| Fan Fiction |
by DorKaBLe
Disclaimer: Yes I do owe DBSK so thank you very much! & I’m also the Queen of England! -___- And whoever believes that…seriously needs to go see help.
Beautiful Poster Made By: vy
Title: 30 Theme: Hugs & Kisses
Rate: PG14-15
Genre: Romance/Angst
Pairing: JaeJoong & Yunho
Theme # 8 - Loneliness
JaeJoong gave out a shudder sigh and pulled his knees to his chest. He stared out of his bedroom window. Outside, the clouds were dark gray and the sky roared with thunder. Maybe the Gods (AN: How many Gods are there? O_O …XD) had heard how much he was hurting.
Loneliness. Loneliness, hurt and confuse is what he felt. And also like HELL. So it was never a good thing to fall in love with your best friend. Especially when you know they won’t feel the same. He knew this was going to happen sooner or later, but he then took the risk and now look at what kind of a position he was in.
JaeJoong jumped when he heard his doorbell rang. He quickly wiped the tears and took a deep breath before opening the door. To his surprise he came face to face with the person he last wanted to see.
“Yunho?”
The other man outside of the door nodded. “Can I come in for a sec?”
JaeJoong stood there in silence and stared at the young man in front of him. Yunho was deathly gorgeous with his hair dripping down to his face and his clothes, that were soaking wet, clung to his body.
Realizing that he was staring, JaeJoong snapped back to reality. “Huh? Oh…um yeah sure.” He moved aside so Yunho could come in. JaeJoong slowly closed the door behind him.
He went to his bedroom and opened his drawer. He pulled out a pair of gray sweats, a white T-shirt, and a new white towel before walking back out to his living room. “Here,” JaeJoong said and handed the new clothes to Yunho. “You’ll catch a cold if you don’t change. I’ll go make us some tea while you go take a shower.”
Yunho nodded in silence and took the clothes from JaeJoong’s hand and walked towards the bathroom. He sighed and looked himself in the mirror before looking away. He stripped himself before entering the shower. He turned on the hot faucet and closed his eyes as the hot water touched his cool skin. Yunho let his mind wonder off to the memory that had just happened a few hours ago.
*Flashback*
Yunho smiled brightly as he opened the door to come face to face with his fiancée. “Seul Gi,”
When she didn’t smile back, Yunho became worried. “Is something wrong?”
“I think we should cancel the marriage.”
Yunho’s heart stopped. “What? You’re kidding right?” He reached out a hand to touch her arm, but she backed away. “I don’t get it; yesterday you and I were just talking happily about it.” His voice cracked.
Seul Gi looked away. She didn’t want to look him straight in the eyes, for if she did, he would know that she was lying. She did love him, and it pained her to lie to him that she didn’t love him. He meant so much to her, but she knew there was someone else that was also hurting too, someone else who also loved Yunho. “I changed my mind. I also told my parents already, so don’t worry about them.” She walked towards the door and turned the knob. She frowned when the door didn’t open.
“You got some explanation to give to me before you leave.” A low voice said behind her.
Looking up, she realized Yunho’s hand was pushing the door shut. She turned around and pushed Yunho away. “Look, I’ll tell you sooner or later why I’m canceling the marriage. As for now, just leave me alone.” This time Yunho didn’t stop her. She opened the door and took one last glance at him before leaving.
*End of Flashback*
What did he do wrong? Yunho shook his head. There was something that she was hiding. Take that back, there was something that everyone was hiding. Ever since he dated Seul Gi; Yoochun and the others had been acting strange.
Deciding that he was in the shower long enough, Yunho turned off the faucet and grabbed the towel to dry him off. …
After done taking a shower and was fully clothed, Yunho sat down on the couch and rubbed his face. He looked up when he heard light footsteps.
“Ah sorry for taking so long. It’ll be done in a few more minutes.”
Yunho gave JaeJoong a small smile and shook his head. “It’s alright.” There was sadness in his voice.
JaeJoong paused at what he was doing and tilted his head a bit to the side. “Is something wrong, Yunnie?”
Yunho chuckled. “You haven’t called me that since we were in the 10th grade.”
The pretty boy shrugged. He sat down next to Yunho and placed a hand on Yunho’s. “You know, you can tell me anything Yunho.”
Yunho ran a hand through his hair. “She canceled the marriage.”
JaeJoong’s mouth opened in shock. “Why? What happened?”
“She wouldn’t tell me.”
“Yun-”
Yunho silenced JaeJoong by pulling him into a hug. “Hold me…” He whispered. His arms wrapped around JaeJoong’s small waist tightly. “Just hold me…” JaeJoong nodded and held Yunho in his arms.
As Yunho buried his head at the crook of JaeJoong’s neck, he felt a strange; a burning of desire and urge to kiss his best friend. He pulled back and looked at JaeJoong.
JaeJoong’s heart pounded. Yunho was so close and his breath was becoming shallow. His eyes slowly begin to close and he leaned in and soon their lips touched.
Yunho licked JaeJoong’s bottom lip, wanting to explore the boy’s mouth. JaeJoong responded and moaned in pleasure when he felt Yunho’s hands sliding up his shirt. Yunho quickly broke the kiss and pulled JaeJoong’s shirt off. He then pulled his own shirt off before crashing his lips to JaeJoong’s.
JaeJoong twirled his fingers around Yunho’s hair. “Yunho…” He murmured against Yunho’s lips.
A few minutes later, Yunho broke the kiss. He lifted JaeJoong up and headed towards the bedroom.
…
So after done using him, he just leaves like that? He should’ve known… he should’ve just kept quiet. But no, he told him. He told Yunho that he loved him. Yet, as soon as they finished, Yunho picked up his clothes and left.
JaeJoong clutched his chest and closed his eyes. It hurts… it hurts to fall in love. Tears streamed down his face, wetting his pillow. He felt so dirty. JaeJoong pulled the covers over his head and cried himself to sleep that night. …
A day passed by and then another day and soon it was already a week.
Yunho kicked a rock angrily. JaeJoong loved him. The memory from last week was still clear in his mind. For as long as he could remember, the pretty boy had always been there for him. Yunho shook his head. He knew he shouldn’t be ignoring JaeJoong; JaeJoong had already suffered enough. But whenever he was half way to the house, his feet would stick to the ground.
“Yunho?”
Yunho turned around at the voice. “Seul Gi? What are you doing here?”
“I should be asking you the same thing.” She gave out a small smile.
“You knew didn’t you?”
Seul Gi gave him a questioning look.
“That JaeJoong loved me.” Yunho finished.
She looked away. “Yeah, everyone knew about it. You were the only one who didn’t really seem to notice. JaeJoong loved you ever since we were still in high school.”
Yunho reached out a hand and pulled her into a hug. “I’m sorry.”
“I’m the one who’s sorry.” Her voice cracked. “I’ve noticed that he make you do stuff that I can’t even do. He deserves you. I love you a lot Yunho, but JaeJoong’s the one for you.” She smiled through her tears.
“I’m sorry again, but I got go to tell JaeJoong. You’ll find a better man than me Seul Gi.” He gave her a kiss on the forehead before pulling back. Yunho turned around and headed straight for JaeJoong’s house.
…
JaeJoong ran, didn’t care where his feet were taking him just as long he got away from the scene he had just seen. JaeJoong saw everything. He didn’t need to hear what they were talking about. They were probably back together. (AN: -___- This somehow reminds me one of those dramatic Korean dramas…LOL. XD)
Feeling as if his heart was going to burst, JaeJoong stopped running. He wrapped his arms around himself. He was so alone and hurt.
He turned around and took a look around his surroundings. ‘A rose garden,’ He thought. It was the place where he first met Yunho when they were in middle school.
“Just as I thought, I knew I’ll find you here.”
JaeJoong looked to his left to find Yunho gasping, trying to catch his breath. He was about to run away again when he tripped over his own feet. JaeJoong closed his eyes and waited for the pain, but it never came. He opened his eyes and finally realized that Yunho was holding onto his arm. JaeJoong steadied himself before slapping Yunho’s hand away.
“Go awmmmfh-” JaeJoong was silenced as Yunho pressed his soft lips against JaeJoong’s. JaeJoong broke away from the kiss and pushed Yunho. “Leave me alone.” As soon as he turned around and tried to run, he felt two arms wrapped around his waist.
“Let me go,” The smaller boy tried to break free, but Yunho tightened his arms even more around his waist.
“No, not until I finish what I have to say.”
“You don’t need to say anything.” JaeJoong said bitterly.
Yunho winced at JaeJoong’s harsh voice. He turned JaeJoong around and made the smaller boy look at him. “Look, I know what I did the other day was wrong.”
JaeJoong snorted. “That’s it? If it is-”
“Will you stop interrupting and let me finish?” Yunho asked firmly. “Anyways, I know I might not be the perfect guy and I know I’ve hurt you more than thousands of times, but…when you told me you loved me the other day.” Yunho rested his forehead against JaeJoong’s. “I did a lot of thinking, and I realized…I love you too.”
JaeJoong looked away. “Don’t lie…” He whispered. “I know that you and Seul Gi are back together.”
Yunho blinked. “Who told you that?”
“I saw you two earlier. Don’t lie to me like that Yunho. My heart is already into pieces…”
“You saw…” Yunho looked at the smaller boy in his arms and laughed.
“It’s not funny Yunho,”
He shook his head and gave out a chuckle. “You silly dork. Seul Gi was telling me how you fell in love with me in high school.”
JaeJoong’s cheek became a small tint of pink. “Oh,”
Yunho tapped JaeJoong’s nose. “That’s why you shouldn’t assume things.”
The pretty boy looked up at Yunho. His eyes shined. “You really love me?” He asked quietly.
Yunho leaned in closer and whispered, “Yeah,” before kissing JaeJoong on the lips.
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^_^ And I’m done! *sighs* I still have 22 more themes to go. TT___TT Hehehe, Hope you guys enjoyed! I believe this is longest drabble so far. Thanks for those who commented! Gotta run, parents are ticked off at me for being on so long! ^_^*