| Fan Fiction |
by lilies_009
The two days at Maldives was great for Sandy… she and Jae have been goofing around the island with their friends… it will be one of the best memories she’ll cherish with Jae….
“Hey Sandy…. thanks… we needed this….” Micky uttered, still out of breath from swimming
“Sure guys no problem…. As long as everyone is happy…”. She smiles at everyone.
“Ohhh… thanks for the clothes too…. you rock! Sandy…” Xiah gleefully smiled at her…
“Ya! Next time you plan this… at least tell us ahead… so that we can properly pack our things…. Me??? Uknow yunho…. Traveling without my daughter Bambi…. Ghaaa…” . Shakes his head and grinned at Sandy
“Hyung… tell your girlfriend to do this often… as long as she likes… we’ll keep flying here….” Max cheerfully giggled
“Ya!... ya!!!! You’re all earning too much… why do you need my babe to pay for these all…. ???.. you go and find yourselves some girls….” He turned his back on his friends and snuggled himself into Sandy.
“What???? What did you say???? Ahhhh…. you lucky jerk…being cocky huh!.” As Yunho and Max pulls him into the pool….
Xiah, Mickey and Sandy laughed seeing Jae’s pretty face turn distorted while Yunho and Max pushes him into the pull…
That last day was so far the best day out of all the days that they spent in Maldives….
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“We’ll be in Seoul again tomorrow Babe???” as Jae moving his fingers into Sandy’s face and neck
“Yeah…. “
“Be sure to pick up my calls ok…. ? and don’t worry about us…. We’re big guys you know… we can handle things on our own…” giving Sandy a kiss…
“I love you….”
Sandy looks at Jae who’s lying beside her… she pulled his face towards her….
“Listen…. I need you to listen and remember this Babe…. I love you…. No matter what…. “
She patted him a kissed…. “I love you…. with all of me…” she kissed him again… more passionately…. This time she’ll make him happy…. As Jae kisses her back…. lovingly….
The moonlight shares their blissful night together.
A night where two souls once again mutually entwined.
Somewhere around her eyes… tears came… she love him too much…. too much that she’s willing to end her life…. Perhaps… living with out him means not living at all…
As he collapses on top of her…. both overly exhausted and breathless…. She closed her eyes and kissed him for the last time….
“I need to do this for you……”
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Jae wakes up feeling someone shaking him….
“Jae wake up…”. It was his four friends….
“What??? Why???..” As he searches the room looking for Sandy… “where’s Sandy??? is she outside??..”
The four guys looked at him blanky….
“What?? Yunho???..” He ask his closest friend… looking at him intently… trying to get an answer…
Yunho, Micky, Xiah and mAx just stares at the floor and didn’t give him any….
Jae senses that there’s something wrong… he immediately got up from the bed and frantically looked for Sandy…. he searched everyone… nothing… not even a single piece of anything from Sandy….
He runs outside looking for any of the men in suites…. He found five of them outside the suite… he angrily runs towards one of it… grabs him from the collar…and shouted forcefully
“Where is she??? Where did you take her???” Jae is so furious he wanted to punch him… when he was about to… yunho and the other grabbed him and dragged him inside the suite…Jae kept shouting and kicking… he tried to dodge at their grasp… but his strength is weaker compared to his four friends…
They let him sit at the living room….he was still furious… eyes blazing red but tears keep flowing out from it..
Yunho handed him a letter…he was shaking… all guys are in tears too…. sitting beside him….
“I saw that in the counter when I woke up…. I thought it’s strange the only five men are outside….” He patted Jae at the back…. “I’m sorry Jae…”.
Jae carefully unfolded the letter… his hands are shaking and his eyes are blurry…. Tears kept falling from it… his whole body trembles as he reads it…
My Babe,
I’m sorry……
I’m sorry… but I need to do this… I know I may not see you again… it will be a hard blow for me… for us… but we need to let each other go… even if I’m hurting… I know this will hurt you as well…. I’m sorry……
But know this….We can be as far as to the ends of the world… but my thoughts will always be coming back to you…. like a homing pigeon…
Again and again… I told you I love you… but never will able to describe my loneliness and pain I feel when my thoughts are with you… the thoughts of leaving you… of having you not around…---never will I ever to make you know how much I will miss you…
With all the things that’s been going on… I can truthfully say that all the memories… of being with you… of kissing you…. of hugging you… mean more than all of it….
Believe me… I tried hard… I tried hard of thinking ways to just solve all this…and just be with you…
However… I cannot afford to commit into a relationship and see everyone else suffer because of me…our relationship indeed is like a Naked Flower… as it blooms into full beauty it makes other things around it less noticeable…less beautiful… now… I’m satisfied…. Being able to spend these past months with you…
I want you to be happy…. Less worries… less troubles…I don’t expect you to forgive me… nonetheless i’ll always be loving you… supporting you…watching you…. from a far…
I’m sorry….
I love you…
With all of me…
Loving you… till the end… your Babe Always,
Sonny
“Sandy…. why???..” He was shaking…. His eyes almost flaming red and swollen…
Jae felt like his world collapses on top of his shoulder…. He grasp his chest… near his heart and gradually punches it with his fist. He cries stridently….
He doesn’t care anymore…. He wanted to cry….
He started trashing the suite…. He grabs anything that he could reach and throwing it anywhere he could, kicking anything in front of him.
Jae while still crying, clinched his hands and went outside… he run all the way to the shore… he stands there for a while…with all his thoughts… it makes him crazy… thoughts of Sandy leaving him… of him missing her…. the thought of her not loving him anymore…
his friends who’s just so shocked as him runs after him… Jae needed them… especially now…
“Why…. Sandy??? why do you need to do this???..”
“why don’t you just kill me Sandy!….” he was shouting, his voice trembling….
“Why do you care so much about other people??? Why do you have to leave me like this…??..”
“Please… Sandy… don’t do this… I need you… more than anything else…. I love you……”
his voice fading away from the gushes of winds of the ocean…
His friends watch helplessly as Jae lay down into the white powdery sand of the shore, crying…. He could feel his pain… of being left alone… of being abandoned by the person he truly loved…
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a/n. now you know why the this fanfic is titled Naked FLower...
Anwyway.. sad chappie huh?? i told you... more drama coming up...