| Fan Fiction |
by babyblue
I held him close to me, I felt loved, but I knew it was to good to be true, he don’t love me, but I’m happy that he stop when he should, I wouldn’t regret, but he would, I didn’t know how long we held each other, but I never wanted it to stop…
(End of flash back)
(Sue-min P.O.V)
I did the unthinkable, I kissed him, I knew I shouldn’t but the love I felt for him was to powerful wouldn’t let me go, if I ever loose it I want it to be with him…Dong Youngbae…
I caressed his cheeks in my palm, I rubbed his tears away, “Make me your Youngbae, please be my first.”
“Sue”-
“Shhh….don’t say anything, just do it, I want you, and I want you to be my first…”
He kissed me passionately; he was slow yet determined he made sure I was comfortable. He picked me up, and laid me down on the bed, “Ima make it good for you.” He said.
“I know you will.” I said with tears in my eyes, joyful tears.
He kissed me, then with his hand he unbuckled my bra, my nakedness was displayed before him. He kissed me down to my breast, I heard myself moaning. “You’re so beautiful Sue.” In mere second I was all naked before him, I was embarrassed I tried to hid myself; he put my hand at my side, “Don’t be shy, and there is nothing ugly about you.”
He continues to kiss me, and he took off his pants and his boxer, he was as naked as I am, I can feel him. “Sue, this is going to hurt for a bit, it quick but I can’t promise you how bad is the pain.” He asked his tenderness shocked me, it made me love him even more. I felt the pain, I felt myself being torn apart inside, the pain was excruciating. I squeeze the bed sheet as hard as I can, “God, you’re so tight, I’m so sorry, I don’t want to hurt you.” I smiled at him to let him know I was alright.
“It ok the pain is gone, I’ll try to be brave.”
He started to move in me, and the pain was really gone, but the passion came back in quickness, he move in and out of me, but all I can feel is pleasure no more pain…
After we were done, I can tell he was exhausted, he lay on my breast and slept. He looked like a baby, I would never regret, no matter what, it my choice to lose it to him, Youngbae I love you. But we can’t be together, don’t worry, I would never forget this night, this is the night I actually feel happy, thank you for giving me this magical night.
I got off the bed, and got dress, tomorrow I will forget everything, tomorrow will be a new day, the day with out remembering any of this…
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