| Fan Fiction |
by lollipop93
Seeing him move towards the door, Jae couldn’t help but let his eyes freely follow towards Yunho’s heading direction. Many things bothering him, many things he wanted to say, many things that he can’t do anymore, many things that he is now regretting. Now he only wishes for a miracle, that time could take its chance to get back. But he knows for himself that such foolish things won’t ever happen again. He wanted to scream his name, he wanted to stop him and tell him if he could be in his side, forever.
As soon as Yunho was not being seen in the place, Tiffany released the tight hug she just had from Jae. All the smiles, the tears were all gone as soon as they had the place for themselves alone. Tiffany then straightly shook her strong glance back at Jae, as usual, the other man is on blank of the behind meaning of that glance.
Tiffany went straight to the door to look if Yunho can still be seen, as she assumed that no one’s already there, she shut the door.
“I hate you.” Tiffany blurted. But why bother saying that in that kind of situation?
“W-Why?” Jae who had his eyes widen asked as if he doesn’t know. Well, maybe he really doesn’t know.
“You cheated on me. You used me.” The girl pouted.
“Eh?” Jae could only react.
“You know,” Tiffany started. “I already got your plan. You don’t mean this right? The proposal, the making-me-as-your-girl-again thing, all that you have said, all are just, uhm, some drama.”
“Wait, what are you talking about?”
“OMG, I already got it! You only did this to make Yunho hurt, to realize how wrong he was, and make him agonize for the rest of his life.”
“Oh no I didn’t plan that, but I want him to be hurt, I want him to feel how hurtful it was for me back then. I never meant doing any plan but you know, it just went on the flow.”
“And now it came out, went on the flow, that’s the statement. Okay, maybe you half mean the making-me-as-your-girl-again thing, and hell yeah! Making me as your prop to make Yunho hurt. Nice idea idiot! Thank me for riding that!”
“B-But”
“No if’s, no but’s, enough said, I’ve totally heard enough. But seeing him cry in front of you, seeing him hurt for the first time, wasn’t that enough?”
“But the time you’ve fooled around with me, wasn’t that long? Tiffany, I’m also hurt.”
“But did it make you happy? Do you feel satisfaction of what you did? Do you feel contented already?”
And Jae wasn’t able to answer. Tiffany was right. Nothing would happen if pride would always get in the way. Everyone deserves a second chance, and it doesn’t sound unreasonable for not making him unforgiving, he tried his best, he reached out for him, but was that enough?
“Do you love him?” Tiffany asked, as he shot a glance at Jae who seemed flustered with the question.
“Well…”
“Oh come on! Answer now! It’s a simple yes or no!”
“Okay, yes! Heard enough? Yes, I love him. And now I miss him! I need him! Get it?”
“And what are you doing?” Tiffany said as she looked at Jae from head to foot.
“Huh?”
“Oh so stupid! Don’t just stand there! Follow him! Follow what your heart desires! Fight of what you think is right!”
Without second thoughts, he hugged her, thanked her and ran as fast as he could, following Tiffany’s advice, following what his heart desires.
As usual, Yunho can be seen nowhere. As he reaches the school’s main gate, he was greeted by a man, standing near the corner post of the street, glanced at him for a while and was about to go. Tears racing down Jae’s eyes as he figured out who the man was, it was indeed Yunho.
Jae went near to Yunho, the light post giving them some shade of dim ambiance escorting the melancholic situation the two is in.
Yunho started the conversation, “I was about to go, but I remembered you’re still inside, I want to make sure you’ll be home safely.”
Jae who is all worn out, helplessly sat on his knees, bursting into tears endlessly and can’t even say a word. Yunho followed him, caressing his hair and comforting him.
Still on his knees, Jae tried to speak. “Why are you like that? Are you that stupid? You were being dumped and you still think of my safety.”
“I couldn’t care any less.” Yunho simply replied. He helped Jae to stand up. “I love you, remember? Anything I’ll do just to see you happy, even though I’m hurting.”
And that last statement made him cry even more. “I’m sorry if I hurt you, I’m sorry if I’ve been bad to you. I’m sorry if I always take you for granted, I’m sorry…”
“Sssshh, don’t worry, I’m not angry, I just want you to be happy. I can understand if you can’t see that happiness you’re looking for in me, yes, it hurts, but time heals everything, but I don’t know if this kind of pain can even be healed.”
“You don’t have to wait for that time; you don’t need to suffer anymore, because right now, at this very moment, you can claim me as yours, entirely forever. I love you.”
“How about Tiffany?”
“She understands. It’s a long story. Won’t you give me a hug?”
“How about a kiss?”
And the two continued fooling around.
The End.
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I want some happy ending even though I failed. :|