Fan Fiction

A high school drama (COMPLETE)

by babyblue

Chapter 20

What am I doing??? (Rated R)

(TOP P.O.V)

Jiyong came up with the idea, I know it a bad idea, but I wanted her to be happy and not cry anymore, it was getting annoying. She keeps on looking like she about to cry every time I look at her. Man!!! He wanted to throw a party for her, like a welcome to the house kinda party. Only friends are invited. Some from school not much, but I still don’t want to have Tina involve with this party, there will be alcohol, and the last time she drank…well you know what I mean.
But she was so happy about the idea, I couldn’t deny it, she wanted a couple of drink to get her mind of this ordeal.
Man I got to keep a close eye on her, the party was going well, nothing bad happen yet. I just hope I can live till the end of it…

(End of TOP P.O.V)

I was happy that my friends wanted to through a party for me, I wasn’t in the mood, but if the were being generous it would have been mean if I turn them down. I acted as I was happy. But I still can’t seem to forget my issue with my uncle. God I miss him already.
Everything was going good. There was dances, am I kinda jealous of my friend Lisa, when she has free time she come see her boyfriend Seungri, it almost as if she lives here, she here after school, she here every weekend, now she planning to stay here too because I don’t live with my uncle no more, she thinks she don’t need to stay with my uncle since I’m not there. (Deep sigh) typical Lisa…
We had fun, Jiyong pass me some Champaign, and I got some wine to cheer me up. Everything was good, what can possibly go wrong?

(TOP P.O.V)

I sat down, and saw Tina across from me, Oh boy…not again, she’s drinking again!!! God please don’t let things go wrong again. I walked to where she was standing more like wobbling, I wanted to put her to bed, she was drunk, I didn’t want anything bad happen to her, dam you Jiyong! I told you not to give her any alcohol! I turn to look at Jiyong and he was drunk, Youngbae was also drunk! Dam is there anybody who not drunk???!!! I pulled Tina into my arms and led her to her room well Minnie’s room, soon to be hers anyway, but yea. So I took her to the room and laid her gently on the bed, when suddenly she pulled me into her arms and wouldn’t let go. “Hey sweetie...” she said. Oh no not again!!! “Uh…Tina let go, you need your sleep. Here, go to sleep and I well bring you something to hold on tonight ok?” but somehow, with the force of her hand she grabbed me and kissed me, I could taste the wine in her mouth, she tasted sweet and innocent like she suppose to, I kissed her back until I heard her moan, oh god, she felt good underneath me. She flipped me over, and she was on top and I was on the bottom, she trailed a kiss from my mouth to my ears, and gently nipped it, I turn her over so now she was under me, the way she suppose to be, what the hell, I must have to much liquor tonight, I shouldn’t be doing this, but she felt real good under me, I didn’t want to let go.
I laid my hand on the side of her breast, gently holding it; she grabbed my hair pulling me down for another kiss. Passion was really taking over me, I reached under her shirt and knead her breast, squeezing the round mound in my hand, and she had the perfect breast. I pulled her shirt over her head and kiss her neck trailing down to the valley of her breast, she tasted sweet. I went back to her mouth and to her cheeks, something warm, wet and salty wetted my lips…she was crying. OH GOD!!! What have I done? What am I doing???!!! She still sad about her uncle, drinking to forget and yet I’m over here taking advantage of her?! WHAT AN IDIOT!!!! I almost took her virginity! How could be so careless, I vow to protect her, and here I am about to rape her, oh nice going Seung hyun!!! You’re a really good protector. I got off of her, she tried to pull me back for more, “Tina, you’re such a babo, doesn’t even know what your getting yourself into, I’m sorry, I’m very sorry… I shouldn’t have touched you like that.” I gave her one last kiss on her forehead, I covered her breast with a blanket and walked out of the room, locking it as I leave, just in case she go coo-coo and get rape by someone else. I really need to stop this, I’m going insane…Tina I’m sorry, GOD I’M SUCH AN IDIOT!!!! I rammed my fist into the brick wall out side, blood was gushing out, I didn’t care, it not half of what I did to Tina, I left the party; I need to find a place to think this over…

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