Fan Fiction |
by x.shuang.dao.x
I wave goodbye to yesterdays, wipe the tears, you hide your face, blinded by the sorrow
How can I be smiling like before when baby you don't love me anymore?
Say it isn't so, tell me you're not leaving
Say you've changed your mind now, that I am only dreaming
That this is not goodbye, this is starting over
If you wanna know, I don't wanna let go, so say it isn't so
Tempt to find, at least we've tried
We're still alive with hope this time as they closed the door behind you
We're so close and times are still, shake the ground beneath the wheels, as I wish I'd never found you
How can I be smiling when you're gone will I be strong enough to carry on?
Say it isn't so, tell me you're not leaving
Say you've changed your mind now, that I am only dreaming
That this is not goodbye, this is starting over
Say I'm not wide awake
If you wanna know, I don't wanna let go, so say it isn't so
Miles and miles to go, before I can sail, before I can nail my love for you to sleep
Oh darling oh
I get miles and miles to go before anyone will ever hear me laugh again
Say it isn't so, tell me you're not leaving
Say you've changed your mind now, that I am only dreaming
That this is not goodbye, this is starting over
Say I'm not wide awake
If you wanna know, I don't wanna let go, so say it isn't so
Say you've changed your mind now, that I am only dreaming
That this is not goodbye, this is starting over
Say I'm not wide awake
If you wanna know, I don't wanna let go, so say it isn't so
If you wanna know, I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so... ::++
That was exactly what went through Xuan's mind as she ran, blinded by her tears and the falling rain. =Say it isn't so, Lun, tell me you don't want me to leave...= Xuan ran all the way down the street, past the big park in the middle of the city... Till she came to the place where she and Lun first met, introduced by Lin.
It was a cafe. Selling snacks and stuff like cakes, coffee, tea and the regular stuff found in most cafes. But the thing different about this cafe was that it had the most amazing decorations, like twinkling and glow-in-the-dark stars on the walls and ceiling, the walls were very dark blue to go with the stars and the atmosphere was perfect for dating couples, like Lun and Lin in the past.
The first time Xuan saw Lun, she was captivated by his black eyes that shone with a certain sparkle, perhaps lighted up by his love for Lin. She knew he was Lin's boyfriend, but she couldn't help but fall in love with him at first sight. From then on, all she could think of was Lun, Lun, Lun and more Lun. Till she decided to break up with Zhe because she felt that it wasn't fair to him.
As Xuan thought of Lun, she suddenly heard someone calling her name. "Xuan! Xuan! Listen to me!" The voice became increasingly louder so she turned to see who it was. And she saw Lun running towards her.
Xuan felt like running away somemore, but her feet were stuck to the wet floor. Her face was stained by tears and her long hair was strewn across her face because of the cold wind blowing and the rain. Lun came closer to her by the second but Xuan still felt like running. She couldn't face him after what he just did to her.
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"Wei... Are you serious?" En's voice was barely higher than a whisper. She couldn't believe what she was hearing and she wanted to hear it again.
"En, I love you."
"I love you too..."
Then the two embraced. Wei's warmth swept through her body, like electricity, and for a moment she thought they were going to be inseparable. His killer stare had penetrated through her heart and he said exactly what she wanted to hear. What she had been waiting so long for. Now she had finally got it.
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"Jay... I..." Xuan started. Lun didn't say anything, he just waited for her to continue.
But she didn't. She looked into the cafe again and suddenly started crying. Lun looked in as well.
"Say it isn't so, tell me you're not leaving. Say you've changed your mind now, that I am only dreaming. That this is not goodbye, this is starting over. Say I'm not wide awake. If you wanna know, I don't wanna let go, so say it isn't so..." The cafe was playing Gareth Gates' Say It Isn't So and it said exactly what she wanted to tell Lun.
She looked at Lun, teary-eyed. Lun looked back, his red-rimmed eyes giving nothing away at all.
"I... Xuan... I'm, I'm sorry... I know I shouldn't have shouted at you like that just know. I should have believed you... Xuan, I'm really sorry... Will you give me another chance?"
Xuan couldn't think properly, at least, not when Say It Isn't So was playing over and over again in her head.
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->shuang.dao
... suddenly fell in love with the Gareth Gates song, Say It Isn't So... so i decided that i can use it in this chapter.. since it really is what Xuan wanted to say to Lun... =)
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