| Fan Fiction |
by lilies_009
Jaejoong’s heart skipped a beat seeing Dara looked at him like he was some piece of meat. “Is she drunk? Why is she teasing me like that? of course I like you. do you need to ask that?” Jaejoong watched as her face flushed deep red. Her lips pouted more when she found her glass all empty. Jaejoong chuckled as Dara looked up and smiled at him maniacally. This is exactly what he was afraid of, Self control have remained as one of his problem.
“Hey are you drunk?” He tried calming himself by standing up and walked away, deciding to just wash the used plates on the kitchen sink. He really loves cooking but he actually hated washing dishes. But Jaejoong needed to distract himself away from the loving and lustful stares of Dara.
He was afraid of not being able to control himself. Just her gaze created unexplainable sensations in him that he hardly feels in any other girls he went out or dated with.
He was afraid of touching her, of loving her, of hurting her and losing her. Although he has been with many girls, Dara was his first in almost everything.
She was the first girl who actually called him jerk, loser, stupid, asshole, player, and idiot all at the same time.
She was the first girl that made him tremble whenever she screamed at him
She wass the first girl he was afraid of hurting
The first that made him shiver whenever she looks at him
The first to make his heart beat faster and slower at the same time
The only girl who actually made him almost went crazy when she tried to touch his face
The only one whom he feels very special to him….
He doesn’t know why… he kept asking himself why he likes her or actually why he loves her but the more he told him self the many reasons why not to love her the more reasons comes in on why he should like her
While still on the process of thinking he felt Dara’s arms slowly hugging him from the back and wrapping her arms around his waist. He was stunned that his entire body froze. His breathing hitched when he felt his face pressing the curve on his back.
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Dara stared at Jaejoong who seemed to be busy washing the plates they have used. She was a bit dizzy not drunk. She couldn’t help but stare at his firm arched back and his exposed sexy tattooed shoulder outside of his fitted white beater shirt.
She suddenly felt the urge to touch him, hug and feel him. Clenching her jaw telling herself that she isn’t supposed to… but she found her self walking slowly towards him, still completely lost, she gently wrapped her arms around his waist and rested her left cheek on his smooth back for a hug.
She felt him tremble. Jaejeoong stiffly squirmed as if telling her to let go but Dara wasn’t allowing him to.
“Stop. let me just hug you for a while Jaejoong” her hot breath trickled through his skin creating a tingly feeling that creeping up his spine. His breathing increases and heartbeat goes erratic.
She could feel him heating up… and his heart beat seems to beat faster by every second.
Dara snuggled on his back, rubbing her face against it. She could smell him and his perfume
“You smell so good Jaejoong” She was quite surprise that she was able to say those out loud but didn;t actually regretted it when Jaejoong nervously chuckled against her.
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Jaejoong was biting his lower lip the whole time. Fighting to restrain himself from jumping the girl. He wanted to turn around and just face her, maybe give her what he thought she wanted.
A kiss?? A hug? Or whatever she wanted from him. He would be willing to give her everything. All he knows is that he wanted her more than he thinks she needed him. When he felt Dara rubbing her face on his back and her right hand smoothly caressed his still clothed tummy hew knew, at that point… fighting the urge will be pointless.
Jaejoong span around and faced Dara. Her arms still around his waist.
“Are you drunk?” Jaejoong asked him lovingly, caressing her right cheek affectionately
“Not at all” Dara buried her face into his chest this time and all Jaejoong could think about was his irregular heart beat and how abnormally nervous he was. Her head shifted finding its place above his heart. Jaejoong raked the strands of her hair and enjoyed the sweet smell of lavender on her.
Dara hummed while listening to his heartbeat.
“why is your heart beating so fast Jae?” she asked in a more teasing voice. And to Jaejoong it didn’t help at all. In fact it only made him shudder more.
“Why are you doing this Dara?” His breathing hitched again when Dara pulled him closer. Their lower body softly collided against each other. “I am still a man…. Not just any man… I’m a player jerk, you said that your self. Aren’t you afraid of what will happened if you keep teasing me like that?” Jaejoong watched her eyes sparkled, all he could see was determination.
“I know you won’t play me” She simply said with a smile then she gave him a peck on his neck, just under his ear lobes
Jaejoong”s jaw tightened, closing his eyes as he felt his body tremble again. He was breathing heavily, the little peck she just gave him almost took his breath away that he felt like he was about to pass out.
“ohh god! please make her stop… before I do anything she will regret”
“Da….Dara [lease…. I’m….. I’m….” he deeply growled. He felt like his insides are burning “I don’t think I can do this to you” He added holding on to Dara's shoulder to slightly hold her back a bit.
Dara looks at him, Her arms wrapping around his neck and simply caressing it. Like Jaejoong she was memsmerized by how handsome the guy was. She felt like slapping herself for even making the move on Jaejoong but then with the lust already build up inside her she didn't care how it started and how will it go on the next hours. All she knew was that she wanted him.
“Do what? I’m not drunk. Why do you look so disgusted? Am I not worthy enough??? Am I not good enough for you?” Dara was hurt and her teary eyes made her feelings too obvious for Jaejoong to ignore.
“Of course not Dara. You are more than worthy. It’s me…. I don't think we should even be talking to each other, nor would spend time with each other like this and of course we should not be kissing and doing this. I am the one who doesn't deserve this. You'll just get hurt and that's the last thing I wanted” Jae took a deep breath and shook his head. He didn't what exactly made him say akk those words.
“I know what I’m doing Jaejoong” She tiptoed and tried to reach for his lips and she did it successfully.
Jaejoong’s eyes widened as he felt Dara’s lips hovering on top of his own. His body trembled some more as tried so hard to fight it. But when Dara teasing stuck her tongue out and sexily licked his lower lip Jaejoong found himself snapping out and freeing himself from all the restrictions he imposes within him.
This time…. Nothing else matters...
He kisses her back, tongue instantly exploring her mouth. He felt her arms pulling his neck as she fells helplessly into his arms. He pinned her into the kitchen wall as their kissed became more aggressive. He can feel her burning lips into his as he tried to let go for a second to catch their breath. but as soon as they part they instantly find each other wanting for more.
They kissed again, deeper, fuller and without constraints. He lifted her and her legs instantly wrapped around his waist. He started to walk towards the bedroom stopping once in a while to steadied them, pinning her into the walls while kissing her lavishly.
They pulled away to catch their breaths again but he almost dropped her when he felt her lips kissing him on his cheeks to his earlobes and to his neck, sucking on the spot he swore was one of his weakness. The sensation she was making was driving him insane. He had sex with other women, but never in his entire life did he felt the same as what Dara was giving him now… Foreplays before was good but it never felt that good compared to what he was feeling at the moment.
“Dara… please tell me to stop. if you don’t want to do this” He deeply huffed as he laid her into his bed gazing at her beautiful face, caressing it while looking at her eyes to make sure that she knew what sh was doing.
Mind was in an obvious mess. She knew she's entering something that might hurt her in the end. She shook her head furiously...
“I know! I know!” She was going crazy as well. She wasn't sure... not at all. But she never wanted him to stop and she admired Jaejoong for asking. She knew he respects her and at that moment... that is all that she needed.
“Jae…” she pulled his neck towards her. Their forehead resting against each other, nose rubbing together and eyes locking its gazes together “I want you”
Jaejoong found himself grunting against her. That was all that he needed to hear. She wanted him and he was sure damn happy to give her what she wanted.
With out any more words to say, Jaejoong kissed her again. Wet, sloppy but hot. Clothes scattered around in a matter of minutes and all that was left was their naked skin pressing against each other.
He desperately wanted more of it and Dara grinding against him from below made him wanting for more. The kisses went ravage and rigid but to both it felt like heaven on earth. His palm ran and caressed every part of her body, kissing and lapping every inch of her and he felt her touching him back. Fingers running through his hair Into his neck and back pulling him closer into her.
“Jae… please I need you now... please....” her begging became more incoherent as time passes. Jaejoong hastily repositioned himself in between her legs as the latter spread her legs to accommodate him.
Jaejoong felt like dying. His heart beat raises like it never raised before, and his throbbing erection felt like exploding even when it hadn't receive any contact yet. As Dara arched her back towards him he gently put his arms around her waist pulling her closer and slowly thrust himself into her. He heard her cried in pain, her eyes widened and tears suddenly filled her eyes.
“I’m sorry” He kissed her on the lips and sucked on it to help her forget momentarily about the pain of the penetration. He gently grind their bodies together with him being careful of his thrusts, not wanting to hurt her further.
He continued his slow thrusting just until he heard Dara gasp. He stopped and looked at her eyes locking together.
“Are you ok?” he asked worriedly but he knew it wasn't the pain anymore. He hit it, the spot that could make just anyone go crazy. He smiled when Dara didn't asnwer, instead the girl blushed extremely red making him chuckle.
“What?” She shyly frowned
he didn't answer. Instead he pulled out and thrust back in with full forced that made Dara screamed with pleasure. She held him tighter against her as their labored breathing filled Jaejoong's room. The thrusts became faster and more erotic moans and grunts filled the air.
He felt her walls clenching around him tighter and it almost drove him insane when Dara screamed his name as she came. It only took him a couple of few thrust to send him off to his own pleasure, moaning Dara's name as well as he came inside her.
He collapses on top of her… both out of breaths and satisfied
Jaejoong never ever felt more satisfied than now. Jaejoong was her first, and Dara was his first as well.
She was the first girl he actually made love to, the others were just plain sex. This was his first time experiencing such happiness after a sex or rather… what he called making love.
“Dara?” He called out as he caresses her pained face. Kissing her lips once again. “I’m sorry Did it hurt?” He pulled her into him hugging her still naked body with care against him.
“A bit” Dara replied painfully
“I’m sorry” Jaejoong was in pain seeing her that way. “Thank you” Kissing her head while caressing her back
“Thank you for what?” Dara snuggled her face against his chest and smiled
“For everything” He held her tighter into his embraced
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