Fan Fiction |
by x.shuang.dao.x
Xuan felt nauseous and ran to the bathroon for what was going to be the hundredth time(well, almost..) that day. Lun, who was still reading the papers, looked up immediately.
"Xuan? Are you okay? You've been sick since this morning..." Lun asked, his brows etched with worry. It was about 12 noon and it was a Sunday so both of them didn't have to work and Lun was at Xuan's house.
A few minutes later, Xuan returned and replied, "Yeah... I'm alright. Don't worry..."
Lun looked at her suspiciously with narrowed eyes. "Are you sure? I don't believe you."
"Hey... You were the one who said we have to believe each other!" Xuan protested playfully.
"Nah. I still don't believe you. Come on, I'll take you to the doc's."
Xuan froze. A few days ago, she had felt nauseous the whole day and one of her colleagues had said, "Hey Selina. You alright? Gee.. You remind me of the time when I was pregnant... ..." She was so frightened that day she went to the pharmacy to buy a pregnancy test kit. It tested positive twice. And the worst thing was, she didn't know whose it was. Now Lun was bringing her to the doctor's. What'd he say?
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Tensed, Xuan followed closely, and nervously, behind Lun. Just as Lun was about to step into the clinic, he felt Xuan tugging on his sleeve and he turned to face her.
"Lun! Er.. I think I'm alright. Let's go home..."
"Xuan, we're already here. Let's just go in for a check. It won't hurt." Lun said and wanted to go in when Xuan stopped him again.
"Lun!"
"Xuan~!" Lun gave her an annoyed look before going in.
Biting her lips in frustration, Xuan had no choice but to follow Lun in. He might be playing around with her but she definitely wasn't playing with him. As the two of them sat side by side, waiting for her turn, Xuan grew increasingly worried, and afraid.
"Ren Jiaxuan!"
"Hey.. It's your turn. Let's go..." Lun told Xuan, who practically had the word 'worried' written on her face, and they entered the room together.
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"Miss Ren.. I'll have to refer you to a gynaecologist as he will be able to give you a more detailed analysis of your current state of health... ..."
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Even though the gynae clinic was only a few steps away, the uprising undercurrents of tension between the two of them could be felt even in the air.
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"Congratulations Miss Ren... You're two months pregnant... ..."
Xuan looked at Lun. There was a cold, icy look in his eyes. The same look she had seen in his eyes when he was angry with her that time.
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As they left the place, Lun didn't say anything, neither did Xuan. That morning, Lun had been so happy and so full of energy. Now, he was like a totally different person. A stranger. And that scared Xuan.
It was a long time before someone spoke and it was in the car that Lun said something.
"Whose is it?" he asked, in a gruff voice.
"I... I don't know..." she replied with a stammer.
"What do you mean you don't know?" Lun snapped back at her.
Close to tears, Xuan said, "I really don't know! How do you expect me to know! You think the baby could tell me 'Oh my dad is xxx"? Huh? No!"
Lun then kept quiet, just continued driving. After a long time, he suddenly stepped on the brake and the car screeched to a sudden halt in the road shoulder.
"What was that for!" Xuan cried out.
Lun didn't bother about her question. "When were you going to tell me about this? I wouldn't have known if I didn't take you to the doc's today! You gonna keep it from me forever?"
Xuan shook her head profusely as she tried to wipe away the salty droplets on her cheeks. "No.. It's not that. I.. I didn't want to tell you.. Because.. I don't know whose it is.. I.."
"Yeah? You don't know whose it is? Okay fine then. And what if it's Jason's? What're you gonna do, huh?"
"I don't know! I'm scared!" Xuan sobbed, "I really don't know.."
Lun knew Xuan was distressed, yet he pressed on. "You don't know? You already knew you were pregnant! How could you not have thought about your future? Don't kid me, Xuan. I'm not the type you fool with."
"Lun! Stop it! I'm as vexed as it is! Can you stop your bloody nonsense?"
Before Lun had time to react, Xuan ran out of the car, crying. Lun slumped down in his seat, his fists clenched white against the steering wheel.
=Shocking. Utterly shocking news. Was I too harsh on her just now? What if it's not Jason's? What if... It's mine? Shit. Now what. Apologize to her? Damn. But I still have my pride. Shit. Was I really that bad just now? Oh shit. Shit shit shit. Seriously, what if it's really mine? Then I'd have accused her for nothing.. Oh God.. This is really freaking me out. What am I supposed to do now? Can anyone help me...=
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=I know I can't blame him for saying all that to me just now. But I can't help it. I'm already going crazy from all these shocking things happening these days. Now this. It'd have been the same if I had told him earlier. 'Cause I don't know who's the baby's father. I feel so... Cheap. I know it can only be either Zhe or Lun. But still.. I feel so dirty, so used. I'd bring up the baby myself if I have to.. But now, I hope Lun can understand...=
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Shocking things do happen. Especially when you least expect it. If not it won't be called shock.
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->shuang.dao
... shock.. =) sorry for the late update.. i'm having exams now.. can't be here so often.. i should be back by two weeks though i hope i won't take so long... =D
and as usual, comments pls~ =)