myself. Everybody knows I have the best style out there.
“Hanee, Are you ok?” Teacher-nim voice peaked through the door.
I back away from Hanee so it wouldn’t become as obvious as before.
“Ney, I’m fine Teacher-nim. I just feel a bit sick. Can I be excuse?”
“Is something going on between you and Jiyong?” He asked.
“No, there is nothing going on between us. Can I?” Hanee asked. She lied. Of course she had too. She’s the one that doesn’t want anyone to know yet. Beside it’s better this way.
“Ok. I’ll see you in another 2 weeks. Take care of yourself.”
Hanee walked off by herself. I shouldn’t let her walk home by herself. She’s the klutz of all klutz. She’s might hurt her clumsy little self.
“Teacher-nim, Can I take Hanee home?” I asked. I know I’m being obvious but do you really want her to walk home by herself?
“It’s your choice. You’re the leader. I’m just the choreographer”
“Thank you, Teacher”
“That is so weird. He never ask anyone to do anything. Do you guys know what happened?” I can hear Teacher-nim asking my bandmates.
“Nope. We know nothing.” Said my bandmates.
I ran after Hanee who’s already walking towards the bus stop. Why am I being so protective of her? I know she’s having my baby but I was never this concern about anyone. I approached her as she was about to sit down on a bench. She looked up at me in disgust. Am I that disgusting?
“Hanee, I’m taking you home.”
“No need. I’m fine without you.”
“You need me. Baby needs me.”
“I don’t need you. Baby doesn’t need you. Stop pretending that you care about me when you don’t!” Hanee yelled at me.
“What are you talking about? I’m not pretending.” I replied back. Seriously what is her deal??
“Yes you are. You’re pretending. This is not you. You’re not this type of person to be caring. You’re just a cold-hearted person with no emotion whatsoever!”
“I know I been cold to you before. I’m sorry. That’s just how I am. But now we share something in common. I have to be there for you.”
“I don’t need you”
“If you won’t stop arguing with me, I’m going to shut you up my way” I smirked at her.
“Whatever. What are you going to do? Nothing.”
“Really? Are you sure about that?”I asked her.
“Yea. I’m sure and I don’t- nmmmmm”
She looked up at me surprised as I back away from her.
“I told you if we won’t stop arguing with me, I’m going to shut you up my way”
“You… Me… Just… OM-”
And then Hanee fainted. It was just a kiss. I don’t know why she would faint. I mean we already did something.
“Hanee...Hanee...”
“Hmmmmm... OMG!! You just kissed me!!” She yelled.
“Shhh. Be quiet there might be fans around.”
“But... You-”
“We had sex already. Kissing shouldn’t be such a big deal.” I know I was blunt about that.
“Why do you have to be so blunt?” She turned her back on me like she doesn’t want to hear something. What’s wrong with sleeping with me? I’m the Kwon Leadah!
“So are you going to walk or take the bus?” I asked her.
“I don’t know, walk I guess. There’s too many traffic this time of day and I don’t want to be squash on the bus” She let out a big sigh and then replied back.
“Walking it is, let’s go” I got up from the bench and pulled her hand so she can follow.
“What are you doing?”
“I’m walking you home. Why? Do you think I was out here just to chat? I told you already that I was going to take you home”
“So you what me to walk down the street with you? Are you crazy?!!!There are fans are out there!!!” She yelled at me once again.
“Don’t worry they won’t find out it's me. I got a plan.”
“Oh and what’s that? Put on a mask and pull up your hoodie? Yea like that’s going to work. I think you should go back to practice okays”
“People won’t recognize me. I try that before. I’m pretty sure the fans doesn’t have that good of an eye.”
“That’s what you think. Anyways, just do whatever”
We went to the store and brought myself a mask. Of course I had to make Hanee go in and buy it. We wouldn’t want fans in the store to spot me right. I put on the mask and pull up my hood and walked Hanee home. Everything went as I planned. No VIPs in sight. See, Hanee should have trusted me.
“See, I told you so”
“Whatever bye” She closed the door but I caught it on time.
“I’ll see you tomorrow”
“I don’t have practice tomorrow.”
“I know. I’m coming anyway.”
“I originally thought you was supposing to get mad or something and tell me to take this baby out-” She said in a sarcastic tone. Man she really thinks I’m that cold. I’m not that cold ok.
“But I thought wrong. You could be a great father” She continued.
“It’s not I could be a great father. I AM going to be a great father”
“I really think I can get the hang of this”
“Get the hang of what?” I asked her.
“Get the hang of you being nice”
“Oh Come on. I wasn’t that cold was I?”
“Uhhh… Yea you were. You bump into me and didn’t even say sorry or even look at my face.”I don’t recall bumping to anyone before.
“Really? What else did I do?” I was curious of my own actions.
“You told me not to call you Jiyong oppa because you didn’t know me that well. Only your bandmates, your manager, Mr.YG , YG staffs and other people who are closed to you can call you Jiyong ”She added.
“I did that?”
She nodded and continued. “You also scold me for being late ten seconds and for not grinding right”
“No way”
“Yes way. That’s not even half of it. Anyways, I’m going to sleep now. I’m tired.”
“I’ll see you tomorrow. I’ll be on this doorstep at 7 am to bring your breakfast.”
“Yea.Just do whatever, I don’t really care” She said before closing the door.
I didn’t know I was that cold towards her. No wonder why she doesn’t like me. It’s time to change. It’s time to show Hanee that I can be warm for her and baby girl. It’s time to become the new Kwon Leadah.
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