| Fan Fiction |
by i_love_mastery
Haneul’s hand flew in the air and it landed on Junsu’s face. Both of them were shocked on what just happened. Junsu went off the bed and sat on the floor. His head is leaning on the wall with eyes closed.
Haneul grabbed the blanket under her feet and covered her almost naked body. Tears went down her cheeks as she stared blankly.
There was silence.
She doesn’t know how long it was.
She gathered herself and stepped down the bed. She gazed at Junsu who was still on the floor sitting. Junsu looked so down. She knew he’s struggling inside.
“Why?” She tried so hard to not croak. She kept herself as collected as possible.
She wanted to know why he acted that way.
Junsu wasn’t looking at her. He’s staring away.
“Mianhe.” It was all he said.
“WHY?” This time she increased her voice. Junsu seemed like awaken from the loud voice coming from her that he finally took a glimpse of her face.
She stared at him and saw the tears flowing down his eyes.
Not for long Junsu had his head hung low. Sobs were now audible.
It wasn’t what she supposed to feel. But Haneul felt guilty. She felt like she made Junsu cry.
And she doesn’t want to see him hurt, crying or even sad.
It pains her seeing him in such a bad shape.
She loves him so much that she could say that seeing him hurt, hurts her too.
She slowly walked towards Junsu and sat beside him.
She mustered all her strength and slowly raised her fingers to touch his face.
This made Junsu stare at her.
Their eyes connected.
“Mianhe….” Junsu spoke again.
“I…I didn’t mean to scare you. I…I just want to touch you again. I need you now, Haneul.”
She looked at his eyes.
They looked so sad. She never saw Junsu as sad as tonight.
“It’s alright.” Haneul answered. She leaned towards him. Placing her head to his chest. She listened to his heart beat.
She loved how close they are at the moment.
Hearing him say those words made her heart flutter.
She doesn’t know what their relationship is now.
But she’s happy that he’s able to recognize that he needed her.
Even for just sex. She doesn’t care.
“You… you needed me?” She asked him back.
She heard Junsu sighed.
“Yes. I need you so bad.”
Haneul left his chest and stared at his eyes.
She’s making another decision again.
But this time, she isn’t thinking at all.
She let her heart decide.
“Then take me, Junsu.” She said almost breathless.
She could see Junsu’s eyes widen in surprise.
“W..What?”
Haneul repeated her words. This time she didn’t left his eyes.
“Take me.”
“But… I…”
“I’m giving you myself again. If you want me then take me, but if you changed your mind, I better leave now.”
Junsu kept staring at her too. He was so surprise with Haneul’s words.
He wanted her so much. But he’s bothered with her actions now.
‘Does this mean she loves him too?’ He asked himself.
Haneul on the other hand is waiting for Junsu to make the move.
She is counting one to five in her head.
If Junsu won’t touch her until the count of five, she will leave.
‘One…two…three… …’
But Junsu isn’t moving at all.
He’s just there, staring at her.
‘Four…. Four and a half… FIVE!’
That’s it.
She’s leaving.
Maybe, he doesn’t want her really at all. He’s just sad at the very moment.
She must not feel bad, but she couldn’t stop herself.
She realized she wanted him too.
But that’s it now.
She gave herself and Junsu a chance.
He didn’t take it.
She sighed as she stood up.
“Right.” She gave a fake laugh and stepped forward.
She’ll leave now.
Enough already of humiliating herself.
She made another step towards the door when suddenly she felt strong arms wrapped around her waist.
The embraced was so tight that she stopped breathing.
She then felt a warm breath on her neck and a hard body pulling her back.
In a snap, she felt her heart screamed in joy.
“Ju..Junsuah…”
“Do… Don’t… Don’t go…”
She heard him speak. She tried so hard not to cry.
She then turned around and faced him.
His eyes filled with tears.
She raised her fingers to wipe those tears.
But Junsu didn’t mind what she’s doing for he quickly held her nape and pulled her for a kiss.
Though surprised, Haneul kissed him back deeply.
Not caring what he will be thinking.
She needed her too.
She wanted to feel his body against hers. She wanted him to make her feel loved again.
They kissed until they ran out of breath.
For few seconds both of them are on the bed kissing and touching with their bodies naked.
They made love again and again until they felt exhausted.
With one final thrust, Junsu brought Haneul to her fifth climax.
Both of them were panting so hard. Junsu still on top of Haneul trying to regain his breathing. Haneul on the other hand had her eyes still closed feeling the wonderful orgasm Junsu just gave her.
“Ju…Junsuah…” She breathed.
“Hmm…?”
“You’re heavy.”
Both of them chuckled.
Junsu then went off her and cuddled her on his arms as he lied beside her.
“Sleep now…. I know you’re tired.” Junsu told her.
Haneul had so many things to ask him. Like what’s their true relationship now? What is her standing in his life now? But she chose to keep it to herself for now.
She decided to ask these questions tomorrow.
For she won’t run like what he did the first time they made love.
She’ll face him. She’ll settle things about them.
She’ll tell him what she feels.
Junsu wrapped her arms around Haneul.
For he’s not sure if he could do it again anytime soon.
After his hyung carry out his plans, he’s sure Haneul will be mad at him.
But how could he just leave his brothers?
They needed him too.
Changmin, who he hasn’t met yet, is still his brother.
And he needed his help. How could he just ignore them?
He remained awake for the rest of the night.
He will cherish the feel of Haneul’s warm body against his.
He will memorize every curve of her body and her beautiful scent.
At least for now, while the night is their and tomorrow will surely be different.
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Michi woke up without Jaejoong beside her.
She gazed around and saw no trace of him.
She felt a bit sad for this never happened ever since.
Jaejoong is always beside her after they made love.
Every morning after a hot lovemaking, Jaejoong will always greet her good morning.
They would shower together. Eat breakfast together too.
“Where could he be?” She asked.
She then went inside the shower to wash herself. She could still feel Jaejoong’s touch all over her body. She laughed a bit seeing hickeys all over her body.
After cleaning herself, she changed into a nice summer dress.
She was about to leave her room to seek Jaejoong when she noticed a little piece of paper on her bedside table.
She grabbed and opened it.
Her heart ached as she read what’s written in there.
‘Michi, my love. Mianhe. Soon you’ll know why. But remember I love you. I really really love you. I’m sorry.’
She doesn’t know what the note means.
Why is Jaejoong asking for forgiveness?
Why?
But then her worries flew away when she heard a loud scream from outside the door.
She quickly ran and learned that it came from her father’s room.
She opened the door and saw her father so weak.
Yunho was on his side, tears were evident on his face.
And Haneul was holding her father’s hand.
“Dad… Dad please no… not now.” Haneul was crying out.
Michi ran to her father’s side and cried hardly.
“Dad… please not now.” She cried too.
Michi then glared at Yunho and screamed at him.
“YAH! What are you doing? Help us here!!!!”
Yunho was just on the side. Drying his tears too.
“You bastard….” Michi spoke again but then she stopped when she heard her father spoke.
“Michi… calm down. I told him not to treat me anymore.” A weak smile is seen on his face.
“Michi, Haneul, mianhe…. I love you.”
Soon his father closed his eyes.
This brought Michi and Haneul more tears.
Their father died.
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Yunho patted Haneul’s back, giving her some comfort as they were standing in front of their father’s grave.
It has been three days since they had buried their father’s remains.
They buried then on a lot inside the hacienda.
It’s been five days too since he last saw Junsu.
He isn’t answering his calls.
He just disappeared after that night.
She cried harder thinking about it.
This just added to her sadness.
She doesn’t know where to find him.
If he’s fine or what?
What’s his reason to be gone?
She looked at Michi who is standing across her.
They have the same problem.
Jaejoong was gone too.
The same day that Junsu was gone.
She knew she’s feeling the same way as hers.
Mr. Lee then went near them. He took off his hat and bowed on the grave of their father.
“Miss Michi...” he called her sister.
“Some people came to see you. And ….”
“And what?”
“J..Jaejoong and Junsu are here.”
This made both the sisters heart flutter.
They walked so fast to the veranda where Mr. Lee said they were waiting.
“Ju..Junsuah…” she gasped seeing her love. She doesn’t know if she would hug him or not.
His eyes aren’t the same as before.
Michi on the other hand wrapped her arms around Jaejoong’s body.
“Wh..Where have you been? I was so worried.”
But then Jaejoong freed himself from Michi’s embrace.
“Michi… we…”
“What?”
“We came here to sell the hacienda. These people are from the bank. They will do a survey.” Jaejoong wasn’t looking at her when he spoke.
His words and coldness made Michi’s heart sink.
She doesn’t know what to think.
“Wh..What? Selling the hacienda?”
“Yes. They are selling the hacienda.”
Michi glanced at the man who spoke. It was Yoochun.
“What the hell is happening here? You were gone just like that and now you come home saying you’re gonna sell our land? You can’t sell them! It’s ours!”
Michi is almost hysterical. She couldn’t take what she’s hearing from this people around her.
“No.” Yoochun spoke again.
“This isn’t yours to begin.”
He handed Michi a folder with papers inside it.
Michi and Haneul looked at the papers and couldn’t believe what they have read.
“Get out! We don’t need this crap! Get the hell out of here!” Haneul screamed.
Michi tried so hard to keep herself in control.
“Please. Get out from here. We don’t want more stupid words from you.” she said in a firm but low tone and started walking inside the hacienda. But then Jaejoong held her arm quickly even before she could walk forward.
This finally let Michi lose her control.
She slapped Jaejoong on his face, leaving a red mark of her hands.
“Fuck you!” She mouthed.
“You tricked me. You used me. How dare you!”
Jaejoong didn’t let her go, despite of the slap she received.
“I’m sorry. But this is what’s real. We have to sell the hacienda.”
Michi pulled her arms and walked inside the house crying.
Haneul gazed at Junsu who was still looking away from her.
She wanted to slap him too.
“Yunho, come on.” She held Yunho’s hand and walked inside the house.
She doesn’t know what’s happening.
“Fuck you too Junsu. How could you do this to us!” She gritted her teeth.
She doesn’t know what to think anymore. Everything getting out of hand.
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