| Fan Fiction |
by lollipop93
“How can this be? Why is it like this? Why am I so unlucky? Why do I need to meet someone like them? Why did I trust them? Why do they keep on hurting me endlessly? I just don’t know what to think especially now that I find myself falling for him.”
Just in time, Tiffany arrived hearing every single word Jae just stressed out. She’s dead sure that she heard right, Jae fell for Yunho. She immediately interrupted Jae.
“No! You can’t fall for him!” Tiffany declared.
“Tiffany?” Jae immediately stood up from the ground and tried to look at her face to face.
“Okay~ I know we had our fault. We played on you. But, it’s also for my sake. It’s to know if you’re a real guy or not. It’s the idea of Yunho as I’ve told you earlier. He’s feeling something inside you that I guess now is really true. But unexpectedly, you fell for him. I had a trust on you Jae that’s why I let him. I never thought we will come up to a point like this.”
“But what’s the big point of it? Didn’t you ever think that maybe I just turned to be falling for him when he’s around me to care for me? Or maybe letting me feel that he really cares for me but at the end is just a tale. My God! Is that what you call trust? I never thought that within those two years I never gained it from you.”
“But there’s more time to change and to regain what we have lost right? I can wait for you, you know? I’m willing. I know it’s my fault. I’m begging for you.”
And Yunho entered the picture.
“Jae! I’m sorry!” Yunho shouted as he grasps for air as he ran for miles. But is it worth it?
“How can you do this to me? I’ve trusted you.” Jae said with teary-eyes.
“I know I made a mistake. I made the biggest mistake of my life. I admit, I started it just for fun. I must say that I’m the first to be blamed, but as the days pass, I’ve come to realize a lot of things.” Yunho said sincerely.
“What have you realized? That you had fun of fooling around with me?”
“No, but…”
“But I’ve heard enough. If this won’t stop, you’ll just hurt me more and more. Haven’t you thought of what I’m going to feel? I wished that in the first place, I never tried to talk to you or either come closer to you!”
“Of course I did care for your feelings but I need to have a choice~” Tiffany interrupted.
“You cared to hurt me and chose to break my heart! I thought when Yunho came, he’s the one I’ve got. The one whom I thought be the one to be there for me. I’ve leaned on to Yunho a lot that I already got to the point that he already became my dependency. I’ve just reflected that I made the wrong realizations. I chose the untreasurable moments to keep. I chose to trust who shouldn’t be trusted and especially, I chose to love who doesn’t deserve my love.”
“Jae~” Yunho could all just say.
“I think you’ve heard enough already right? I think you’ve satisfied yourself looking at me crying and hurt. Are you happy now?”
“I promise any of this won’t happen again.” Tiffany said.
“Of course, there’s gonna be no more like this, because from this day on, I never knew a Yunho and Tiffany anymore.” Jae walked away with tears on his face.
Yunho held his hand, turned him around and covered Jae’s lips with his. Tiffany didn’t know on how to react. Jae immediately broke the closed gap.
“I’m hurt can’t you see? Is this your other way of showing how shit I am in your face?” Jae didn’t control his emotion and cried in front of them. He then ran away.
Yunho wished to follow Jae but Tiffany stopped him.
“Can’t you see? He needs some space.”
“It’s your entire fault Tiffany! If you just let me do what should be done?”
“Tell me, what should you have done? Continuing the bet and seeing him falling for you and hurting him at the end? I told you before we should have just stopped it earlier, but did you listen to me? Now, you’re blaming it all to me? Now what should we do? I know him when he gets angry, he already cursed us that he doesn’t know us anymore! What should we do oppa?”
“I still don’t know.” Yunho just turned around Tiffany’s back and walked without knowing where to go.
Tiffany didn’t speak anymore and went home.
“And now what should I do? He already told me that he loves me. Yet, I made another wrong move. Why the hell did I kiss him? And now he got it all in the wrong way. He thought I kissed him for another fooling round, but I kissed him because I also want to show my love for him. What should I do now?” Yunho thought as he doesn’t know on what to think anymore.
“Jae is nowhere of sight. Where can he be right now? What can he be doing at this time?” Yunho could only just think. At this time, he can’t even talk or either text him. His only freedom is to imagine.
On the other way round, Tiffany can’t hold back and just let her tears flow down her cheeks.
“Right now, I can only think of two things. One is how can I get Jae back to me and the other is how can I get back the things the way it is used to be. What have I just entered? I’m just dead here. This should be the right time to use my brain.”
Jae reached his home and for him it’s good because no one’s around. No one’s gonna bother him. He’s gonna be alone for the night. He suddenly remembered the time when Yunho kissed him in the faucet. For him it’s the sweetest thing. He tried to hide his overwhelmed feeling until a resentful event came in the picture, finding out that everything is just scripted and possibly directed. He then thought of this line, “Do they deserve a second chance? Why and why not?”
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A/N:
Kinda short I know. But after reading your comments especially NAOMI, can’t help but update earlier as expected. You just gave me another inspiration. To tell you honestly, I wrote the last chapter like 1-2 am and I really feel so sleepy. I didn’t even know on how to start it but I was really inspired with you guys. During my exams I got a high score because of you all. That’s your effect to me^^ As a matter of fact, I’ll have my English test and Math test tomorrow, but I did this first. Because I love you this BIIIIIIIIIIIIG! It’s not enough to show my whole appreciation here but reading your comments energizes me. Love you all readers!^^