| Fan Fiction |
by SeventhStar
I checked on my e-mail account. My inbox was full with his messages. I tried to not reply them but I gave up. Some of his e-mails really need to be replied since it connected with our team. He continuously e-mailed me to inform me about the progress in the testing since I really didn’t able to attend the testing. Even it was Jensen’s job and David’s to email me about the progress but still he emailed me non-stop.
I was glad received the progress from him since I could hear from my driver’s point of view. There are plenty significant changes that I made based on his reports. For example like how the size of the cockpit really affected driver’s performance. I smiled when I read his email that told me how small the cockpit for him. I replied him that was one of the reasons why I insisted that he need to do a diet because the cockpit had been designed to follow the rule that stated from FIA. We couldn’t do anything. It was us that had to adapt into the rule and not the opposite.
Then after that he reported to me the progress of his diet and everything. I felt like I was not just his race engineer but like his personal manager. We talked a lot during the e-mail thingy and I knew him better from the e-mails that he sent to me.
Actually those e-mails were not just “work” e-mails but also some personal e-mails. Sometimes he had slipped some words that touching me in his e-mails. For example:
P.S. I miss you. The testing will be more fun with you here
P.S. I had a key to open your heart; unfortunately I haven’t met any chance to try the key.
P.S. I Love you => why it sounded like the title of the movie? Even it sounded like that, I do really love you.
P.S. How was Hana doing? Does she miss me?
And many more of P.S (s) that he had sent to me. I just replied something like these:
P.S. If you have time to miss me, better be checked out the telemetry analysis that I was sending with this email to you. I bet it will make you stop miss me. Because miss me means miss those telemetry analyses.
P.S. Don’t worry. Because I believe the key that you have will not fit to open my heart.
Then he replied:
P.S. My key is your daughter. I have her approval.
When he said that actually I was shocked. Why the hell Hana being involved here. I asked Hana and she told me that she knew about Chun’s feeling. It must be because she watched some of series in TV. She became more mature than what I thought.
Hana also told me that how she just wanted me to be happy so she hoped Chun could make me happy. I touched by her words. I didn’t realize how my daughter grew up until she could be an adorable daughter like this.
I explained to her that the problem was not as easy as she thought. I couldn’t just can accept him because of she had given an approval to him. I just have not ready yet to receive someone’s presence in my heart after the divorcement.
Hana answered me with her innocent face. “But why Mom always smiles whenever he is around?”
I didn’t answer her. Then she continued before she slept. “Also Mom always smiles whenever you opened his e-mails.”
Even 4 years old girl realized that I…. That I actually pleased with Chun’s attention to me. I didn’t say that I like him or brutally said I loved him too. I just happy. Happy with his companion even his companion just with email everyday.
Even just emails could make me smiled like a teenage girl who was in crush. Everyday whether I was in Japan for meeting or attending FIA meeting or just simply at home, I always couldn’t wait to open my laptop at night. Just for read his P.S message.
He was still as professional as before. His email mostly contained about our work. He asked so many things to me that I gladly answered that. I answered all his questions in easy way. But when it came that I had to answer his P.S. , I had to think carefully.
For his P.S I Love you thingy… I answered like this.
P.S. Unfortunately I didn’t like the movie. Too pathetic. Better I watched Pursuit of Happiness
But he replied in a smarter way:
P.S. Glad you said you didn’t like the movie. But you didn’t say that you didn’t like my confession. That was true. I also like Pursuit of Happiness better than P.S. I Love you, because it suited my condition well. I pursuit you, for my happiness.
Sometimes his words really make me speechless. But I glad that from the P.S thingy that we shared, we had so many commons. Like we love the same movie genre. We didn’t like a very romantic movie, but sometimes he admitted that he ever cried when he watched a movie.
I answered with I doubted her manliness. But once again, I made a mistake. He answered like this:
P.S. Seemed like someone had been really wanted to test my manly side. Someone had been not patient until March to see me and “tried” it. Come over… I will pass your test if you doubt it.
He definitely had sense of humor which I liked. I laughed, smiled or even couldn’t say or typed anything to answer his P.S(s).
I looked at the calendar in my table. Three days again, I will start the new season. Formula One season 2008. With my team, with John. With him. I couldn’t wait to work with him.
Hana has started his new own season. Finally she agreed to go to school which means she couldn’t accompany me again in the circuit as often as in the past. But I was glad that she go to school so I didn’t have to be worried she will have no friends. She had to make relationship with children around her age because even I knew my children was a special one, more mature than any children, but I also didn’t want she missed the happy time as a children. I wanted her didn’t too much encountered with adults because it will make her thinking something that actually out what she needed to be.
I looked at her again. These last 3 days she insisted to sleep with me because I will be go abroad to Australia in 3 days. I know I will miss her, but I have to go. To start the new season.
About “my new love season”… I still didn’t have any encourage starting it.
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[Author’s Note]: I know my story getting bore and bore. Unfortunately I didn’t bore to write it…. ha ha… Beside, the race competition in this story will be begin soon and I really want to write it. About Charlene… I couldn’t tell the story now because it ahd to be from Chun’s point of view. Hope you enjoy this chapter and comments from you, I will gladly accept it even I know I didn’t deserve it… ha ha… >_<. For comment’s reply I will reply in next chapter since this is a short chapter ^^.