| Fan Fiction |
by SeventhStar
I prepared Hana’s clothes in her room. I took a breath. Finally we were at my home, my mother’s home. The place that makes me didn’t need to meet with Baron.
“Mommy where is my clothes?” Hana approached me with towel surround her body. Her grandmother just helped her to take a bath.
“Here darling. Can you wear it by your self?”
She nodded and wore the clothes by her self. I looked into her. My little baby now is changing into a perfect little girl. I remembered when she was 3 years old and cried in my arms when I brought her into my Mom’s house after I have been caught Baron with Angela in my home. My little girl is an independent little girl. I was very proud with her.
“Are you ready to have dinner with grandma?” I had asked her after she wore her clothes completely.
She nodded and ran into the dining room. I followed her and I saw my mom has finished cooking the dish and sat on the chair.
We ate and didn’t talk much during the dinner. Only Hana who tried to speak Chinese to my mom. She just simple couldn’t stay quiet. After the dinner, I had accompanied Hana to sleep in her room before chatted with my mother in the living room.
“Did Hana sleep?” My mom asked me.
“Yes she did.”
Then my mother rubbed my hair and I could see tears in her eyes. “Ella are you okay?”
“I’m fine mom. You could see I’m healthy right?”
“Not physically that I asked to you but mentally darling. How did you manage that you will always see him on your work?”
“I’m okay with it.”
“How did Hana manage this situation. The one that I worried most beside you is Hana.”
I smiled to her and said. “She was okay with it Mom. She even played with him almost every time she had chance to sneak on from me.”
“You mean.. you didn’t allow her to meet her daddy until she need to sneak on from you?”
“Well… yeah Mom. I just afraid that Baron will do something bad again in front of her. It’s enough Hana had seen him had a sex with that bitch.”
My mom placed her hand in my hand. “Ella actually I want to say something about Baron.”
“What is it?”
“Do you ever think to give him another chance?”
I stood and screamed “Mom!! Never! I will never do that!”
“Relax Ella.” My mom asked me to sit again.
“I just ask you dear. I think about Hana. Do you think she will able to live without a father’s role beside her?”
“Yes I do. She is a strong girl Mom.”
“I know but do you think she is more mature than usual Ella? I do think that. There is something missing in her eyes.”
I kept silent for a moment. I knew what my mom talked about. I did feel that also. Hana lose her cherish. She didn’t as playful as before. The only one person that able to bring her happiness just Baron. There were also so many times Hana always asked when will they live in one place again just like in the past.
“She is okay Mom.” I assured my mother but I knew I just said that to assure my self. Divorcement. I knew it will become a big trouble for my Hana. Perhaps that was the main reason why I always give Baron chance in the past.
“Ella, I also want you to open your heart.”
“What do you mean Mom?”
“I mean, if you found someone that you interested into…”
“No way Mom. I decided to stop loving someone. If loving someone could make me hurt like this I didn’t want to feel it anymore. I will give my love just for Hana Mom. Just for her.”
“But Ella… you need to be happy too.”
“Mom… it just a couple of months after my divorce with him. How could I met someone suddenly?”
My mother smiled and rubbed my hair. “Ella… believe me my dear. Love always comes in unexpected way, time and situation. You will never ready and get prepare for this. My message to you is when the love comes to you just receive it dear.”
“ I just think I’m not ready Mom.”
“You said like new love has come into your life already!”
“How can you say that?” I shocked with my Mom’s reaction.
“How can you say you are not ready if you never feel it then?”
“Okay I will fix my words. I THINK I will not ready.”
“You have to change your thinking then.”
Then my mom walked to her room and leaved me in the darkness. Darkness because what she said really stuck in my mind.
The next morning, as usual I woke Hana up. Before that I had checked her belongings. Sometimes she kept candies or something in her pocket or bag and it made her stuffs became difficult to be washed.
When I checked her bag I found something that surprised. It looked like a ring box with ribbon on it. I bet it must be belong to Wu Ji Zun. How could this box in his bag? I believed this thing must be one of the parts of her naughtiness. I couldn’t wait to ask her.
I kissed her cheek. “Wake up honey…”
She woke up and said “Is it morning Mom?”
“Yes it is, what do you think hun?”
“I think it’s a beautiful morning Mom… “
She walked from her bed and kissed me. She wanted to run into the kitchen which I knew that was her habit I stopped her.
“Honey… Could you sit here for a minute?”
She sat on her bed while I sat in the chair in front of her.
“Daring, do you know about this ring box?” I showed the ring box to her.
She looked so surprised when I showed the box into her. “How did you find that stuff Mom?”
“In your bag unfortunately.”
“I’m sorry Mom.”
“Why do you do this?”
“I… I… I just didn’t want my prince leave me. When I saw what was on the box and I knew it was ring for a woman I felt if he got married he will leave me.” She started to cry.
I hugged her and sat beside her “Why did you think something like that?”
“I enjoyed my time with him Mom. He could be my friend.”
“He has his own life hun. We just knew him for these past 3 days.”
Hana mumbled something that I couldn’t hear of.
“What did you say darling?”
“I’m afraid Mom.”
“What do you afraid of?”
“I’m afraid if a man has a woman beside him, he will leave me. Just like what Dad did to us. He leaved us after I saw him with that woman. I like my prince. He is so nice to me since the day we have met. I didn’t want to lose him.”
I never knew that Hana had that kind of feeling. That kind of sad feeling about losing someone. I just realized losing her father around her really made a big impact for her.
“Honey, do you sad that we don’t live with Daddy anymore?”
Hana nodded.
I didn’t know what I had to say to her. I just wanted to give the best for her and I thought divorce with Baron was the best way. Best way for me I think but I knew I sacrificed Hana’s happiness.
I tried to distract her concern into this matter with brought up something fun to do that day. “Hey Hana…. How about if we go to shopping?”
“Shopping?” Her eyes was wider and seemed like I succeed to distract her concern.
“Yeah! Come on! Have your breakfast, take a bath and we will enjoy Taiwan!”
After she had got her breakfast and took a bath, we went to the street in Taiwan which is a shopping center.
I hold her hand while walked and gosh… we met with Wu Ji Zun again in the street.
“Prince!” Hana ran into Wu Ji Zun. He seemed busy with his cell phone but he immediately turned his cell phone off and lifted Hana up.
“Hey Hana…. What did you do here?”
“Shopping of course. It is a shopping center. Stupid.” I answered his question,
Hana giggled while said. “Yes he is stupid Mom.”
He pretended to slap Hana and laughed with her. Actually I really enjoyed this atmosphere. Called me insane but I felt like we were a family. I missed a complete family feeling in my life.
“Who do you wait for Wu Ji Zun?” I asked him.
“How do you know I wait for someone?”
“You used your cell phone.”
“Yup. Actually I waited my girlfriend.”
When Wu Ji Zun said that sentence immediately Hana asked him to brought her down from his arm. “I wanted to down.”
“Why?” He asked her.
“I just want to walk by my self!” She screamed and Wu Ji Zun followed what she wanted.
Hana mumbled. “Mommy said you have your own life and your life is not with us even you are my mom’s driver.”
I could sense that Hana almost cried. I hugged her and rubbed her back, hoped that she will not cry in front of him.
“Sorry Wu Ji Zun for bothered you. Have fun with your girl friend.” I hold Hana’s hand and walked with her.
“Wait! May I shop with you? Since my girlfriend just canceled my date. When you saw me called her actually she said she had a sudden tv show shoot.”
Hana smiled brightly and said. “Sure! Of course! Mom… Can he join with us?”
I saw Hana’s smile and I knew I couldn’t say no. I nodded to her and she jumped happily while hold my hand and his hand.
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[Author’s Note]: Curious to know what will happen in their shopping time? Ha ha ha… I also curious but I want to hear your comment first. If I thought I got enough comments I will write the next chapter as soon as possible lol.
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