| Fan Fiction |
by lilies_009
“Are you mad?” Jaejoong ask Dara they were eating their lunch and yet Dara seemed to be thinking of something and cannot makes her self to eat. He watched her playing with her food and giving him a cold shoulder.
She knew that Jaejoong had been with many women. She expected that thing to happen yet after seeing that girl flirting with Jaejoong a few days ago she somehow grasp the situation that it will not be the end of her seeing her boyfriend being seduced and cuddled by other woman.
He looked at him who seems to be worried about her and gave him a little smile.
“I’m ok” she replied coldly “I need to go to the washroom” she stood up and coldly walked away from Jaejoong.
She splashed some water into her face.. still thinking and looked at her face in the mirror.
“Come on Dara! Jaejoong chose you ok? Getting beaten up by oppa proves enough that he loves you. Why can’t you just trust him?” she thought
The truth is… Jaejoong never told her that he loves her. Never did once she heard it from him. Yes, he showed it to her yet there are things that are needed to be both said and done. And Dara for once need to hear it as an assurance to herself that she was making a right decision of loving him.
Bom has been telling her that words comes seconds to actions and that she should try to appreciate all the things that Jaejoong was doing. Even Minji told her that maybe she was just being paranoid over trivial things. CL on the other hand somehow agrees with her.
She deeply sigh missing her friends. She needed them so badly now. But then the other girls were just so busy with their own majors that they weren;t able to meet often unless it was really important.
Just when she was about to turn away from the mirror…
“Hey Dara!” She heard someone calling her and when she looked up on the mirror and looked at where the voice came from she just got disappointed and upset by who she saw.
“What do you want?” She calmly asked
“Nothing! I’m Sohee by the way. Sorry about what happed a few days ago. I didn’t know Jaejoong has a new girl” Sohee eyed her from head to toe then laughed purely insulting Dara.
“I know who you are so you don’t need to tell me and please break up with Micky oppa he’s a good guy. She deserves someone better” She can see Sohee glared at her in the mirror
“I’ll go first” Dara said sarcastically bow and walked off.
“Ya! Bitch, you might want to hold on to Jae as long as long as you can. Be happy because time is running out” Sohee smirked at her. “But if I were you I won’t trust him too much. He got things under his nose you’ll end up crying your pretty little ass”
Dara spanned around that she could barely control her anger seeing the grin on the other girl’s face “And what do mean by that?” her eyebrow rose
“Oh… nothing! Nothing at all! you’ll find out soon anyway” waving her hand to shoo the raging Dara away. With a low growl Dara held her anger and left the washroom.
Still stomping her feet she approached Jaejoong who was a bit confuse of what’s going on
“Jae let’s go” She told Jae looking really upset
“What’s the matter?” He held her hand, pulling her in between his legs while securing her waist
“You’ve been awfully quiet for a while now. Is this about Sohee again?” Jaejoong was disappointed, he hated how Dara is letting Sohee affect their relationship.
“No, I just don’t feel well right now. Can’t we just go” She frowned, grabbing her bag and started to leave. Jaejoong took a deep breath and follows her out.
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Jaejoong was driving and was growing impatient by Dara’s distance and silence. He was not making an attempt on trying to talk to her. He knew that she was definitely thinking of something. The way her eyes would squint and how her eyebrows would clashed together seemed enough to tell Jaejoong that his girlfriend was having another silent battle. Her looks suggest that he should back off a bit and Jaejoong admits that Dara looks even scarier than Teddy. The part that she wasn’t even talking at all makes Jaejoong more worried.
“Why do you have to be affected by the words of that bitch Dara?” Her eyes squinted again, imagining the things she could just do to torture the Sohee girl
“Of course she wanted you to break up with Jaejoong. she’s in love with him!” Her eyebrow lifted and her lips pursed forward to form a pout.
“Would you allow her to ruin this day with Jaejoong? get your thoughts together Dara and just be happy you have Jaejoong” She told herself assuring her self that everything was ok. That Sohee’s words meant nothing.
Her head shifted towards Jaejoong and smiled at him mischievously.
“Babe! you don’t have a class this afternoon as well right? Can we go to your place then?” Dara smiled happily making her boyfriend stunned by the sudden change of her mood. Jaejoong let out a heavy relieved sigh. He hated how he could never read her moods. He hated it when she would act all angry then sweet all of a sudden. Sometimes it worries him too much as well, her mood swings lately were driving him insane.
“Ya! Why do you have to do that?” Jae frustratingly shouted while still keeping his eyes on the road.
“What? What did I do?” her eyes widened, looking rather innocent
Jaejoong huffed “You almost gave me a heart attack. You’ve been quiet for the past hours no… for thew past few days. I thought I’ve done something wrong again, Then all of a sudden.. Here you are all smiling and giggling? What’s wrong with you?” he clasped his chest where his heart is and gives it a little squeeze
“your making me crazy do you know that?” he let out a deep breath
Dara giggled scooted next to him and hugged his free arm “Babe I’m sorry, I was thinking of something”
“Is that how you think? Dara you can get a little scary you know” Jaejoong huffed
Dara pouted again “Joongie ah… do you have to be angry because of that?” she snuggled into his arms. “I’m sorry ok?” She kissed his shoulder. “I missed you” She kissed his arm and putting her chin into his shoulder again “Babbbbeeeee…. You smell so good” She grinned and kissed his cheeks “I love you…” She mumbled with no intention for the other to hear those words and rubbed her nose on his shoulder kissing it again
Of course… Jaejoong was taken again by his girlfriend’s teasing. He bit his lips to supress his giggle when she kissed his shoulder again. His eyes still focus on the road but his mind was flying off to somewhere. Some place where he can punish his little girlfriend.
“Fine! let’s go to my place then” he looked at his side and grinned at Dara “you better make up for the almost heart attacks you’ve caused me Sandara Park” he hissed with an animalistic growl while the other squealed.
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Jaejoong watched as Dara’s face brightened with lust and heat as he filled her deep with his forceful thrust. How many times have they done it already? But Jaejoong always felt like it’s the first time. Every love making was so blissful and pure that it felt like it was always their first.
He leaned forward and rested his forehead against hers and lightly kissed her already swollen red lips as he continued pushing inside her. He growled when his length slipped out but then found himself moaning when it immediately found its way back in. Dara almost screamed when Jaejoong suddenly hit her spot. Her legs automatically spread wider to accommodate his body.
Dara’s arms wrapped around Jaejoong’s neck pulling him closed to her as she clashed their lips together in another hungry and lustful kiss. She made another loud moan when Jaejoong manage to hit her sweet spot again.
“Baby…..” Dara’s hug tightened “I’m almost there….” She shut her eyes and Jaejoong kissed her again.
Jaejoong felt it…. her walls started to tighten around his length making him close to orgasm too. After a few more deeper thrust and grinding Dara broke their kiss, her head fell back, back curving up, legs tightened around Jaejoong’s waist and eyes rolled back with pleasure “I’m coming baby” she whined into his ears.
Dara’s display of pleasure was enough to bring him to his edge. His head fell into the crook of her neck mouth agape almost drooling as he thrust into her more, feeling the need to release it soon. He did, after Dara whispered she was coming… he spilled his own essence inside her. Chest colliding into her as he moaned her name over and over again.
Still out of breath, Dara stared at Jaejoong’s closed eyes.
“I love you Jae” she thought, caressing his smooth face as she kissed his eyes
Jaejoong’s eyes fluttered open and came face to face with his gazing girlfriend.
“Why are you looking at me like that?” He gave Dara a light peck then looked away almost immediately after.
“Nothing” She frowned
“Now come on. Dress up I’ll take you home” Jaejoong hastily got out of bed and started to put on his pants and shirt. he was walking back in fort in his bedroom.. fixing him self with out even looking at her.
“No shower?” dara propped herself up on the bed, supported by her two elbows still watching Jaejoong dressing up.
“as much as I want to babe but it’s late Teddy hyung will kill me, now dress up” Jaejoong looked back at her and smiled
But somehow Dara felt insulted. She was expecting him to at least tell her the three word or even just ask her to stay for a little bit more or maybe a thank you will be fine, but she never get to hear anything from him.
Every time they have sex she would always wait for him to say it but would get disappointed in the end. Jaejoong would always ask her to dress up in a hurry unlike the first time they did it. She felt like she is being used and insecurities about their relationship was starting to build inside her.
She wanted to cry… but she held it in.
She did not say any word during their drive on the way home. She keep silent, afraid of what she might say to him. Dhe felt disappointed and scared. What if Jaejoong is still the player that she knew, like what Sohee said… “do I need to hold on to him as long as I can??? I’ll find out what?? The day that I will realize that Jae is a player and he will always be one?”
“We’re here, I’ll pick you up tomorrow and call you when I get home ok?” Jaejoong said lovingly.
But Dara was not her usual self. All she was thinking was loosing Jaejoong. She just nodded at him.. coldly unbuckle her seat belt and said “Bye” without even looking at him for too long
“Hey no kiss?” Jaejoong frowned but tried hard to act as if nothing was happening but he can clearly sense Dara’s discomfort.
He saw her took a deep breath and sighed then she gave him a peck on his cheek and was surprise to see that his girlfriend was close to crying. His heart almost sunk when he saw the pain in her eyes and he didn’t know what to do… “did I hurt her in some ways??? What did I do wrong?”
Dara was so sad, distressed and insecure. She looked down and started opening the door of his car
“See you tomorrow. you don’t have to call. I need some rest too” Dara said, almost in verge of crying. She can’t tell him what she needed and she knew that she’s being too shallow and immature.
“Baby what’s wrong?” He pulled her and gave her a hug while rubbing her back, hoping to make her a bit relax.
Dara shook her head, She didn’t want to tell him that all she needed was the assurance.
“Nothing” She answered shortly she was trying to keep her trembling voice less obvious
“Then why are you like this?” He held her small face in between his two hands. He saw her tears fell one after another. He felt like being stabbed while looking at his girlfriend’s face…. he knew it was him, that he was the reason behind her tears.
“Why are you crying? Is it me? Have I done something? Tell me?” Jaejoong was growing impatience
“I don’t want to talk about this Jae” she got out of the car and started walking away form him. She left and felt her tears flowing like rivers. “sorry if I’m being like this Jae. This is not even your fault. I’m just being negative, insecure and doubtful”
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