| Fan Fiction |
by lilies_009
They just arrived from Japan to do their promotions. What he only cherishes right now is his phone conversations with Sandy. It pains him to just only hear her voice and not see her.
When they were still in Japan, all he could do is to look at Sandy’s picture on his phone and laptop. He’ll do the exact same thing when they talk on the phone… doing so is like pretending as if Sandy is talking to him personally.
They were nights when he cuddled and hugged himself to sleep; He thinks about her often and wishes for her to be beside him again…
He remembered their nights from Maldives… where the two of them shared special nights together. Her kiss, her sweet lips, and everything in her were all imprinted in his mind.
He remembered his promise to her. That he’ll always be there and take care of Sandy if she needs him. Jae feels disappointed of him self for not being able to do most regular boyfriends do.
“Ahhhh… this makes me crazy… I can’t believe I’m feeling like this now….” He blames himself for loving but not having time to show it.
“Hyung… thinking again??? You’ve been playing again with your pinky ring…” Xiah sits beside him tapping his shoulder
“Yeah… I feel sorry for my girl… she’s been asking me to see her but I could not really go to her. Aiishhh… I feel like a useless boyfriend..”.
“Hyung… I’ve been through that remember?? Fight it off… don’t be like me… you’ll regret it later if you lost her with some stupid excuse of having no time…” Xiah explains with pain upon remembering his own tragic love story.
Jae knew how Xiah regretted it. He lost his love because of their career. It also pains him whenever Xiah is hurting over his lost love. He didn’t want that to happen. Then yunho came rushing to them, calling the other members and secretly whispered..
“Jae, there’s been bad rumors around… someone saw us returning from Maldives… in fact there’s been a blind item about it… about us going for a trip and you returning with girl, they said that there were pictures taken from the airport on our arrival. Hyung manager said the company has been flooding with fan mails asking about it…”
“Ohhh.. I remember you holding Sandy’s hand when we got down from the plane… did they take pictures of that?? Damn, they’re really quick huh!..” Micky said frustrated
“Really??..” Ask Max… “So what’s so wrong about it… it’s our own private life… can’t they just leave us alone…”
“That’s not as simple as it seems guys… if the fans finds out about Sandy they’ll harassed her. If the press finds out who she is, they’ll come to her house, school or wherever she goes…” Yunho explains
“What do you want me to then??..” Jae worriedly ask.
“For now let’s not do anything…. Just don’t see her often..” Yunho patted his back and started to walk away…
“Huh!? don’t see her often… it’s been one week that I haven’t see her.. and I’m almost half crazy here… should I wait another week??… damn… this frustrates me.. really…” Jae almost in tears…
“I guess that’s the best thing for now hyung…” Max added
They were silenced for a while
“I need to see her today…” Jae said ardently
“But hyung…” Micky warns with concern
“If I don’t see her today I’ll be crazy tomorrow… Can you at least help me…” looks at Micky and Xiah to help him out.
They both Sigh and said ok.
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On the phone……………….
“Hey babe…. Where are you??..”
“Hi… I’m still at school babe…I till have another class for about an hour… why? How’s your shoot today?? I’ll be watching it tonight to see you…” She said on the other line…
“I’ll go fetch you… I’ll be there in a bit?” Jae excitedly ask
“Really??? Are you sure??? Really??..” She ask Jae as if she could not believe what she is hearing
Jae laugh at her and said.. ..”really… I kinda miss you …that’s why…. Anyway.. I’ll wait for you in the parking lot, just look for a dark blue lexus… Bye..”
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Sandy desperately looks at her watch from time to time… She wanted her class to end soon. She sits in her chair uncomfortably, changing her crossed legs every minute… She looks at the professor but hears nothing from her…
“Ya! What wrong with you??..” Kendra looking at her bewildered friend.
Sandy move slightly near Kendra… “Jae is waiting for me at the parking lot…” she whispered.
“Jaejoong oppa?!!!” She shouted in shock. Which cause everybody including their professor to fell silent and look at them….
“Aisshhh… I mean…. You like DBSK???..” she stuttered trying to sound surprise
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Sandy excitedly walk through the parking lot. She can now finally be with her boyfriend who she deared and loved. She ‘s been asking him to meet her even for just a dinner for the past few days ever since they got back from Maldives, but it seemed to her that his busy schedule could not fit her in.
She understands him… she knows that being and entertainer and an idol to be exact is no easy job. Jae once complained about how tired he is on that particular day when they were talking on the phone. But he always keeps the mood up during their conversations. HE said she gave him strength and loving her makes him happy. He was always asking for forgiveness for not being with her and that he hopes she’ll be more patient in waiting for him.
She saw his car and runs directly to it. She opened the door and saw Jae.. He looks so handsome. He was wearing all black; ski cap, sunglasses, hoodie, tight looking jeans and a cartoon printed mask. Yet his face looks so pretty and his blond hear just peeking outside his ski caps.
He smiled widely seeing Sandy… She looks different today. She don’t wear sexy clothes anymore… ever since they got back from Maldives.
She looks at him wearing a mask… She instantly got worried.
“You got cold babe???” Touching Jae’s face
“No… not really… i can get in trouble if people see me here…so I put on a mask..” Jae explained as he pulls the mask off
Sandy feels disappointed at that moment.. she’s going out with some one she loves yet their relationship is needed to be kept. Like they are fugitives being chased by the public.
She let out a sigh… he seems to see the change in Sandy’s expression
“What’s wrong… ??..” He asks
“Ohh nothing… I just feels sad that we have to meet like this secretly. I feel like I’m a burden to you.. you sneeking around here to see me and this may end up of you getting in trouble….” She pouted as she rest her back on the passenger seat.
“I.m sorry about that Babe…” He understands her. How can any girl be happy if they’re in a situation like this? As he looks straight ahead.. for a while there were silence between them.
He took Sandy’s face pulls her towards him and kissed her… keenly. As their lips locked he feels sandy’s lips being hot and was drawn to play his tongue inside her mouth. He likes kissing her…. He liked how her lips and tongue taste.
They kissed for a couple of minutes there. He let go when he felt like he can still hold himself. His thoughts were instantly running…. As though he wanted to make love to her again at that moment… inside the car. But he knew that it’s just impossible.
“I missed you babe…” as he draw his face away from sandy
“I missed you too.. you know that…” Sandy with a giggle
“Well you’re here right.. lets just go somewhere. It’s 6pm.. you think it’s early to grab a dinner babe??...”
“It’s ok…. Let’s just drive for a while…” she nods for approval
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They just bought some food over a fastfood chain and took it with them. The night seems blissful. They went to Han River and watch the stars lights there for a while…
“Ohh… I need to tell you something… there’s been a rumor around our company… They said there were pictures of us holding hands from the airport at the time we arrived from Maldives… fans are starting to send letters, asking about it…” Jae explained
“So…???”
“If the press finds out about you, they will start to follow you everywhere. And fangirls will also start harassing you. I’m worried that it will cause you problems…” Jae looks at her
“Ohhh… ok… don’t worry about that.. I can handle them…” she grins at him wickedly
Jae laughed at her… “ohh yah… I’m sure you do… but if everything comes to worse tell you’re dad to get you bodyguards…”
“Is it that bad??? Why resolve to that?? fangirls are just crazy… I bet they won’t hurt anyone..”
“Ohhh they will.. you probably don’t know…” then he explained to her what happened on the “Yunho incendent” and to “Max on the airport” incident.
“Really... that’s just sick… ohh well that’s a bit scary…” She nodded and let out a deep sigh…
“anyway I’ve been surfing the net lately and look for anything about you. You really seems to have a lot of fans… I’ll probably be the no. 1 hated person if all these will be out..”.
They laugh at it.