| Fan Fiction |
by $hann!@
***i'll have to think of somthing to say to ______, wait I can't god...*** I got up on my bed and get ready
everyone here still sleeping, so i turn to go look at the clock
***it's 4 am only??*** so I decided to use the time to write a letter to ______
until 7 am the others woke up but I decided not to write the letter any more
"what's a waste of time" I sighed to my self
***but it's better then having night mares being with allyssa that fucking bitch***
we all got ready and went to work ***good thing, today just the dance practise but I promised ____-ah I'll bring her and let her watch us dance, since she want to know how long it takes us to finish the whole dance and put it together
"yunho?" I ask him in the car
"yeah?" he looked at me and raise his eye brow, maybe because I'm making a wierd voice
"please let _____-ah stay away from me, as much as possible" I ask looking down at my phone
"ok..." he sighed and look up at the ceiling
just when we arrived at _____ house, I switch seat with yunho so she sit beside him.
"oppa, good morning" she suealed and look at me
"sit with yunho" i said in a mean voice
"ok...?" I look at her and saw that she look dissapointed then I turn to look out at the window the whole time.
I can't see anything outside, because I'm focusing on _____-ah that's reflceted on the window
***god, I hope i made the right choice***
we arrived there and i quickly walk in the studio.
when we're finish practising for today, allyssa came
"hey baby" she called to me and walk past ________-ah and gave her an evil smile
"hey" I pretend to smile then put my arm around her waist, then I look at ______-ah and said "she's my new girlfriend"
I don't know what to say
****so I make her mad at me or......***
"junsu, I know you don't want to date her, is she doing some thing? I can help you" she whisper loud
"no, I WANT her to be my girlfriend, I want a useful girlfriend, she can help me on my popularity but you can't. you're no use so fuck off...." I look down trying to take back my tears
****I've always wanted a girl that loves me as who I am, not like me because I'm their idol, i FINALLY found my dream girl but now.......***
"let's go" i turn around and pulling allyssa to come with me.
***I know it will hurt her but it's better then letting her staying in the celbrity world where every one fight for what they want, it's better for her to have a normal life***
"good acting skills" allyssa whisper in my ear
"shut up" I said and as soon as I can't see _______ anymore i let go of allyssa.
"don't tell me to shut up, and now I'm your girlfriend don't just act infront of _____, you have to act anywhere" she smiled
I took out my cellphone and text to mike......."take care of _______-ah, thanks"
"what are you doing?" allyssa tried to peak at what I'm suppose to write. "nothing" I answered then added "tommarow's my day of, where do you want to go?"
"the club" she smiled then pull me to kiss her
***I feel like throwing up***
end of junsu's pov
you sit on the floor crying your heart out.
"_____-ah" yunho help you up with a really sad face.
"I can't see you sad, because I'll cry too, baby girl, it hurts" yunho hugg you while saying that
before when he said that you would smile and tell him to buy icecream for you to make you happy again but now you didn't feel any better.
***falling in love's stupid*** you said that in your mind..
"yunho, please bring me home" you whisper
"ok..." yunho got you home and saw mike sitting on the sofa looking at his phone and making a confuse look
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now i feel like punching that allyssa XP
Sunshine: thanks for readin my story, hope you didn't stop readin because of this allyssa girl, what do you feel like doing to her?
JaeSu fan : lol i know you hate her, that's what I'm trying to do XP