Fan Fiction

It's Not Fair [COMPLETED]

by <3 Jae

Chapter 5

`_I T h o u g h t Y o u H a t e d M e

“OK people, time for practice.”

The choreographer clapped his hands together in order to get our attention. We had been chatting, about normal stuff. Today, I had just met the members of DBSK. There were five members in total including me. There was quite a young guy called Changmin. He’s about 2 years younger than the rest but he’s actually the tallest. Then there’s this guy called Jung Yunho known by his stage name as U-KNOW; a guy from America (but he’s Korean) named Park Yoochun, stage name: MICKY; and this guy who loves soccer and has quite a high voice named Kim Junsu; stage name: XIAH. The young one is called Shim Changmin with MAX as his stage name. I chose my stage name to be HERO. No reason in particular though.

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“Hey, that guy over there looks scary,” I heard one of them whisper.

I always knew my first impression was bad. It made me look like one of those bad guys who smoke on the streets and stuff. One of the guys, the tallest, came over, looking a bit nervous.

“Annyeong, my name is Shim Changmin. Are you Kim JaeJoong?”

I nodded, thankful that someone had the courage to talk to me. He held out his hand with a smile on his face.

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“WAIT! JaeJoong! You’re not doing the steps right! What are you thinking about that’s preventing you from dancing properly?”

I was never good at dancing anyways. Bomi said that I was better at singing. Yea, I was thinking about Bomi.

“I’m thinking about my ex girlfriend.”

The choreography came up to me and looked at me straight in the eye.

“JaeJoong ah, you know that you can’t have relationships while in DBSK.”

“Who said I was in a relationship?! She’s my EX girlfriend. Hence the word, EX!”

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“This next song is dedicated to a special someone out there,” I said.

Bomi had never wanted to go to a DBSK concert, but I had sent her a VIP ticket and she had replied back. After a couple of years of no communication, I was thankful that she had actually replied.

A/N

If you have the song, One by DBSK, put it on while you read it. The lyrics are below ^^

[Hero]
Nega kumkwowadon neiri onuse yogi gude jabun sonuro nukkyojyo
ochomyon nomu molji molla marhaji mothejyo sumgyowadon gu maumdo morun chero

[Xiah]
Guden otton maumingayo gu nun soge bichwo on onjengae miremajodo
moduga da ne goshingayo nan saraina bwayo kamsaheyo modun gol gajyossuni

[All]
Someday I'll lay my love on you baby I don't wanna lose it now

[Micky]
Just one nopuningol

[Hero]
Onjenga uri mannan nalchorom

[Xiah]
Nega saraganun han iyu

[All]
Ojig norul wihan mampunin nal

[Max]
Aljanha

[U-Know]
Jinannari nege marheyo onjekaji yongwonhal su inun saranginji

[Max]
Harue kutheson onjena nal gidaryojwoyo hengbogheyo iron nol saranghalsurog

[All]
Yongwonhal su inun goryo sesang onu gosesorado

[Max]
Just one nopuningol

[Micky]
Nesalme hanbonpunil gu sarang

[U-Know]
Baro gudebakke obdago

[All]
Nanun algoisso midgoisso

[Xiah]
Yongwonhi

[Hero]
Olmana manhun saram sogeso nal chajanayo jigum gudeui gyothuro gayo

[Micky]
I pray for this love to be true sesang onu gosesorado
miss you my baby you

[Max]
Jogum do nege momullojwoyo

[Xiah]
I shigandurul nomoso gojidmalchorom

[U-Know]
Dallajinun meillo

[All]
Someday I'll lay my love on you baby I don't wanna lose it now

[Hero]
Just one nopuningol

[Max]
Onjenga uri manna nalchorom

[All]
Nega saraganun han iyu ojig norul wihan mampunin nal

[Xiah]
Aljanha
English Lyrics

Each time I open my eyes

I assure myself of your existence

The words I couldn’t say to you

Being pain to my heart

How can you forgive me?

I made you cry several times

Should I comfort you with a smile?

Thank you…

That’s all I can say

Someday I’ll lay my love on you

Baby I don’t wanna lose it now

Just one; my only one

I will face any sort of wings

And even wander

For just one reason

You…

Because of confused hearts

We question if our love could continue

And share each other’s pain

There’s nothing I can do if you’re not the one

So I’ll tear the word forever apart

And a love without a name

Just one, will be ours

Words are not needed anymore

I’ll look into your eyes and promise

To be with you

Always

Small miracles

Tied us together

I’m sure

I pray for this love to be true

I can’t forget you

Miss you, my baby you

Sacrificing all that I have

I will place a rainbow in your sky

Let’s cross over together

Someday I’ll lay my love on you

Baby I don’t wanna lose it now

Just one; my only one

I will face any sort of winds

And even wander

For just one reason

You…

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By the end of the song, so many memories of Bomi had come back to me that I had tears in my eyes. I scanned the audience with my tear-filled eyes, searching for a sign of Bomi. If I couldn’t find her here, I hoped that she would go backstage. For the rest of the concert, I kept scanning for Bomi, much to the dismay of my band members.

“Bomi ah…”

Big mistake! I had whispered it…but I had my microphone near my mouth and so, the two words echoed throughout the whole stadium and it went silent. Everyone’s head turned around to the place where JaeJoong was looking.

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Our eyes met and it seemed that time had stopped. Fangirls turned angry as they realised who I was. My pictures had been posted all over the internet, labeled as “HERO’S EX GIRLFRIEND” and fangirls naturally hated ex girlfriends for dumping their idol. I had to run. I tore myself away from JaeJoong’s eyes and ran. I heard a scream and it probably meant that JaeJoong had jumped from the stage into the crowd of fangirls.

Please JaeJoong; don’t follow me.

I ran outside to the gates and stopped. I had no where else to go.
The doors of the concert stadium had been locked from the outside to prevent the fangirls lunging at JaeJoong. I didn’t want to turn around, but at the same time, some part of me wanted to be held in his arms again.

“Bomi ah…” he whispered.

No answer.

He grabbed my wrist; the bracelet that he had given me tingled like a bell. My eyes widened as I felt his slender fingers wrap themselves around my wrist. I immediately reacted and tore my wrist away from his hand.

“You still have the bracelet…”

No answer.

“I thought you hated me.”

No answer.

Finally, I had managed to find my voice and spoke to JaeJoong, for the first time, in an eternity…

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A/N

Haha, I cheated by writing the lyrics and the translations...SORRY !