Fan Fiction

It's Not Fair [COMPLETED]

by <3 Jae

Chapter 8

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It’s been a year; I’ve tried to avoid your fangirls; I’ve tried to avoid anything that might make me remember you but it seemed that that was impossible because you’re always on my mind, anywhere I go, somehow, it seems that everything seems to link back to you. My tears have been falling day and night, morning and evening, for now and for ever, until you come back to my side, but I know that’s impossible because you’re gone, and you’ll never come back.

Never will I hear your heartbeat again.

Never will I see your smile again.

Never will I hear your laughter.

Never will I listen to your sweet voice.

Never will I hold your hand and walk down the beach during the sunset.

Never will I hear your comforting words when my heart is broken.

Never will I listen to your songs which have so much meaning in them.

Never will I see you again.

Never…

Forever…

However, I feel that my time is near. The cliff edge; my life seems to disappear over the edge of this cliff. The wind blows softly and the sea in front of me is peaceful. I stare up at the sky and the clouds which pass by so peacefully; if only my life was as simple as nature, as the clouds which pass by my head. If there is such thing as Heaven, I’m sure I’ll find you there…so…wait for me… I held onto my bracelet and took one step forward…and felt his arms around me once more…

Saranghamnida JaeJoong~

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Ever since that day,
That day which you smiled at me,
I’ve felt that my life was complete,
My life, renewed.
You were there for me,
Through rain and snow,
Through dark and light,
Through happiness,
And sadness.
But my life was open to hell,
The day that you left me,
Or should I say,
The day that I left you.
Regret hit me strongly,
And love hit me even harder.
Oh how I wished to be by your side,
By your side once more.
Parting is such a depressing event,
Especially when one is parting…
With someone like you…
I love you,
I always will,
Forever in my heart,
Forever in my soul,
Forever in my mind,
I will love you.

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