Fan Fiction

Stop Think...*completed*

by kanhosa301

Chapter 19

Start Anew

here's another chapter...
lately, i'm having a hard time putting details into words..
this could be what they call `writer's block`..LOL..

anyways, thanks for the comments..^_^
enjoy reading...

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*Your POV*

Slipping into your robe, you went to the kitchen and started to cook breakfast. Suddenly, Sexy_Boo's words floated again to the surface of your mind. *Just do what makes you happy*

*I love being a nurse. This is what I wanted to be even at a very young age. But lately, I've been looking at myself...my life...and from what I saw, I want to make some changes and see things in a whole new light...* You thought.

"Shit!! Fool!! __________~ah!!..." You slapped your head as you took the frying pan away from the stove.

You frowned. "_________~ah! This egg isn't edible, whichever way I look at it.." You sighed and said "Okay!! Forget about breakfast..." You hurriedly went back inside your room...opened your laptop then started typing and after few minutes you held the printed outcome.

"This is it! Fighting!" You shouted with enthusiasm as you look steadily on the piece of paper right in front of your face. You took a shower then dress up with your comfortable tee shirt and jeans then off you go to the hospital. You went straight to the MD's office.

*Knock* *Knock* *Knock*

"Please come in..."

You took a deep breath while slowly turning the doorknob.

"_________~ah, come in...have a sit...What brings you here and why aren't you wearing your uniform? Are you going to request for a change in shift?" He asked while taking a sip on his cup of coffee.

You handed him your resignation letter. He opened it and started to read it silently. Your letter wasn't too long...So you assumed that he's almost done reading it. You stared at his face waiting for a reaction to come up but all you saw was a straight face, nothing else. No change in the mood, none at all.

*Why is the MD acting strange today? I was expecting a disapproval look on his face. Oops, three things might possibly happen...

#1 He will try again to talk to me about life, problems, etc. And I bet he'll start to lecture me about these things.

#2 He'll beg me to stay and will offer to increase my salary and will give me the prerogative to choose my own shift.

#3 The worst of all, he'll drag me out of the office while groaning due to first or second degree burns caused by spillage of his hot coffee on me.

Okay, I can consider options one and two..but the third one??! I don't think so...* You thought.

Your eyes widened by surprise as he signed your resignation letter without saying a word.

"Uhm...sir, aren't you going to ask me anything?" you asked.

"What for?" he questioned. The moment you stepped inside this room, I already saw that look upon your face that no one can change your decision...am I right?" he stated while taking another sip on his coffee. You nodded.

"_________~ah, I'm your boss, colleague and I am also a friend. If you want this, who am I to restrain you from something you wanted to do...but, can I ask you about your plans after leaving the hospital?" he asked.

*Aish!! I don't have specific plans yet. This resignation is just an impulsive decision of mine..* You thought.

You rolled your eyes and started to think. You struggled trying to put words into phrase then into sentence. You wanted to create a valid excuse to convince the MD that you are so sure about this.

"Uhm, I want to bring out the artistic side of me...I'll pursue a career in professional photography..." You stuttered at first but you managed to finish it with conviction.

"Oh, I see.." he nodded. "Wait as second..." he said as he rummaged to the contents of his clutch bag. "Here it is!!" he uttered as he extend his arm to hand you a piece of card.

"What is this for?" You asked.

"You said you wanted to look for a job that will help you learn photography...that's a calling card from a good friend of mine. He is working at an entertainment company. Maybe he could help you."

"Thank you sir!"

"_________~ah, if you happen to change your mind...don't hesitate to call me. The hospital will always have a vacancy for you. You can come back anytime you want, araso?"

"Yes sir, thank you!" You stood up and gave him a hug then you bid farewell.

*end of your POV*

*Jaejoong's POV*

"Hmmm...I wonder what's nice to cook for breakfast.." he mumbled as he opened the fridge checking for ingredients. he slipped on his apron and decided to cook Changmin's favorite dish. After 30 minutes...everything was set on the dining table. Yunho was the first one to wake up and soon after the rest followed.

"Good morning!" Jae uttered with a cheerful aura and a big smile on his face. Jae assisted each member on the seats..pushing them slightly and started serving them with the food he cooked. Everyone had the `puzzled-look` on their faces cause they are seeing the exact opposite of Jaejoong's personality last night. But this is actually the real him. He takes good care of his dongsaeng and cook for them like an ahjumma. He is the cook of the group...the master of Korean cuisines.

"Changmin~ah, eat a lot...you're getting skinnier these days.." Jae said as he placed a serving of Changmin's favorite dish on the plate.

"Hyung!! Are you alright?" Changmin asked with a worried look.

"Of course I am!!" Jae replied as he put his arms around Changmin and hugged him tight. So tight, that made Changmin harder to breath.

"Mianhae..." Jae uttered. "Hyung!! It's okay...just please let go off me...I can't breathe..." Changmin said while struggling.

"Sorry for being oblivious for the past month...I only think about myself and what I feel...I should have been the role model since I'm the eldest one here..." Jae added while the others gaped at him.

"Enough of the drama..let's eat!!.." Yoochun exclaimed.

Jae walked towards Yunho and sat beside him. "I'm glad the true Jae's back.." Yunho said as he tapped Jae's shoulder.

They had a chit-chat while eating. They talked about what Jaejoong missed last night and about the girls they met in the club.

"Jaejoong~ah, why do you look so calm and happy now? Something happened?" Junsu probed.

"I do?" Jae smirked as he looked at their faces with eyes staring at him and mouth opened.

"Hyung!! Share it with us...spill it out!! I want to hear it..." Changmin insisted.

Jae shrugged. Yunho smacked Jae's head and said.."Yah! Don't keep us hanging.."

"Okay!!" Jae uttered while raising his hands up. Jae rolled his eyes as he started to think. "Where would I start it?...hmmm...first of all, I want to say thank you to Changmin~ah for making me realize things last night...and second of all, I met a girl..."

Their eyes widened as they heard the last phrase he uttered. "You met a what?" Yoochun asked while his face still in shock.

"I met a girl!! last night!!" Jae repeated what he said with a louder voice this time. Suddenly, questions started to float in the air. Everyone became so inquisitive about the issue that Jae met a new girl.

"Aish! I can't believe i'm so gullible! I actually thought that you changed already into a full-blown man! It turns out that you're still the horny, playboy guy that we used to know." Yunho uttered as he shook his head showing disapproval.

"But what about noona? I thought you love her and you're going to look for her as soon as we get back to Seoul?" Changmin asked.

"A sudden change of heart, eh?" Yoochun questioned.

"Shush! Be quiet...please hear me out first..." Jae exclaimed.

"Here it goes...I love _________! If only I could take the last flight out just to see her..I would...but I can't cause we still have things to do here...and about the girl I met last night, she's just a product of technology...so you need not to worry.." Jae explained while the others quietly listened to him.

"A product of technology?" Junsu asked. "Yup!! I met her in the chat room...she's a name without a face and I'm not even 100% sure if she's a girl..all I know is that she's weird...in a cute way.." Jae chuckled.

"But hyung, I thought you don't like having chat on the internet?" Changmin asked. "Yeah...but I'm so bored last night! And thanks to you, I took me hours to go back to sleep again...well anyways, I still can't figure it out...It's sort of strange and goofy but I'm comfortable with her. It's as if I can be my true self when I talked to her..." Jae uttered.

Yunho hit Jae's arm. "Yah!! Isn't it an act of infidelity?! Aish, you're cheating on _______ !.."

Jae winced. "Aish! It can't be considered as infidelity! Since we only talked less than an hour. Plus I don't even asked for her true identity or from where she lives..No personal information...No specifics...What we have last night was just vague, general conversation...araso?" Jae sighed. *Will I ever get the chance to talk to you again..weird, clumsy_girl?..* he thought.

*end of Jae's POV*

*Your POV*

You went to a playground near the hospital. You roamed around and you saw only few children playing since it's still school hours. Then you sat on a swing as you kept your stare fixed on the calling card while flipping it over and over. Suddenly, a strong wind blew and the card eased off your hand. The card flew up in the air. You jumped out of the swing and followed the card. The air current makes it harder for you to get it. Finally, the strong wind seemed to vanish slowly and you saw the card going down...BUT!! it didn't land on the ground..it landed on a man sitting comfortably on the bench while sleeping. You moved closer as you sit a feet away from his sleeping body without making any noise. Your eyes widened when you noticed something...

*Aish! How could I possibly get the card...if...if...if...it's on top of his pants' zipper?!! I'm doomed* You thought...^_^

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oops..sorry if it's a boring chappy..-__-

thanks Urye and Nine-Chan...

i'll try to make the next chapters more interesting..

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see you guys again soon..

lovelots,

kanhosa301 ^_^