| Fan Fiction |
by aiko103
♥ a little misunderstanding can become a big one.
Note: I'm having exams, and this piece is just so-so. It's not as angsty as my other angst fic, so I don't think you'll need tissues for it. The usual, grammar error, tense problem, and so on.
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They’ve been friends since they were kids.
They love each other since they were small.
They are cowards to confess their love, afraid to get reject by the other.
They, who want to stay by each others side decides to keep their feelings shut away.
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“I want you to meet someone who I just got to know a few days back,” Junsu told his friend, best friend to be specific.
“Do you mean someone as in someone special?” Yoochun asked, voice full of jealousy, but Junsu was oblivious of it.
“No, not special, but he’s interesting!” Junsu told him cheerfully.
Junsu told Yoochun how they met, and Yoochun just nodded his head, but truthfully Yoochun was jealous.
Junsu loves Yoochun, he really do, but because he’s afraid to confess and he knows that Yoochun feels the same way, he asked his friend, Jaejoong, to help him pretending to be interested in him, and make Yoochun jealous till he realize his feeling and confess his feeling.
Yoochun loves Junsu, he really do, but hearing Junsu meeting someone new he felt jealous, but he’s still afraid to confess his feelings, he knows that he’s a coward even if no one tells him. But he didn’t expect that Junsu doesn’t feel the same way as him because all this time Yoochun thought that Junsu felt the same way as him, his thought was wrong, or so he thought.
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“Changmin, what should I do?” Yoochun had gone to his friend’s house to ask for help.
“How the heck should I know?” Changmin was annoyed by his friend, every time he had trouble with Junsu he would come to him, he cursed under his breath for Yoochun’s blindness.
“I need something, Changmin, you’re the genius here, help me!” Yoochun was depressed, very depressed, he had promised Junsu that he’ll meet this Kim Jaejoong tomorrow. Dang! Even his last name is Kim.
Changmin was quite for a minute and Yoochun was staring at him.
“Ah! I know!” Changmin shouted excitedly. Yoochun looks at him, confused by his friend’s sudden outburst.
“What?”
“You need someone to put your mind of Kim Junsu! To make you move one!”
Yoochun looked at his friend weirdly before spreading a huge grin on his face.
“Changmin~” Yoochun came closer to Changmin and hugged him closer, “go out with me.”
Changmin looked at Yoochun and blushed, “I’ll think about it dummy!”
Yoochun chuckled and loosen his grip on Changmin’s waist, he knows that he love this kid as a friend, but if Junsu can move on, so can he, and he’s sure that Changmin can make him love him more that he already love him.
“You have to follow me tomorrow,” Yoochun said as he planted a kiss on Changmin’s cheek, one step to get closer with the kid.
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“Yoochun, this is Jaejoong that I’ve told you about,” Junsu introduced them to each other.
“Hello there Changmin,” Junsu greeted the other man and introduced him to Jaejoong as one of Yoochun’s close friend, but was corrected by Yoochun himself.
“We’re going out now.” Yoochun doesn’t know how hurt Junsu was with just that one statement.
“Oh! I see.” The sadness in Junsu’s voice was obvious and Yoochun felt hurt to hear it.
“Sorry that I didn’t tell you earlier,” Yoochun felt guilty now.
“No, it’s alright,” Junsu said and Jaejoong held Junsu’s hand and squeezed it softly to encourage him.
Yoochun noticed the gesture and he felt that he wanted to punch that guy’s face, but before he could do it Changmin did the same thing to him, comforting him. They had failed to notice the hurt in Junsu’s eyes when he saw the two interact that way.
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“Do you think we did the right thing?” Jaejoong had asked him.
“I don’t know hyung, I really don’t,” Junsu was in Jaejoong’s embrace, crying his heart out for the person he loves the most, Park Yoochun.
Junsu didn’t missed the love and care in Changmin’s eyes for Yoochun, it hurts Junsu to see them that way, but seeing them laughing and enjoying themselves Junsu thought that they’re really in love. That’s what he thought, but truth was Yoochun still love him dearly.
“Forget about him Su, he found a new person to replace you,” Jaejoong said as he kissed Junsu’s forehead and sings a song for Junsu to sleep.
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“Thank you Min,” Yoochun thanked his friend for being by his side all the time when he needed it.
“That’s what friend does,” Changmin smiled cheekily at his friend.
“Lover Min, Lover, we are officially lovers.” Changmin looks at Yoochun and smiled.
“I like the sound of that,” Changmin said and he had to thank Junsu for it.
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Years had gone through in peace, Yoochun and Changmin is still an item and they’re getting married. While Junsu was lost, he thought that pretending to like another person might make Yoochun have the courage to confess, but he was wrong, he did the biggest mistake in his life.
Junsu was there to congratulate his friend, he tried his best not to cry, even he does he’ll say that it’s tears of happiness for his dear friend that he treasure the most, which he knows it's a lie.
Jaejoong was there to accompany Junsu, he knows that Junsu was lying about tears of happiness, hell, he knows Junsu very well now, after the incident with Yoochun and Changmin, Jaejoong had spent his time with Junsu, and he knows that he’s falling for Junsu as days went by.
Yoochun had finally gave his all to Changmin, his heart, mind and soul, but after seeing Junsu there in his wedding ceremony, with tears running down his cheek while smiling at him, he wonders if what he did was right, and he confirmed his thought when he saw Jaejoong standing beside Junsu.
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Yoochun received a letter from Junsu, he wanted to read it first and told Changmin not to read it before he came back from overseas.
‘To my beloved Park Yoochun,
How are you? I hope that you’re doing well with Changmin. It’s been months since we met, I kind of miss you do you know that?
By the way, now that you’re married, I think it’s safe to say this: The Jaejoong meeting and all, I should have told you properly that we’re not an item during that time, Jaejoong was just a close hyung to me. Yes, ‘was’, now Jae and I are an item, he just confessed to me. Truthfully, during that time, I know that you love me like how I love you, but I’m a coward to confess, so I thought that if I did something like pretending to like someone else you might come and confess, I never thought that you’ve found a new person, it kind of hurt to see all those interaction between you two at that time. When I went to your wedding ceremony I saw you how happy you were when you’re with him, it hurts, but I know that it’s time for me to move on too.
I still love you though, but I’m learning to love Jaejoong more, he's kind enough to wait. You do not need to reply to this message, I know it’s kind of old fashion to do a snail mail, but I have my own reason to do this, I’m moving on now. I’m not in Korea anymore because Jaejoong thought that I should make a new leaf and his by my side, taking care of me. I hope to see you someday when I head back to Korea.
Your’s sincerely,
Kim Junsu’
Yoochun looked at the letter in disbelieve, he didn’t know that just because of a misunderstanding it could led them this way. He didn’t know that Junsu was suffering when he’s with Changmin. He didn’t know, but he knows that he’s feelings for Junsu is coming back.
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They learned that being a coward is the biggest mistake of all.
They realized that pretending will led them to the other way.
They regretted that they were coward to confess.
They now know that it’s better to confess to each other even if they don’t know the others answer, it’s safer that way.
But they still love each other even if they are belonged to another person.
The End.
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♥ I told you it's not as angsty as my other fic (and so incoherent too), also my Arabic paper was [Geh!] today xP but it was ok, just the part where i have to translate English to Arabic and Arabic to Malay and English. Tomorrow Maths Paper 1.
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