| Fan Fiction |
by Joesline
The sun was piercing through my windows as I felt the heat surrounding my room. Blanket that was covering me had long been kicked off to the side when I regained consciousness again. My eyes scanned the room as I found my brother still sleeping soundly at the other side of the room. Naturally for me as I dug underneath of my pillow for my hand phone to see any new messages that came in during my sleep.
I smiled.
He had texted me something... meaningful.
The fact that he had been waiting for my message of my return till he was too tired and falls into a sleep. He had prepared the draft and waited to text me when I return. He had always been that sensitive and thoughtful for me. I wasn't sure if he would actually do this for others but I was certain his heart was sincere.
Figuring myself as I thought for a while of what to reply. I looked at the time on the phone and recognized that it was noon in the day, him would be still busy over his work and he will be happy when he sees my reply.
I climbed down my bed with effort from the sleepiness in my head before I went for a quick wash of myself at my parents' washroom. Mum and Dad were seating in the living room, waiting for my brother and I to wake up and have lunch. Finally when they noticed my walking past them, they took a step further to my room and started waking brother up. I chuckled at brother's silliness as he tried hiding himself from the 'attacks'. It was fun how to see them playing around when they are almost a decade added up of their age together.
Soon enough that I was ready to go out with them for lunch, my phone came a new message. I was excited over every message that he sent me, as he was always able to make me smile every single time. He would touch my heart close enough and brightened up my days a lot. Hence, I feared even more that one day he would leave me and left these stormy nights in me.
I shook my head, trying to get rid off the pessimism. It would be too early to thought of that and it would get worst inside my head if I let it explored me thoroughly.
Just as soon as I was still lazing around with my family at town, walking about in search of anything we could get. His message came in again and it brought me much enthusiasm for the day. I wished how much the day would fly fast and night would arrive.
[I miss you sweetly. I just ended work and it is so busy here in the kitchen. What're you doing now? Have you slept enough? Dear, I wished so much I can see you right now. Will you be able to come and find me after work?]
Yes! Yes! I'm so willing to. I nodded so many times when I see it. I would go to his place and wait for him, seeing him after ten days of missing. I would look and him, smiling at him after ten days I would be gloomy without him around. I would hug him tight after all I had been missing his hugs for ten days. His hugs had been the best comfort and I always felt so safe with him around.
Wouldn't it be nice if I could marry him?
The thoughts started exploring inside me again and it got deeper and deeper that the mindset was fixed to it.
I imagined all the beautiful dreams I would have if we were husband and wife. Waking up and sees him still sleeping soundly. I would make breakfast for him and follow him out of the house to work together. That is beautiful and if it actually happens, I will die without regrets and I know I would want to remember him even if I were to leave.
He gives me hope, he pulled me up and now he make me safe. If not for this guy, I guess I will never be able to find love. I couldn't imagine anyone would be capable to pull him out of my heart or even able to replace him with themselves. To me, no one is able to be in par of him. I see disgust of me to guys around and now that I found him, I am glad at least there is one guy here that I wouldn't felt that.
'Wait for me… I'll come around at night.'
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