| Fan Fiction |
by lilies_009
Dara held her body against the wall as she sat on the corner of her bedroom, crying. After the incident that morning all she did was to go home, intending to just rest and forget everything about school and Jaejoong. She stayed that way…. Until she can no longer feel her feet, until her lower body felt numb because of her position, until she can no longer see the sunlight into her window
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Her phone has been ringing for a gazillion time and she knew it was Jaejoong who calling but she let it laid there, not having the courage to speak or talk to him.
She felt stupid of how she acted the anger inside her was too much but in that she still felt her love for him more than what her minds tells her not to. Loving him alone cannot work, it should be both and her doubts about Jaejoong’s love for her has been the main reason why she was feeling that way.
For a moment, she thought she did everything right but as time passes… the more she thought about it the more she’s beginning to regret everything that she has done. Didn’t she love him enough to wait for him to tell her what she wanted? Was she too selfish to even demand such to him?
She knew that she should trust him, g ive him time to adjust for having someone like her. She knew his ways before and that she knew he has never been into a situation where he fell in love. She could have been more patient with him… he deserved it after all.
Her silent thoughts were disturbed by the sudden knocking on the door and she growled hearing her own brother’s voice. It was his nth time to persuade her into getting out. The last time he threatened her to bust the door open, yet she just shrugged him off, shooing him away.
“Ya sis! you’ve been up there since this morning, aren’t you hungry at all? I’ve got pizza for dinner and guess what? It’s your favorite… garden greens plus extra cheese!” Dara appreciates her brother’s persuasion but she couldn’t just bring herself to eat.
“Oppa, thank you but i’m not hungry. I just want to sleep” Dara said in a weak voice
Teddy sighed. He hated it everytime his sister would get depress. He can’t just helped himself but to worry and he hate it more now knowing it was probably Jaejoong’s fault that his sister was suffering.
“Ya! Dara… open up” he kept knocking on her door,
“Just leave me alone Ted please”
“Open up!” Teddy’s voice raised “if you don’t I’ll just have to go and kill him! You know mom is not here.. I can very well glad to just do that”
Dara rolled her eyes and opened the door “What do you want oppa? I said I’m not hungry” Her irritation instantly grew when teddy cupped her face, studying it intently.
Teddy saw her sister’s eyes all swelled and puffy, nose shiny as she hardly sniffed through it.
“What happened? Did he hit you?” Teddy’s weary voice echoed trough out her room, but he was silently praying that he was wrong. He swear, the minute Jaejoong do something stupid he wouldn’t think twice of killing him, and Teddy didn’t want that to happen. No matter how he hated him.
Teddy was close to giving him a chance. The fact that his sister loves him was just enough for Teddy to distance himself away from Jaejoong and his relationship with Dara. But seeing his sister crying like someone have died was all that it took for the hate to come back. Teddy kept his anger in. He really wanted to break Jaejoong’s bones as he remembered everything that happened three years ago…. He held himself… for his sister.
But seeing Dara that way made his wrath against the younger once again is ignited. He already knew that this would happen.
“What did he do to you?” Teddy’s gaze and hold was firm and authoritaive and Dara knew that if it goes on Jaejoong will get beaten.
She shook her head “Nothing oppa, It’s just a misunderstanding. we’ll talk it out” Dara was holding back her tears. She did not want to cry in front of her brother. What will she tell him anyway? That they got into a fight because she was so insecure and that she shouted at him and now she doesn’t even know if they’re still together.
“I want to rest, please…? and don’t even think of going to Jaejoong. ok, promise….?” Asking her brother for reassurance.
Teddy angrily huffed. “Fine!I promise. Just don’t fucking cry anymore. You look like a wet rabbit”
After Anton left somehow Dara found her courage to open and listen to Jaejoong’s voice massages.
~MyJoong~
“baby? where are you?~ Jae”
~MyJoong~
“Can we talk please? call me back. ~Jae”
~MyJoong~
“Are you home? Can we meet in the corner street?~ Jae”
~MyJoong~
“I’m here… Baby please come out.~Jae”
~MyJoong~
“Are you sleeping already? I’m just going home then… Please call me soon okay? ~Jae”
Dara was down to his last message.
~MyJoong~
“ I love you…I love you so much that it breaks my heart to hear the things you’ve said earlier. I’m sorry I didn’t know you are waiting for those words. You know that I love you right? I’m sorry if I did not say it every time we are together… I know… I should have… I’m really sorry… can you at least call me back… ok?? I’ll be at home…. I’ll be waiting for your call… Baby please… I love you. ~Jae”
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Jaejoong stared blankly on his side table where his phone was laid unmoving.
“Please call…. Please call… just once… I promise I will tell you every minute that we are together…please…call” he repeatedly chanted and was actually begging his phone.
He’s been waiting. Waiting for his phone to somehow blink, tos tart ringing or start beeping, for Dara to call. He was there doing the same thing for hours yet it didn’t.
But then a sudden sound echoed throughout his place, only that it came from his door,. He jumped out of the bed when he heard his doorbell ringing. Without even blinking just thinking it was his precious Dara, he hurriedly and happily swung the door fully opening it but his smile soon disappeared seeing his unexpected and unwelcome guest standing outside of his door.
But before he pulls the door to close it. The girl was already inside his pad, body in between his door and it’s frame, preventing him to close it.
“What are you doing here?” He was so irritated that he was so closed into slamming the door into her face.
“Relax… I’m here for something important” Sohee smiled at him wickedly
“Tell me what it is so that you can leave”
“I want you!” She walked slowly towards him and encircle her arms around his neck. Jaejoong was a bit flustered by what Sohee said. He was a man after all and having a girl all flirting and almost throwing herself to him isn’t easy reject at all. But he knew better. He has someone he love and a million Sohee could never replace one Dara so easily.
“What? come on Sohee, you have Micky I have Dara please stop whoring around” He snickered pulling her arms off him.
“You know I don’t like Micky and I know you don’t like Dara either, so stop the act honey I know you want me too” She smiled seductively as she caresses his arms.
He felt his body tingled on her touch, he remembered how the girl would moan his name everytime they had sex. It was a pleasant experience but then it wasn’t even close to how Dara made him feel.
“No, I don’t want you! please leave” He grabbed her by the wrist and pulled her towards the door. He heared her weakly laughed and saw her eyebrow curved up.
“Oh please honey I know about the bet, So don’t walk around places telling me that you love her when in fact it was just a bet and what? I know about everything Jaejoong about the this Ms. Choi three years ago and Dara’s father” Sohee glared at him. Eyes glittering with confidence “I’ve done my little investigation you know”
Jaejoong’s eyes widened and was stunned by Sohee’s knowledge about everything. He gradually let go of her wrist and stared at her as if studying her face. Sohee smiled seeing Jaejoong’s bothered expression. She definitely has an advantage over the situtation and she’ll make sure that she’ll used it well.
“What do you want?” He ask her as his eyes flared up gritting his teeth by the girl’s manipulation.
“I said I want you. Make love to me once more like how we do it in the past or rather like how you do it with Dara. I want you to do exactly what you do to her not just sex honey you have to make love to me”
Jaejoong was silent for a while contemplating whether to give in to her or find ways to get out of the mess
“and what exactly do I get from this?”
“I’ll keep everything” Sohee simply said as she walked towards his bedroom slowly stripping off her clothes and sexily dropped it on the floor. She smiled seeing Jaejoong looked at her.
“Ohhh come on Sohee! You expect me to believe you?” Jaejoong laughed at him, now even feeling disgusted at how the girl was acting.
“Do you have any other choice then honey?” She snickered, her thin eyebrow curled up, licking her lips thinking that the guy would get seduce. She chucked as she settle on top of Jaejoong’s bed kneeling on fours as she gave Jaejoong a wink “Think fast Hon before I change my mind and just call Sandara Park about this. Or better yet should I call Teddy Park instead?”
“And so you know, even if you’re thinking of ways to shut me up… and my friends will not see me all sex pimped they will call them too” Sohee added loosening the strap of her bra.
Jaejoong was breathing heavily and didn’t know exactly what to do. He was shaking as he remembered the past. He can’t believe that everything is happening again. Only this time … it is him that is directly involve… not anybody else… but him….
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