| Fan Fiction |
by babyblue
(Flash back)
“Tina how could you…” we both turn our face to see how it was….Youngbae….
(End of flash back)
“Yo-Youngbae… I’m sorry.” I didn’t know what to say, I was shocked. I had a feeling Youngbae love me, but my heart choose to ignore it, because my heart belong to another…Choi Seung Hyun.
He didn’t need anymore encouragement; he fled before I can say anything more to him. Only that I’m sorry, very sorry.
“It’s ok Tina, let him recover, give him time.” Seung said soothingly.
Please be ok, Youngbae…
(Youngbae P.O.V)
WHY!!!! Why did she do this to me? God! Why does it hurt so much? I loved her! The rain pour, pouring down to the ground I walk, falling with my tears that shed from my heart. This is more then I can bear. I never gave my heart to a woman beside her; she gave me a reason to love, and easily snatched it away as if it meant nothing…anything at all. I collapsed on the ground wishing the thunder struck me right now, killing me so I don’t have to endure this torment. In the corner of my eyes I saw a girl walking toward me…what was her name?
Mung Anaku…
(End of Youngbae P.O.V)
(Anaku P.O.V)
I saw him running from the house, I decided to visit since Tina uncle said she was there, truthfully I came because I wanted to see the man he stole my heart, but as I was about to enter the house I saw him running, I saw him cry, I saw his pain, what happen? Something is eating at him, and I will figure it out.
“Youngbae…wha- what are you doing out here in the rain?”
“What do you what?” why was his voice so mean, he was never mean before, he was always sweet to everyone around him. I decided to ignore his voice and continue to prod him.
“Why are you out here?” I put my umbrella over him so the rain wouldn’t soak him more then he already is, “your gonna be sick, let help you.” I put my arms around his arms and tried to help him up, he pushed my hand away. “I don’t need pampering. Why don’t you go ahead and laugh just like your friend Tina, laughing at the idiot who feel for her, only to get his heart trampled on by the person he loves.” He spat at me.
At that moment I knew what had happen, it was obvious that he loves Tina, but it was also obvious that Tina loves TOP. I wanted to cry with him, he looks so lonely. “Please go some place that is dry I don’t want you to be sick.”
“That would be the best thing right now, I want to die.”
“Can you stop talking like that? You’re not going to die!”
“Go away, you don’t know anything!”
“If you’re a man, and then stop this, no man would cry just because a girl hurt him, he should learn to except that the person he loves is with someone he or she loves.”
“I don’t need your word on this girl! This is my business not yours. Go where you came from I don’t need you.”
“You are an idiot! Why can’t you except the fact that she doesn’t love you.”
“And you do, tell me Anaku…is it? You love me and you want my by yourself, you don’t want anyone coming between us. Aren’t you selfish.” He said. I couldn’t control myself his words stung, it stab to my heart. I raised my hand and connect it to his cheeks. He glared at me with hatred, good god he scared me.
Then suddenly he crushed his lips to mine forcing it to open as his tongue swiped into my mouth. I was stun, this was my first kiss, and he took it. I pushed him off of me with all my might. How could he do this to me? I slapped him again my hand sting, I knew it had hurt him, since it hurt me. I saw his gaze, I never seen before, pure hatred, pure determination, by god he was as if he wanted to murder me. He yanked me with him, I saw where he was heading, the alley, why did he bring me here? Then he pushed me to the wall, “What are you doing?” I cried out.
“You love me don’t you? Show me how much you love me.” He gritted out
“Please, you’re angry, you don’t know what you are doing, let just talk this out, ok? Please let me go, you’re hurting me.” I pleaded him.
He ripped my school uniform, he reached for my bra and ripped it from me. Oh god!!! He was going to rape me. I tried to push him away, tears stung my cheeks. He started kissing my breast. “Please Youngbae, please don’t do this.” I cried. He put his hand under my skirt and I felt his hand between my legs, the next thing I felt was a shark pain, he ripped me apart. I screamed out in pain, oh god it hurt so badly. Then he started moving inside of me, the pain was gone, but something inside of me emerge, not the pain I endured but the full sensation…pleasure. I clasped my legs around him as he rode me hard and long. He climax a minute later, and I found my release. He pulled out of me and stared at me, “What have I done.” His hand flew and hit the brick wall behind me, “Oh my god, I’m so sorry, oh my god, what have I done.” I was sour, but what we just shared was very magical I can’t deny that. But I can’t face him now, I know I can’t be mad at him; but it hurt the fact that he uses me cruelly, why can’t I be mad at him? I ran away…
(Youngbae P.O.V)
I stared after her, I just took something from her, the things she treasures most and I took it away. What have I done? God kill me now! How can I face her, how can I face Tina, they would hate me, what I did to Anaku is unforgivable. Anaku…please forgive me…