| Fan Fiction |
by fadeddreams
"What did I tell you about fan girl moments?" I asked her as I shake my head in dismay.
"I can't help it. I already promised myself that I would go out of hand, but when I saw Jiyong oppa my heart just stopped and all I knew was I have to kiss him. It's like fate send you over here so you can be my matchmaker." Peung said while touching her lips with happiness.
"Fate has nothing to do with me being here. It's just a coincidence."
"Come on, you know its fate. Fate sent you over to Korea so you can meet your soul mate, T.O.P OPPA!!" Peung clap her hands together.
"There's no such thing as fate and soul mates Peung. And there's nothing going on between me and Seung Hyun"
"Don't kid with me! I know there's got to be something between you guys. I mean look at the photos." Peung reached into her bags and brought out a magazine with Seung Hyun and me on the cover.
"See, look at those photos!! You guys had fun! You guys seem very much in love!! OMG! This is like a dream come true!"
I took a quick look at the magazine. Every page was filled with photos of me and Seung Hyun. Every article was about me and Seung Hyun being a couple. I hate to admit that it does seem like me and Seung Hyun is a couple. I knew I shouldn't go out with him in the first place. I knew I should have said no. If I had only said no, none of this would happen. How will I ever walk down the streets of Seoul again? All those reporters and all those fans are probably waiting for an answer. What should I say to them? What if one of the fans kills me? OMG! I don't even want to think about it.
"You know the fan clubs back in Thailand are super jealous of you? I was reading in one of the fan club's blog that fans all over the world are ready to like kill you if they ever see you. Wells, fan girls in Thailand can't do anything since their all the way over there but the fan girls over here… I don't even want to think about it. Have you ever heard about the fan girls over here? OMG! I heard they were crazy and pretty much psycho!! You have to be careful if you're going to leave this apartment." The obnoxious Peung blabbered.
She could really talk huh. I rolled my eyes as Peung keeps blabbering about how lucky I was to know Big Bang.
I wonder how Ji Yong's life is going to be with Peung here now. It's probably going to be pretty hectic.
Ji Yong's Point of View
I got up after "almost" raped by this crazy fan. I love all my fans but this one is too crazy to handle. I'm not mad nor am I'm angry at her. After all she is one of my fans. Yeun-ja sshi came out of the room with her cousin after having a long talk. Maybe she was telling her to back off from me. I really hope so. Seriously, I think I'm scared of Yeun-ja sshi's cousin.
"I'm sorry about that Ji Yong sshi. Peung is from Thailand so she might be a little hyper." said Yeun-ja sshi
"Maybe a little TOO hyper" Seung Ri said trying to hold his laughter.
"It's ok Yeun-ja sshi. And guys don't try to hold it. I know you want to laugh" I snapped at him as I settle myself down.
"AHAHAHAHA" Every one of my band members started to laugh.
"Was it that funny Seung Hyun sshi?" Yeun-ja sshi asked Hyung.
"Well yea." said Seung Hyun Hyung
"I don't think it was funny one bit. If other fans find out it wouldn't be so pretty." said Yeun-ja sshi
"Don't worry I won't tell anyone" I replied
"Anyways, Peung try to control yourself okay" I heard Yeun-ja sshi say.
Peung sshi nodded while still staring at me and the rest of Big Bang.
"Alright guys. I'm sorry for making you wait" Manager Hyung said as he walked towards us.
"Manager Hyung, this is Yeun-ja sshi. Yeun-ja sshi this is Manager Hyung, our manager. And the girl sitting over there is Yeun-ja sshi's cousin Peung sshi." Hyung introduced Yeun-ja sshi and Peung sshi to Manager Hyung.
"Anyong ha sayo" said Yeun-ja sshi and Peung sshi
"Anyong. Eh aren't you the girl with Seung Hyun?" Manager Hyung asked
"Yes" Yeun-ja sshi answered
"What is your relationship with Seung Hyun?"
"Relationship? There was never a relationship to begin with. Seung Hyung sshi was just being a nice neighbor and showing me around. There's nothing more to that. We're just someone who knows each other. I never had thoughts of having a relationship with him anyways"
I looked over at Seung Hyun Hyung. I notice that sad expression when Yeun-ja sshi said that.
"Well the press and fans probably won't think that way." said Manager Hyung
"What can I do to fix this? I don't want Seung Hyun sshi to lose his reputation."
"There's only one way. You and Seung Hyun have to stop meeting each other till the gossip stops"
"I don't even what to meet him anyways" I can hear Yeun-ja sshi mumble. "Ok. I can do that."
"But Yeun-ja sshi..." Hyung spoke up
"No buts Seung Hyun sshi."
"But ..."
"I said No buts" Yeun-ja sshi snapped back at Hyung. "I will be moving out as soon as possible. I give you my word"
"Ok. I will trust your words. So we got everything settle, I will be leaving now." Manager Hyung said as he walked out the door.
"Why does everything have to revolve around the fans and press?!!!! Why can't I do what I want to do?!!! Why can't we just have our own personal lives!! WHY?!!!"
I never saw Seung Hyun hyung like this before. He was never like this during his other candid. I think I know what's going on in that mind of his.
"Uhh... Since Yeun-ja sshi is moving out, let's treat her with dinner tonight!" I try to ease the mood.
"That would be a great idea Ji Yong" Young Bae raised his hand. "I'm in!!"
"Ouuu. Us too!!" Seung Ri and Dae Sung raised their hands also.
"Hyung??"
"This will be the last night I get to see you Yeun-ja sshi?" Hyung asked.
"It's for your own good" She replied.
We was about to leave for dinner when Yeun-ja sshi notice Peung sshi wasn't following. We went back to find her snoozing on the couch. No wonder why she wasn't hyped during that conversation. Hmm. Come to think of it, Peung sshi is kind of cute when she's not going crazy.
"Peung. Wake up" said Yeun-ja sshi
"huh… zzz I love you Young Bae oppa" said Peung sshi. She was talking in her sleep.
Young Bae's face lid up full of fear.
"Peung. You're drooling. Wake up"
"zzzz.. But I love Ji Yong oppa more… sorry Young Bae oppa"
"Peung. Some fan is raping your Ji Yong oppa!"Yeun-ja sshi yelled
"WHAT!! WHO THE HELL DARE RAPES MY OPPA!! VIP'S SQUAD TOO THE RESCUE!!!!" Peung sshi woke up and screamed.
I looked at her and laugh to myself. Even though she might be a little crazy. But she does care about my safety.
"Time to go eat Peung."
"Oh. How long was I asleep?"
"We don't know." I answered
"OMG! Ji Yong oppa answered me!!" She was at it again.
"Peung, calm down. It's only Ji Yong sshi."
"But it's Ji Yong oppa!! The Kwon Leadah!!" Peung sshi snapped back at Yeun-ja sshi.
"Yeun-ja noona! Hyung! Taxi is here" Seung Ri yelled from outside. He went to call a taxi while we were inside trying to wake up Peung sshi.
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Seung Hyun's POV
I can't understand what Yeun-ja is thinking as of right now. She knows how I feel about her. She knows how much I care for her. Yet she treats my feeling as nothing to her. Does she even like me? Does she even have any kind of feelings for me? Judging by her answer to Manager Hyung, it's a no. I don't understand how I started to have feelings for her. Maybe it's because she was different. Different from any other girls I ever met. She knows me and Big Bang. Yet she doesn't get hype like any fan girls would. Let's just say she's the opposite of Peung sshi and other fan girls. She doesn't like celebrities and that's what makes her different.
"Yeun-ja sshi, what would you like to eat?" I asked her.
"Anything I guess, whatever that's good."
"Are you really going to move out noona?" Seung Ri asked the question that I wanted to ask for so long.
"Yea. I am. It's not that I don't like you guys. You guys are really great people, but I think it's better off this way." She answered.
No. It's not better off this way. I know that if you leave I won't be seeing you again.
"I'm sorry if I cause you guys any trouble; I didn't mean to like…start a scandal.
"It's OK, Yeun-ja sshi. It was mainly our fault. Well, mainly someone's fault right Youngbae?" Ji Yong replied to Yeun-ja sshi with a mouth full of food. EWW. Disgusting!
"Yup" Young Bae agreed
I know what Ji Yong meant by that. Yea. It was mainly my fault. I was the one who taught of that sentence so I can spend more time with Yeun-ja sshi. I didn't know that all of this was going to happen. No one knows what's going to happen in the future.
"So noona, what are you doing here in the first place?" Dae Sung asked.
"Oh. I can answer that for Yeun-ja unnie!! P Yeun-ja since were in Korea now I'm going to call you unnie instead of P! Ouu... Wells, P Yeun-ja….Opps I mean Yeun-ja unnie is from America. She's mixed. Yea. I know I would have thought she would be mixed with American or something but no she's purely Asian. She's mixed with Korean, Japanese and Thai. See, that's why I call her P all the time. It's like Unnie but in Thai. I'm her only beloved cousin on her mom side that lives in Thailand. Yup. GO Thailand. Oh... She has relatives in Japan too. Isn't that weird cause her cousin is in Japan right now and they didn't see each other when she was there. Oh. And her cousin is Micky Yoochun of DBSK!! AIN'T THAT COOL!! But too bad he's not here in Seoul. Bummer!"
Everyone was looked at Peung sshi like she was a metal woman. I swear this girl can talk. I wonder how she could talk so much and breathe at the same time?
"Oh… That's explains why you don't look Korean but rather Thai looking." Said Dae Sung
"Yeun-ja sshi? I can talk to you outside for a minute?" I asked.
I want to talk to her. I don't want her to leave me. I already fell for her so I won't let her leave me like this.
"Yea."
"Are you really going to move out?" I asked her. Please say no.
"Yea. I am. I need a space of my own. I can't be leaving under Big Bang's apartment for my time here. And also I can't have Peung living here with Ji Yong. They can't be under the same roof. Trust me. A Lion can't be under the same roof with a pig. And Jiyong is not the lion."
"But… I lo..."
"Seung Hyun sshi, I know how you feel about me. I'm sorry that I can't accept your feelings. I just can't love celebrities. I'm sorry" She turned around towards the entrance, leaving me by myself.
She left me there with a broken heart. She rejected my feelings after my confession. I never confess to any one before. They just confess to me. She just rejected T.O.P of Big Bang. I have to make her love me back. It's time for me to grab my materials to make her love me.