| Fan Fiction |
by lilies_009
Jaejoong was on top of Sohee., doing everything that she wanted him to do. He was having sex with someone he hated. And it disgust him to the core to feel her sinful body gliding against him. He hated being blackmailed but for now. this is all that he can do.
Sohee was moaning like she never moaned before. It would be an understatement for her to say that he was so good in bed. He was giving her so much pleasure that she could just call him a sex god.
Jaejoong gritted his teeth hearing her cried out his name and begged him for more. He hated hearing her moan and if killing was be legal he would have killed her already.
“Honey tell me you love me! that you wanted me!” she shouted in between her pleasure… “tell me you don’t love her! that she was just a bet! I’m close…..Please tell me she was just a bet between you and Max! Jae… Jaejoong”! Sohee was screaming with excitement. Making Jaejoong cringed in displeasure.
Jae stopped and looks at her. How could she even think of saying those words in the middle of sex? He shook his head, when he was about to speak he heard something drops on the floor behind him.
He was stunned, his eyes widened and his jaw dropped. It was his Dara that was on the floor. She looked shocked and was breathing heavily as she stared blankly on them. Her tears was flowing non stop on her cheeks… and all Jaejoong could see was the hurt and pain from the betrayal she just witnessed.
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After hearing Jaejoong’s messages Dara somehow felt relieved. She knew that Jaejoong was sincere in his apology and he actually said that he loves her and to her, hearing him say that meant everything.
After being slumped on the floor for hours Dara has somehow gained all her strength back. She happily fixed her self and ran out of her room.
“I need to see Jae tonight I love him.. I’ll tell him that I love him too…. that I was waiting for him to say those words” Dara thought to her self.
She ran down stairs and passed by Teddy who has been eating another slice of the pizza.
“Oh change your mind about the pizza?’ He snickered but then frowned seeing Dara all dressed up.
“Hey.. where do you think you’re going?” Teddy asked as he stood up following his sister out.
“Out, I need to get something” she happily walked out of the door and drove her car away, towards the direction where Jaejoong’s was.
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“He’s asleep already?” She secretly giggle after seeing the lights already dimmed. She smiled as she imagined herself snuggling into Jaejoong while he is sleeping. she happily push the code **** and the door clicked, unlocking it.
Wanting to surprise him she tiptoed. slowly walking towards his door then slowly pushing it. But nothing could prepared her for what he was about to see…
Her eyes widened and his silly smile vanishec seeing her beloved boyfriend on top of another girl. Not just any girl but someone who looked so familiar to her.
The man she loves is having sex with Sohee. Dara didn’t move a bit. She was too afraid of being discovered, that they might see her there standing. She was the uninvited guest after all.
“Honey tell me you love me! that you wanted me!” she shouted in between her pleasure… “tell me you don’t love her! that she was just a bet! I’m close…..Please tell me she was just a bet between you and Max! Jae… Jaejoong!”
She heard it all… she was in deep pleasure having sex with him… Dara saw Jaejoong’s bare back and butt moving towards Sohee, making his move towards Sohee’s body.
She wanted to run, the disgusted feeling crept up on her being that she wanted to puke right then and there. She was so hurt that the feelings were almost drowning her. Her knees was shaking, slowly loosing its strength. And just when Jaejoong was to speak again, she fell on her knees hard… crying
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Jaejoong screamed “Ahhh shit! What the fuck?” He saw Dara on the floor looking at them. He stumbled off the bed pulling himself away from the stunned Sohee. He scrambled putting on his sweat pants. Shaking his head, trying to convince himself that Dara didn;t witness everything.
“Oh no no no! Shit! This ain’t happening, this is just a dream, she never saw us! What the fuck Jaejoong! she’s not here” he looked up from where his gaze was and found Dara’s tear streaked face staring blankly on the bed where Sohee was still on, unmoving.
“oh God! Please no….. baby” he called but the latter didn’t move
“Dara?” he walked towards her, wanting to touch her and maybe explain to her what really happened but the Dara’s gaze snapped towards him making him jerked back his hands away.
“Don’t touch me!” She was sobbing but her voice echoed through out the room. What’s there to explain? She saw everything, she heard everything that she said. Her heart felt like being torn to pieces and her whole body trembled. How she wished that the ground could just swallow her up and maybe disappear for good.
“Baby I can explain… please trust m
“what?You got to be shitting me Jae!” Dara stood up and glared at him “Tell me Jae, did you and Max had a bet about me?” she was staring right through him, with furiousness in her eyes but tears still coming out from it.
“Dara please, just let me explain” Jaejoong was crying. He couldn’t believe that it was happening. He was trying to hold her, to stop her from crying but every time he gets close Dara would flinched away. Dara would push him away.
“Yes? I was just a bet? it’s the car isn’t it?” Dara let out a mocking laugh. Finally remembering why all of a sudden Changmin was driving his car.
“Dara… please listen.. I…” He was ready to tell her all, he doesn;t even care if she finds out about what happened three years ago. He was willing to spill it all, just to save his relationship with her.
“And what about this?” Dara disgustingly pointed at the naked Sohee
“This meant nothing! I….I….” he wanted to explain but no words were coming out. Was there even any justifiable explanation as to why he was humping someone on his bed?
“Is this how you love me Jaejoong? You said this meant nothing?YOU WERE ON TOP OF HIM JAEJOONG! How could you say that it meant nothing? You are having sex with another woman with same fucking bed we are using!” Dara took a deep breath and turned his back on him.
“Just forget it! Don’t come near me again” she was still crying but a glint of determination plastered on her face.
“No! please….please baby… No” Jaejoong wanted to hold her, prevent her to go any further, tell her that everything that happened was nothing and was only because of a manipulative slut, that the bet was before he even knew her. But Jaejoong knew that no matter how much he explained nothing of it will justify the things that he had done.
She was hurt, he have hurt her. He have hurt the only girl he have come to love.
“I should have believed everybody. That you, you will always be a player and a jerk! don’t ever come near me again or I’ll have Teddy beat the hell out of you”
Dara ran out of his bedroom and out to his pad, slamming the door behind her. He could still hear her sobs leaving trails behind her.
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Jaejoong stood frozen on the floor for a couple of minutes after Dara left. He was shaking, crying and was angry. He felt his heart’s painful beat that he wanted to just grab it out of his chest. He felt like killing someone, blame someone for making him lose the girl that he love so much.
He turned his head and shift his eyes looking at Sohee who didn’t move a bit still kneeling on his bed. Partially covering her body with his black blanket.
Jaejoong furiously pushed his feet for a walk and went inside his walk in closet, grabbed his baseball bat and furiously trash the place. Hitting everything he comes across with. He tightened his grip on the base of the bat and angrily went out of. He was then standing face to face with the now shaking girl on his bed. She was so terrified by the way he looked and the way he was holding his bat.
“You fucking slut!” He brought his bat up and swung it down on the bedside table destroying it and its contents instantly. “Leave!!” He shouted at her “before I could fucking kill you! I swear Sohee my rationality is barely hanging in here!” he was gritting his teeth, eyes squinted at her, red from crying and anger.
“LEAVE YOU FILTHY FAGGOT!” he once again swung his baseball bat, smashing the poles and head board of his bed, barely missing the girls head.
Sohee nervously picked up all her clothes and frantically runs out of Jaejoong’s pad. For the fist time, she was frightened for her life.
“Aaahhhhh!!!” He shouted while he trashed his places. Breaking everything he saw with his bat and hands. After successful making his place looked like a pile of garbage he fell helplessly on the floor, eyes blurred by his tears that won’t seem to stop from coming.
“I love you… can you at least give me a chance to explain…. Please….. Baby I can’t live with out you… please forgive me….”
He sob endlessly as he cupped his face with his hands, still bleeding from the glasses he broke but he never realized that, his heartache was so overwhelming that he didn;t care about anything else.
He blankly stood up, put on his shirt on and grabbed his Jacket. He needed to go somewhere
“I need some drinks” he muttered, leaving his pad with anguished.
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