| Fan Fiction |
by Kaytina
So after school that day, I got a love letter. Seriously, another one? I'm taken now, why don't they get it?
I know me being with someone usually doesn't stop me, but it's different now. So I met her behind the school.
She was cute, but Hebe was cuter. Anyways so this is how it went, and if anyone asks, this never happened. " Hi Aaron.. " She said.
" Yo. " I replied. " Listen, I know your with Hebe but I love you, and I wonder if you can reconsider.. "
Before I could reply she kissed me, and I kissed her back. Maybe it was a reaction from all these years, but that’s no excuse.
I still did it. Hopefully no one saw. So once I snapped out of it. I pushed her back. I didn't know what to say so I walked away.
I went to meet Hebe to give her a ride. She was waiting there looking at the ground. " What's wrong? " I asked. She seemed quite sad.
She instantly cheered up and smiled at me. " Nothing! " and she got in the car. The ride was silent. Not a good silent, an awkward silence.
When I stopped she got out and ran home. I think she might have whispered bye, but I'm not sure.
Hebe's POV
Confession. I saw it. I saw everything. I don't want to believe it really happened, but it did.
Maybe I'll wake up from a dream, and realize how stupid I was for even dreaming it.
So I pinched myself, hoping to feel no pain and wake up from this dream. I didn't. Nothing happened. I went to my room and started to cry.
I had a day off work today. To catch up on homework and stuff. Instead I wasted it crying my eyes out. They were red.
Once I got started it didn't stop. I got a call from Ella. I didn't pick up. I wasn't in the mood to talk. An hour later, Selina called.
I ignored her and kept crying. I got a knock on the door and I didn't bother to get up. I don't remember locking my door or not.
I might have, but I'm not sure. So here's what I saw. It flashed back in my head. She confessed. They kissed.
I don't want to into more detail. I ran away right after. To the car. I don't want to ask him about it. I wanted him to tell me himself.
Everything. I wanted to believe in him. Selina and Ella opened the door and walked in. Their face was shocked.
The left and 15 minutes later they were back with a lot of snacks. A LOT! So we ate. I stuffed my face and told them about it.
Selina seemed sad. Ella seemed mad. " I'll beat him up for you. I can you know?" she said. I smiled for the first time after I saw what happened.
After a while of comforting from Selina and some threats from Ella, I started to feel better. It was good to have friends like this.
It felt great. They were right. I won't waste my time thinking over it. I will trust that he will tell me himself. I wont ask him about it.
It will be like nothing ever happened. So lets skip to school the next day.
Aaron's POV
I felt so nervous when I saw Hebe the next day. She acted like nothing was wrong. So it means she didn't see it right?
I was thinking if I should tell her or not. If I tell her she might get mad. But if she already knows and I don't tell her then she would be madder.
But if she doesn't know and I don't tell her it would be like nothing happened. I figured if she knew she would ask right?
Right. Let's go with that. So I met her at her locker and we started to talk. About school.
Hebe's POV
I didn't tell him about my big school news as we walked through the school hall way. The news? I made it. I didn't want him to know.
I didn't know why. I felt very betrayed, that feeling sucked. So I acted like I was fine. I put a fake smile on my face.
Faked laughed. Acted completely normal. I never knew acting like myself could hurt so much. But it did.
It shouldn't hurt so much. This isn't what I expected the pain would be like. But worse. A lot worse. I trusted him.
So much that I still can't believe what happened. Smile played over and over in my head. Wanna hear the lyrics?
" So I put on my make up. Put a smile on my face. And if anyone asks me. Everything is okay. I'm laughing cause no one, knows the joke is on me. And I’m dying inside with my pride and the smiles on my face. "
that’s pretty much what its like for me. Song of my life at the moment. I wonder if i can forget him. Wonder if i can still trust him.
Wonder if everything will be okay. I hate wondering about the future because you wont know what happens next until it's time.
Its like you plan to go out the on Saturday. You have plans about it and everything, but it could get cancelled last minute and your plans change.
I still love him deep in my heart. " Its better to have loved and lost then never loved at all. " That quote. I don't know if it's true.
If I didn't go for it, the good memories with him would be gone. But if I knew I'd end up like this, would I have done it? I don't know.
That what I kept thinking about all day. Through all my classes. Through work. Aaron asked me if I was okay a few times.
I put on my fake smile. Said I was. Laughed and started to work some more. He bought it. He believed that I was okay.
Did he not know I was hurting like hell inside? Doesn't he see the pain in my smile
Doesn't he understand that when a girl says she okay, it really means, no I'm not okay and your should ask me about it?
How can someone so cute be so stupid? I'm so sick of this. My brain is going to explode. It would, if it hadn't already exploded.
~~~ a week later ~~~~
Aaron's POV
A weeks pasted since then. Hebe never mentioned it. She was fine. She said so herself. So it means she is right?
I feel like she's not fine, and something’s wrong. She just acted so normal that I had to believe her. She never even hinted that she wasn't fine.
So I'm going to go with, she is fine. Totally fine. You know who has some problem with me through? Selina and Ella.
They keep glaring at me whenever they see me. And totally ignore me. They stopped after a day of course and everything went back to normal.
The guilt I felt was still there. I had the feeling that it was going to stay there until I confess, but it would hurt me to see Hebe sad.
I knew what would cheer her up.
~~ a few days later ~~
Aaron's POV
So I got a huge question to ask her. But every time I see her I get a flashback from the kiss. It seems every time she see's me her smile fades.
She doesn't show it, but I noticed it. It's okay. I know what will cheer her up. My super secret plan goes into action right after prom.
Which by the way, is tomorrow.
Hebe's POV
I'm sick of waiting for him to say it. Still hoping every time I see him but he never does. I feel like giving up. I don't know why I can't.
Our relation ship will only go this far? I think it's time to end it. Night of prom. Last night of my highschool life. Last time I'll see him.
Last word I'll speak to him. It's over between us. He doesn't trust me enough to tell me, and I am losing trust the more I see him.
It hurts to see him. Good thing I will soon be gone. Would you like to hear some good news though? I saved up a lot.
Enough for one year at college including food and stuff. I'm hoping to find a job as soon as I get there and make a living.
As I walked home with Ella and Selina we talked about our future. Together. Just the three of us.
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Soooo guys, sorry for taking so long. I don't know why I've only got three comments from my last chapter. When I get 10 comments, is when the next chapter comes out. The LAST chapter of the story. Sequel? No thanks. Hope you guys enjoyed it. I can't believe it toke so long to finish only 19 chapters. I apologize for taking FOREVER for every chapter. I've been busy. Anyways! comment comment comment if you want the next chapter.
- kaytina
updated : June 10th at 11:46 Am