| Fan Fiction |
by babyblue
The doctor had let him come home, he remember everything…except me. Maybe it better this way, maybe forgetting me was a good idea, at least he doesn’t have to suffer. But why? Why does it hurt so much? He was living he was breathing, but the fact that he don’t know hurt me so much.
“Sue, are you ok? You look like your sick.” Park Bom unni said.
“I’m fine, I’m just tired that’s all.” I force a smile.
“Uh…hey, Sue-min is it?”
“Yea...uh Youngbae. How are you feeling?” I said
“Never been better. Um…have we meant before?” yes we have I love you, we shared a night together remember, I yelled in my mind. “Yes, but where not close though, we barely talked.” I said.
“Oh, ok, well that good, I would hate myself for not remembering anything about you.” He said and started laughing.
“Yea…um…unni Ima go in my room, I need to lie down, and I don’t feel well.” I said. I left upstairs stealing a glance at him.
I closed the door behind me and fling myself on my bed crying for all I have lost. I cried a gut wrenching cry. I loved him, more then my own being, if only I had tell him, now I can’t, he don’t even remember who I am. I wish things where different. There was a knock on my door, “Dongseng” Jiyong called to me.
“Yes oppa?”
“Come outside, it boring with out you.”
“Can’t you just leave the poor girl alone?!” Park Bom unni said to oppa.
“Dammit can’t you just leave me alone?”
“Leave her alone then.”
“She my sister!”
“She my friend.”
“I don’t know what she sees in you, you are so not a friend type.” Jiyong oppa said, sounding pretty harsh.
“I don’t see what she like you anyway; yea you’re her brother, but a poor one at that.”
“Can’t both of you leave me alone, I am having a major head ache it will do me good if you guys would leave me to my thoughts!!!” I yelled.
“Ok…we will, sorry for bugging you.” Park Bom said
“But”- Jiyong tried to say
“Get your ass over here!”
“You’re not my mom!”
“Then stop acting like one!”
Finally there voice was gone only my shallow breathing remains. What can I do? I love him there’s no denying that, but how can I tell him when he don’t even remember me. Oh Youngbae…are you really gone out of me life? Forever…
I went downstairs about and 1 hour later, Youngbae was sitting on the couch thinking about something.
“Oh…hey, I didn’t see you, are you feeling better?”
“Yes” I lied.
“Come sit down, I would like to get to know you. Jiyong said your fun to be around.” He said with a smile plastered on his face.
“I force myself to move, he settle myself beside him, his smile never faltered.
“So, um…when did you come here?”
“About 2 months”
“2 months! Why can’t I remember?”
“Maybe because you don’t want to.”
“Why wouldn’t I want to, did you break my heart or something?” he teased.
Matter of fact I did, that why you don’t remember. “No, maybe I wasn’t important enough to remember.”
“Um…sorry for not remembering you, if I did something that you need to tell me, please tell me, I don’t to be left out.” He said.
“Ok, I’m feeling tired, I’ll see you tomorrow.” I left him to his own mind, I woke the flight of stairs to my room tears stain from my cheeks, why is it hard for me to except? Except that Youngbae is gone…
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