| Fan Fiction |
by DorKaBLe
Disclaimer: Yes I do owe DBSK so thank you very much! & I’m also the Queen of England! -___- And whoever believes that…seriously needs to go see help.
Beautiful Poster Made By: vy
Title: 30 Theme: Hugs & Kisses
Rate: PG15 Language
Genre: Romance/Drama
Pairing: JaeJoong & Yunho
Dedicated: To my Onee-sama & Mei-ne-chan. You know who you are.
Theme # 20 – Tears of a Broken Heart III
“Boa,” You whispered in a low seductively voice as you placed a hot kiss on her neck. She let out a small moan and whimper all at the same time while tightening her arms around your built body. You removed your lips away from her soft sweet skin and brought them back to her parted lips. You flickered your tongue inside of her mouth, exploring and tasting something that was somewhat sweet yet so unfamiliarly new to you.
Boa traveled her hands under your shirt and in a swift move, she pulled it over your head with ease. Taking her index finger, she made imaginary circles on your chest, then traveling it down to your six-packed stomach. “Such a bod you have here…” She teased. She licked your jawbone before starting to gently nip at the spot of your skin.
You gave out a growl and picked her up, making your way towards her bedroom. Tossing her onto the bed, you close the door and then crawled on top of her, eagerly wanting to continue what you and Boa had started. You crash your lips to hers once again; tongues swirled and danced wildly. As you’re kissing her, you brought your hands to the front of her shirt and then starts to unbuttoned it. Suddenly a pretty pale angelic face flashes in the back of your mind, and you pull away, breaking the hot passionate kiss that you and Boa were just sharing.
“Yunho?” She asked uncertainly as touches your arm.
You shook your head to clear out your mind but then once again you see his face. “I’m…sorry…” You whispered as you tugged away from her touches and left the room.
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Orange-reddish pink painted in the horizon, with the bright circle in between each of the different colors. The weather was perfect right now. There was a soft breeze making the trees swaying back and forth as if they were dancing. The leaves from the trees were yellow-orange to red-brown. They surrounded the area and each time when the wind would gently blow, they would flutter in the air as if the wind was asking them to dance along. Though even for the amazing breathtaking scene, it couldn’t help mend your broken heart back into its original form. IF taking advantage or using someone to forget that ONE person didn’t work…then how would this magnificent art of nature be able to?
Four drinks earlier…
And it was still there. The heart aching and unbearable pain was still there. You could still feel and remember. Remember everything perfectly and vividly.
-Flash Back-
You could feel glaring daggers stabbing through your back but you forced yourself to ignore those eyes and continue walking. Leaning a bit to the side you whispered to Yoochun, “They’re following us aren’t they?”
He turned his head as if it was to look like he was facing you though really looking at the corner of his eyes. “Yes they are, actually…take that back-” He was suddenly interrupted by a hard shove. You quickly caught him from falling and looked up to glare at the lowlife that was in front of you. “What do you want?”
“I want,” Junki steps closer and shoves his index finger to your chest, “YOU to leave my JaeJoong alone.”
“Yours? I believe that the last time I checked no body owned JaeJoong. JaeJoong – he isn’t just your girlfriend he’s OUR friend too. We can hang out with him whenever or wherever we want to.” Yoochun replied as he stepped next to me.
The baby of the group starts to gently tug at the end of your short sleeve shirt. “Yunnie hyung ah, let’s go. He isn’t worth our time.”
You nodded in agreement. However just as you were about to walk away, Junki grabs your arm and punches you right in the face. You shook your head to clear out the fog that clouded in your mind. Using your tongue, you could feel the numbness that was inside of your cheek. Once you had your senses back together, you made a fist and in one quick motion, you did the same act right back to the man that was in front of you.
Just as you raised your hand to teach him another lesson not to mess with you, a certain angel comes between the two of you and blocks the person behind him. In a flash, your head snaps to the side and you try to gather up to what had just happened. You could still feel the stinging that was on your cheek. ‘Why?’
Slowly turning your head, you look down in disbelief. “Jae-”
“I thought you were my friend Yunho.” He interrupts you. There was something in the back of his tone that made you flinched.
“Hyung! Why’d you slap Yunho?” Changmin points out a finger at the taller man who was standing behind your hyung. “Your boyfriend right there was the one who started this whole problem in the first place!”
“No I didn’t! My buddies and I were just fine here until-”
“SHUT UP!” You roared, while looking deep within those brown eyes. Strange, your eyes felt watery and they were stinging but no, you were not going to cry. “Whatever let’s just go.” You muttered and turned at your heel, never looking back as you walked away.
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-End of Flash Back-
The memory is starting to dissolve in the back of your mind and you slowly open your eyes. How did this close relationship start out so strong, yet somehow is now slowly starting to die?
Not only was your heart aching, but also your head was pounding and throbbing in pain. You hissed and cursed at yourself. Those no good crap drinks were anything but a waste of money.
Wasn’t everything just fine the other day? Hadn’t everything gone well just the other week?
Your eyes were becoming wet and watery again. “Don’t cry…” You whispered to yourself. “Don’t cry…” A single tear trickles down to your cheek but you wiped it away roughly with the back of your hand. “Aish…don’t cry. It’s not going to solve anything…” It was useless, of course, telling yourself not to cry. Another tear had suddenly made its way down and dropped onto the back of your palm. You hug your knees close to your chest and rocked your self back and forth. Tears now were flowing freely down your cheeks – tears that were from a broken heart.
Love, what a bunch of load of crap. Whoever said love felt like heaven, well they are dead wrong. It’s worst than living in hell!
Damn Fate also, who just loves to play with your heart and feelings. Stupid dumb life. Life is such a bitch.
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Small drops of blood travels down your arm and splatters over the kitchen tiles. Strange, you feel better - maybe you should try this more often. Cutting yourself with a sharp razor. Digging it deep into your skin and dragging it across the soft flesh, revealing the small seeps of your own crimson blood.
“What the heck are you doing?!”
You whip around to see your friend Junsu. “Junsu? How’d you get in here?”
“The door wasn’t lock, Genius.” Realizing that he was staring down at something you travel your eyes to where he was gazing.
He furrowed his brows and frowned. “You’re cutting yourself.” It was more of a statement than a question.
“Heh…on…accident.” You joked, giving out a bitter laugh.
“Right,” He walks over towards you and pulls the razor out from your hand. “Clean this up now.” He demanded angrily.
Knowing for what kind of a person he was when he was serious, you quickly obeyed and do as what he said. Even if Junsu was the second youngest of the group, he had the quality to make what others do when he tells them to. It was probably because of the rough and seriousness of his tone of voice.
After cleaning the floor and wiping your arm, Junsu suddenly punches you right straight at the abdomen region. You groan and fell flat onto your rear end. “What the fuck was the for?” You winced in pain, rubbing the sore spot that came in contact with the hard kitchen floor.
“Oh wow, you feel pain when I punch you yet you can’t feel pain when you cut yourself?”
You opened your mouth to reply back yet nothing came up but air. Okay, he got you on that one. “Whatever,”
“How many cuts do you have?”
“This is the first time…” You answered truthfully whilst bowing your head down in ashamed. ‘Their great Hyung, was now such a failure for cutting his own self…’ You cursed at yourself.
You heard him giving out a sigh and you looked up. He shook his head and made a ‘tsk’ sound. “I’m disappointed in you Hyung. There was a smarter way to deal this.”
Looking away, you whisper in a quiet voice, “I guess…I needed a shoulder to lean on…”
“Could’ve just asked, I don’t bite.” He smiles and crouches down next to you, wrapping his arms around your body. You could feel the warmth from his body flowing to yours. “Chunnie, Minnie, and I are here for you. We all love you a lot hyung. We all know JaeJoong loves you too. He’s just blinded by that … guy.” He places his chin on the top of your head and giggles like a little kid. “And just wait. Your dongsengs have quite a plan to make up and do.”
“Better not do anything mischief.” You said softly. Hmmm about the cutting, take that back… Cutting won’t solve a thing would it? Sleep was taking over you as you rub your sleepy eyes. For once in a long time you felt like a child. “Junnie ah…”
“Hmm?”
Finally your lips twitched. A real small smile was made as you yawned and closed your eyes, resting your head onto Junsu’s shoulder. “Thank you,”
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Short yes, but I’m planning to make the other chapters for this one longer. If not…I am sorry. There might be a 2-4 more drabbles left of this shot. -___- Don’t exactly know how much but we’ll see. =] I’ll like to thank those who commented:
mixedazngurl: Onee-Sama! I miss you dearly! ToT You’ve been so busy lately. I read your display name and it said that you were sick! I hope this chapter wasn’t…lame and all. Get better for me ‘kay?! Love you & thanks for commenting hun!
peaches: Hey there honey. Awww you miss my stories & I miss you comments. LMAO. I’ll make sure to concentrate on school…but I don’t know if I’ll survive through this harshness of Life right now. I’ll probably make it. Hehehe…thank you for commenting and you’re welcome. =]
True_Color: Glad you like it. And yeah, I was planning to make a double shot on drabble 19. Probably like make JaeJoong remember all those crap & shit, but I was like…never mind. You guys have good imagination so just think whatever happened. =] You’re welcome and thank you for commenting.
Jaelo: New reader? (>o<) Here’s an update for you. Hope you like it.
ayumi: LMAO Japanese? I wish! So yeah LMAO I’m not Japanese. ToT Hehehe & I’m glad you liked the ending. I thought it was pretty lame. XD Thanks for commenting sweety!
greensunflower_lha: Long message to you again. XD … DAMN! You have yahoo messenger?! ToT I have Hotmail/MSN! Waaaah! & the thing that sucks is…my computer won’t allow me to download Yahoo Messenger too! Why don’t we just email each other? LMAO! I think JaeJae looks kind of childish when he covers his smile. ^o^ & O.O you spent 40 minutes reading Theme 19? I’m flattered. – o –* And the link for Callie’s Over Protected link is http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/Callie Thanks for commenting honey! =]
vy: xD You’re late in commenting…and I’m really really late in updating. LMAO! I hope you don’t kill me from taking forever to update. ^o^* And here’s an update for you! ^o^ Thanks for commenting!
darkside: -__- What a DORK. Picturing them Roman people. It’s not Romans honey…wait- is it? XD Think about Sailor Moon. Oh wait- I don’t want you to die from thinking about that anime…since I know how much you despise that anime show. [Sorry if I’ve offended anyone about Sailor Moon. I mean I like it…but only for the mythology. xD]
stylafreak: Pfft- you didn’t forget…you purposely didn’t comment. LMAO JK! *Harrumphs* ^o^ Ah-well that’s what your little sister here is! A great distraction I am! MWAHAHAHA! Anyways, [-___- that was lame xD] here’s an update for you! Since I know that you’ll somehow have my head for not updating TBH. [I shouldn’t even update! You broke a promise about being online and waiting for me! I’m too soft hearted…ToT] Hmph! Huhuhuhu! Calling me a beast and doink and brat! Aish! *Throws water balloons*! Such a bully you are! ToT I still love you lots though! ^o^ Oh & YOU NEED TO UPDATE YOURSELF!
StMichael: New reader? O.O …………xD *Dances* Anyways, I’m glad you liked 19. I think I did an ‘okay’ job on it. As for 17…ack…I could’ve done better. I’m just too lazy to revise the whole stuff. I might need to do that after I’m close to finishing all 30 drabbles! ^o^ Thanks for commenting!
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Not only in this drabble…did I make Boa such a …HOE but I can’t believe I added some HoSu in this! XD I think I’m beginning to like HoSu ^o^ However…*Clears Throat*…JAEHO STILL COMES FIRST THOUGH! *ROARS “JaeHo for Eternity”!* I’m such an idiot. -__-
♥ DorKaBLe