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by Erii
The fog was covering his feet, the damp air was making it hard for him to breath. His breathing was rapid like he couldn’t get enough air. He was panicking. The darkness surrounding him was making it impossible for him to see.
He heard a sound behind him and a cold chill washed over his body. The sound turned out to be raspy breathing and he knew what was coming after him. He dashed forward, his feet stumbling in everything around him. Blood traces were left behind him and an incredible pain washed through his body. His fell down on the ground. The dirt on the ground was smeared onto his face. He couldn’t breathe. He looked up and saw the blood that was surrounding him, looking down at his body, seeing where the blood came from. It was running down his legs. He turned to run away again, but cold fingers wrapped themselves around his ankle.
Key let out a scream in fear. He was tossed around and he stared right up in a white face with dark eyes and long black hair. The smirk, the laughter, the breathing, the look. He screamed again. Not Choi, not Choi, not Choi!
«Key! KEY!? KEY, WAKE UP!»
Key sat up, tears still streaming down his face, the nightmare still lingering in his head.
«Where am I?» He asked and looked up at Onew who was standing next to him.
«On the couch.. You fell asleep»
«W—where is Minho?» He stuttered and looked around in the familiar living room.
«He went home after the swelling on his wrist went down..»
«You hit him?»
«No… He fell off the couch when I threw the lamp at him..»
«Oh..»
«What did you dream about?»
«Ghost… Choi… Monster.. The monster was Choi, Choi is the monster!»
Onew sighed and lifted up the DVD that had caused the whole misunderstanding.
«You’re not allowed to watch movies like this again? Understood?!» Key nodded his head and pouted. He didn’t choose the movie, Minho did.
«And none of these either..» Onew started taking out DVD’s from the shelf that wouldn’t be proper for Key or his condition.
«Minho didn’t do anything…» Key just whispered and Onew just nodded.
«I know, he told me..»
There was a long silence while Onew was just going around in the room doing random things like he didn’t even know what he was supposed to do.
«Onew?»
«Yes?»
«Can.. Can you hug me?»
Onew stopped in his tracks before he was over by Key’s side pulling the younger boy into a strong and secure hug.
«I’m always here, Key, always will be!»
«I know..» Key whispered back. His heart was beating fast and steady. Blood rushing to his face as he felt the tickling feeling in his belly. A smile formed on his face without him noticing, his eyes shining. He was hugging the one and only he loved. He felt loved by that person. Only one look was enough to make Key feel like he had been drugged. Living with Onew was like flying around on a sky of happiness, and then on top of that being hugged. His head felt so light, everything seemed to be gone from his head. The only feeling he could feel was the comfortable heat streaming through his body.
Suddenly he started laughing and Onew let him go, looking at him.
«What?»
Key just shook his head before he stood up and started dancing around in the room, swinging his arms and swinging them up and down like he could fly.
«Have you lost your mind?» Onew just looked in shock at the suddenly sooo happy Key.
«No.. I’m on drugs!» Key answered and smiled like an idiot almost tripping in the saloon table.
«WHAT!? Minho drugged you?!»
«Nope…» Key came over to Onew and just smiled a secret smile. «You did…»
«I did?»
Key suddenly pecked Onew lips before he ran out into the kitchen. Once away from Onew’s sight he clutched his heart. Letting out a sigh, filled with so much love. Oh, if this feeling would ever go away, Key was sure he would die.
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«If you don’t stop smiling I’m going to smear the rice out in your face!»
Key just pouted his lip before he went back to smiling.
«At least you’re not shy anymore…» Onew just commented before he ate the rest of the food on his plate and put the plate into the dishwasher.
Looking over at Key he just smirked before he took the bowl with the rest of rice, grabbed the rice with his bare hands before he attacked Key from behind.
«Muahaha~!»
The evil laugh, and rice being put down in Key’s shirt and pants were enough to make Key scream out in shock, jump up on the table, trip, fall down on the other side, bringing the cup of juice over him. Everything just a mess while Onew was laughing so hard, knowing that Key had rice everywhere right now.
«I’m not smiling anymore…!» Key said as a matter of fact as he now was glaring at Onew.
«I am..» Onew just stuck out his tongue at Key. Key crawled under the table and grabbed Onew’s feet making the other one fall backwards onto the floor, moaning in pain.
«Revenge!»
Onew suddenly laughed and Key joined in, crawling over to Onew side, putting his head on Onew’s chest.
«Sorry..» He whispered and caressed Onew’s fingers.
«I’m laughing, silly… Do you need to apology? No..»
«That probably hurt though…» Key answered and just listened to Onew’s heartbeat.
«You fell down from the table…»
«I’m used to it.. I mean.. pain..»
Onew went silent and again he was reminded of what Key had been through.
«Sorry..»
«Onew, I love you..» Key whispered and Onew just smiled in return caressing Key’s golden hair.
«I know, Key, I know.. You know what?» Key looked up, his eyes almost shining, was Onew going to tell him he loved him too?
«Tomorrow Minho will have to take you to get your hair fixed!»
The shine in Key’s eyes was switched off and he just nodded. It was Minho that had decided that his hair was going to be gold in the first place.
They got up from the floor, but that was when Key realized that Onew was going to the bathroom, and he stood up running for it. He wanted to have a shower first. He was the one getting dirty first!
But to his surprise Onew saw it coming and grabbed his arm and jerked him back again. He was pulling Key backwards and Key was running without moving.
«I have the right to shower first!» Key whined, and tried to jerk Onew's hand away.
«It’s my house!» Onew answered.
«Your fault I got wet, and full of rice!»
«Oh, and who made my back smeared with rice? I just threw myself down on the floor, huh?!»
«But you started it!»
«Then… let’s shower together!»
Key stopped struggling and just stared at him, what did he just say!? Suddenly Onew bursted out laughing and ran towards the door, locking himself into the bathroom before Key was even able to get his senses back.
«Haha, I knew it would work. Maybe some other day, Key-ah» he stood laughing inside the bathroom and Key just pouted. Onew knew his weaknesses.
«What makes you think I want to shower with you!?» Key just asked and crossed his arms turning away. «I’ve got rice in my boxer! Oneeeew~ Be reasonable!»
«Key ~… Key~… Key~… Don’t be angry at me, okay? I love you~!»
Key’s eyes got wide and he just stared at the door, his face suddenly breaking up into a huge smile. The fact that he had rice in his boxers and juice in his hair was totally forgotten. He slowly walked to the door and hugged the surface of the door, pretending it was Onew. He was so happy right now!
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*Jonghyun POV*
I sat in the library, and watched the fire die out. The tingling feeling was still slowing my senses down, and my face still had the after sex glow. Had I done the right thing?
I remembered when my master had brought me to his house. Showed me every room telling something special about every one of them. I had felt so happy at that time, but then he had turned into another person. He totally changed! He fucked me in every room, and each time in a new way. At that time I was 15 years old. He had kept me as a virgin for 2 years already then, making me trust him, so he could take me home and use me as his pet, his fucking pet, his fucking pet kept hidden in the basement!
The memories from the past were hurting so much and with Taemin around they became clearer, the scars I had tried to hide were ripped open again. Would I be the man Taemin wanted? Would I manage to be the man Taemin deserved?
Suddenly my head started to ache. I whimpered in pain and fear as I grabbed my head, pulling on my hair like it would make it stop.
No! No! Not again, not now! I bit my lip not to scream and wake Taemin up. It was like a useless fight I had already lost in. I could taste blood in my mouth and the pain went from my head to every part of my body. I fell to the floor and the picture came clear like it happened yesterday.
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A 16 year old boy lying in a totally dark room. Totally naked, and bruised over his entire body. In his hand there is a knife. A paperknife. A knife the boy managed to sneak with him when his master was fucking him in his office. The knife was sharp. Sharp enough to kill. Footsteps outside the room. The boy ran up, hiding behind the door with the knife ready.
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I hit the floor. My body was shaking and sweat was pouring down my face. It hurt so much. The memories I tried to forget were still hunting me. I knew it wasn’t over yet and tried to find something. Something sharp or deadly, I wanted to cut these memories away. I found the desk and knew there was a letter knife up there. I reached out for it, my vision was blurry and I couldn’t focus anymore, I was going into the painful darkness again. I got the knife and was ready to stick it into my head, ready to cut this pain away.
Suddenly someone grabbed my hand, taking the knife away. I screamed out in despair. I needed the knife, I needed it now! I hit around me not knowing if I was hitting someone or not, then this picture showed up like so many times before.
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The same boy, standing naked over his master, the paperknife buried into the man’s backside. Tears rolling down his face. Never, never was the boy going to trust someone again. His master still alive, but in great pain whispering: «I really did love you and the boys. Take over for me and show them love, take over my business as I wanted you to…» The boy screaming in anger by the lies told, taking the knife out of the man’s back just to thrust it deeper in his flesh over and over again like he’s done it before. His master’s last scream and the boy's scream in anger mixed together. Sweat, tears, and hate. The air is black of it. The boy lying himself over his dead master crying. The man the boy loved… dead forever.
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I slowly returned to be normal. My body was exhausted and the pain was gone. Now it was my heart hurting. Why couldn’t the past just leave me? I felt something wet flowing down my cheek. Was I crying again? I dried the tears away feeling angry. I had nothing to cry about. The man deserved it! He killed everything inside me, but still I loved him, why?
Then I realized I wasn’t alone. In a corner of the now dark library there was someone. Curled up till a ball sobbing softly. Taemin?! I got up and slowly walked over to him. What had I done to him?!
«Taemin..?» He slowly shifted his gaze towards me. I gasped. His face had a deep bruise on his cheek, and his nose was bleeding. He was crying and he looked so afraid of me. I gasped for air.. What kind of a beast was I? Hurting Taemin…
«Taemin, I really didn’t mean to. I wasn’t myself!»
He was holding the letter knife in his hands, and his eyes were so blank.
«Were you trying to kill yourself?» He suddenly asked me and his voice was so soft.
«I don’t know… I guess I was, but I didn’t mean to, I couldn’t help it»
I had already failed. I hurt Taemin. And I knew it wasn’t going to be the last time.
«Taemin, believe me! I’m so sorry! Can you forgive me?»
He just stared out in the air, looking past me, like the real him wasn’t even there. I came closer and lifted him in my arms and carried him to the kitchen, putting him down on the kitchen table. I took some paper and held it under the water before I slowly started to clean the mess in Taemin's face.
The always cheerful face was now empty and scared.
After I washed the cut on his cheek I softly kissed the bruise.
«Better now?» He just nodded and I saw his eyes come to life again. I kissed it once more and trailed the cut with my tongue. I raised my eyebrow to ask him if it was better.
«Much better» He whispered and looked down. I lifted his head and looked him straight into his eyes.
«Did I hurt you anywhere else?»
He just blushed and pointed to his nose. I kissed his nose tip. Then he pointed to his left cheek, I kissed it too, then the right cheek, then he slowly pointed at his lips. I leaned in and gave him a passionate kiss.
«Forgive me? I'll never harm you again, okay?»
He nodded and smiled his shy smile again. I hugged him real tight. I for sure wasn’t going to hurt him anymore, not as long as I still had my sanity. Never would he be hurt again, even when he was the source to the past coming back, but now I didn’t care about the past. Only about him. He should never have been brought into this mess. He belonged in the loving world, the free world, and everywhere else than by my side. Someday I would give him the chance to choose me, or the world, just hoping he would choose me.
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Chapter 19~~=D
It’s been a few says since I updated last time, but I’ve had tests every day this week, but I think I did good so it’s okay xD
Plus I got a double dose of my personal drug on Thursday so I’m still high ~ xD LoL!
My READERS <3
Loooove ♥
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Comment replies:
Almighty Doufu → I guess we’ll just have to wait and see if Onew is doing the right thing about having Minho around xD Haha, the lamp was that funny? I just couldn’t figure out what else he could use as a weapon.. I mean he just came in =P Actually when I wrote about Minho and the boy, I didn’t think of the boy as someone special, but you kind of gave me an idea xD Loove ♥
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ehye-fish → Okay, so I used a little more than 13 hours xD Mianhe~! Minho deserved the slapping I guess, plus a swollen foot.. I mean.. He made Key watch a horror movie -_- xD Onew doesn’t work for money.. He just doesn’t want to live like he used to live with Minho. He’s kind of being rebellious you could say, I mean, doing the opposite from what he did with Minho xD I guess Key is cute! At least he forgot about it when Onew hugged him. Minho seems to have a soft spot for Key, but we’ll see ^^ Loove ♥
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PHOENIX → Heey~ *Waves like a madman back* Hahaha.. I guess Onew was being stupid when he assigned Minho to take care of Key, but maybe.. maybe something good will come out of it! Or… not… we’ll see^^ Now Key is just more scared of Minho I guess, after the nightmare x| Haha, yes, finally Onew slapped Minho xD And yees, he’s violent with his partners… Scary~xD And the boy that was with Minho will be back I guess, since he obviously got “issues” ^^xD Hahaha, I guess it was both! Jealousy and wanting to protect Key =D Loove ♥
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Jae+Sica → Haha, yes, I guess it could have been the case, but then he was only scared xD But now I suppose he’s even more afraid of Minho after having the nightmare. Minho just wanted to comfort Key, and then Onew misunderstood and though Minho was making Key cry, so he wanted to protect Key, dropping the shopping, grabbing the lamp, throwing it at Minho xD Hihi~ Loove ♥
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AhMin → Hmm, it will be good in the end? We’ll see~ xD But I guess it’s good for Minho to be around cute and innocent people like Key! I guess the lamp was the first thing Onew could get a hold of to use as protection =P Well, of course I’ve told my best friend about my crush, but she only says it’s unfair because she’s only able to see her crush once in a week on the bus, while I might be able to see mine at school xD First time I walked past him in the hallway I only looked his way because he was asian, but now when I see him.. I don’t need to see his face, I’m totally spazzing out. I’m smiling like a mad man, and I really forget everything that is in my head. It’s crazy, lol xD But the weird thing is… I’m satisfied by only watching him. Just being able to look at him, and that he looks back at me sometimes too. I think as a person he isn’t my type at all. He dresses like my older brother aka only clothes that are “in” here in Norway. Pants that looks like pyjama pants (love those though), and he’s the cool type of guy, and I’m not sure but I think he’s interested in a girl that is older than him.. And he acts like all boys here in Norway, and I think it’s only his background that is Asian, cause even his surname is Norwegian. But I’m still crushing on him, weird xD Seeing him makes my day! I do have one picture, but it’s really old and doesn’t look like him. I’ve been thinking of just walking up to him and take a picture though, but I would be blacklisted if I do xD He does have facebook, but I haven’t added him… His name is Chris =D (And he was picked out to be on the school’s volleyball team!) Okay, I’ll stop talking about him now =D With training I meant, hmm.. strength.. push-ups, sit-ups, weight-training and spinning… And for the first time I get why people say training is refreshing xD I guess you’re right, that Jonghyun have killed enough people to cover up the spots, but a lot of things might happen. Haha, babysitter and sex slave.. I guess at least Key won’t use Minho as the last one! Hahaha, yes, he should get a hobby! Golf seems to suit him perfectly, lol!
Looove ♥ [The heart.. I write the comments on “word” and then copy them over to the text box on winglin, so I get the heart from symbols on “word” xD]
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candiiexrawr → I knew I had seen your name before! =D About that DBSK fic.. I will finish it someday, but I don’t know when xD Haha, I guess the lamp was the first thing Onew could get a hold off xD Thanks for reading my fic ~ Loove ♥
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DuSTy_HEarT → Haha^^ Yup, Onew even threw the lamp at Minho xD He’s being protective over his Key! =D I suppose that you’re right at some points. Minho isn’t good very good with his emotions, but he doesn’t need to be so violent with all of his partners though -_- So, we’ll see if he’s going to open up and try to control them better ~ =) But yes, he’s being a jerk, and I think whatever he changes to, he’ll always be a jerk xD Loove ♥
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CLOUD → Hahaha ^^=) Too bad Onew actually threw the lamp at Minho xP But at least the swelling went down and Minho was able to walk back home =D That time when Minho made out with that boy in the changing room. It was the same day as he left with the pictures. Onew was just there to get his work clothes and stuff, so Minho hadn’t started the baby sitting thing yet xD Yeees~ Seriously, when I see my crush, I can’t stop smiling for at least 5 minutes, just floating around in my own happy world, not noticing things around me. I really go crazy! You’ve been crushing on him for that long? Does the crazy feeling ever go away? xD (I don’t want it to… Even though I don’t like my crush as a person, because he’s so… cool and trying to be like all Norwegian boys, he’s the type I doesn’t like, but still.. I’m sooo crushing on him xD) I’ll be happy for the rest of the months I’m still in Norway if I get to see him, and that he’ll continue to look back at me when I walk past him in the hallway! =D Your crush seems to be sweet. What is his name? xD I live in Norway, even though I made it quite obvious, and you~? I don’t mind babbling on my comment page at all ~ <3 Loove ♥
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Cindy → Hihi, I guess~ Actually on Thursday I could have been able to write a OnKey scene while seeing my crush, but I was just sitting there staring out in the air smiling like a total idiot, so I wasn’t able to write at that moment at all xD When Minho was in the changing room at that time, he didn’t leave Key. It was the same day as he left to go home and he threw away the pictures. Onew just left for an hour to get his work stuff, and at that time Minho had already found someone to mess around with, so he hadn’t started the babysitting yet -_- Minho will have to pay for the surgery, but it’s good for Minho I guess to be around Key all day. Maybe he’ll learn a little from innocent and nice Key! =D Haha, maybe there was something behind the fact that Minho kept the picture of Onew and Key ^^ Haha, Taemin babysitting Key? That would be kind of ironic, but I don’t think that will happen =( Actually they won’t even meet in a looong time -_- Looove ♥
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shineelf → Hmm, Onew just wanted someone to be around Key in case Key lost his sight, and because Onew doesn’t know anyone.. The only one he could think of was Minho, but at least he’s been able to threaten Minho into being nice to Key! I guess that Key will only be more scared now after he had that nightmare! But yeah, Minho is being nicer to both Key and Onew! =D Loove ♥
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