| Fan Fiction |
by azn14
“Everybody ready?” Junsu asked looking at Jaejoong and Miyeon. Jaejoong gave a thumbs up and Junsu started to drive. Miyeon told Junsu where she lived and they headed there first. Once they started driving, Miyeon felt Jaejoong tug on her blanket. She turned towards his pouting face.
“I’m cold too. Do you mind if we share?” Miyeon grinned at his pout and unwrapped herself so that the blanket covered the both of them. Jaejoong inched closer to her and snuggled up against her making Miyeon feel a bit warm. “If we stick by each other we can be even warmer,” Jaejoong stated. Miyeon nodded and turned to look out the window. She could feel his body heat passing onto her. It was comforting, yet, odd. Miyeon wasn’t used to these gestures without her lashing out with him.
Jaejoong was satisfied now that Miyeon wasn’t being totally cold towards him. To him, it felt like she was finally starting to get used to him being there. Maybe star-gazing and sunrise was all it took to get to her. But, whatever it was that got to her, Jaejoong was ecstatic. The awkward feeling of them sharing one blanket didn’t even register in his mind. She was so close to him at the moment and he could feel his heart thumping rapidly. Taking advantage of the situation, Jaejoong laid his head on Miyeon’s shoulder. Miyeon jumped a bit at the weight. Jaejoong put his finger to his lips and shushed her. “Don’t scream. Waking up Yoochun isn’t such a good idea,” he pointed towards Yoochun who was passed out.
Miyeon nodded and tried to push his head off her shoulder lightly feeling a bit uncomfortable. Jaejoong didn’t budge, but instead put more pressure on his head. “I just want to sleep for a bit; I’m really tired. Please let me use your shoulder, okay?” Jaejoong gave her his award-winning smile.
Miyeon sighed and playfully rolled her eyes. “Fine, but just this once okay?” she whispered. Jaejoong grinned and placed himself comfortably on her shoulder. He felt so happy inside. Miyeon isn’t a bad person, she just needs time to open up to people is all, Jaejoong thought. He looked up at Miyeon who was staring out the window in a daze. Her features looked so beautiful and gentle. Her eyes were soft while looking at everything they past and her lips slightly parted. Jaejoong’s heart sped up a bit again. He couldn’t help but feel so happy around her. He continued to stare at her without her noticing and finally felt his eyes drooping. Jaejoong finally fell asleep with a smile on his face.
His sleeping face was angelic. When Miyeon looked at him, he looked so peaceful with a smile on his face and relaxed features. As she looked closer, she could see that he had really great skin and was really handsome. His nose curved nicely and his eyelashes long. His bangs were covering his forehead gently and his lips were in a smile. This guy can change people I bet, Miyeon thought while examining his face.
“Is looking at him while he is sleeping a part of your so called ‘experiment’”? Junsu said from the front seat. Miyeon looked away from Jaejoong being careful not to move so much that he fell off.
“Uh no. I just… you know… uh…,” Miyeon stuttered not knowing how to explain herself. You are such a babo; Miyeon beat herself up in her head. Junsu laughed at her.
“Don’t worry. I won’t tell him you were checking him out while he was sleeping. Let’s just say it’s another secret between us, okay?” he suggested not taking his eyes off the road. Miyeon stared at the back of Junsu’s head.
“You’re really nice Junsu. I have to thank you for keeping my secret,” she said seriously. He waved his hand in the air in denial.
“That’s the kind of guy that I am. No need to thank me. Just tell me this,” Junsu paused and licked his lips, “are you going to drop the experiment or not?”
Junsu looked in the rear-view mirror trying to see her expression. He truly wanted to hear what she had to say. He didn’t want his friend hurt and he didn’t want her to go through this pain of hurting him. Miyeon looked a bit uncertain of herself from what Junsu could see, and he was right. Miyeon was too confused. She bit her lip wondering how to answer. It was all still too blurry in her head. “I’d like to hear what you are thinking,” Junsu mumbled.
Miyeon sighed. Junsu was a person she could trust, it was okay to tell him what she was thinking. “Well, it’s just that, I don’t know whether or not it’s right to drop it or not. I mean, I was never the person who gave something up easily. I always have to finish what I start. This isn’t the kind of thing I want to finish though. I don’t want to make Jaejoong hate me anymore. He’s way too caring for me to do that,” Junsu nodded his head, “but, the problem is that if I give it up, Heewon will get mad at me. I wanted to try this in the first place, and she will get angry with me for backing out. She has helped me a lot in this, and it seems wrong to waste her efforts. I don’t know what she’ll do if I quit now.” Miyeon looked out the window watching the trees pass by. They were almost at her house now.
Junsu shook his head, “Why does she have to control your situation? Does Heewon have to be half of the reason? Isn’t it your life, not hers? If you want to stop, just stop. This isn’t one of those things that has to be completed. Don’t be afraid of failing this one little thing; because frankly, it isn’t worth it at all,” Junsu stated his opinion and parked outside Miyeon’s small house.
Miyeon felt better telling him what she thought. The way he worded it made her feel better. He was totally right about this. She had to stop before it was too late. Miyeon exhaled and looked at the man who was sleeping on her shoulder. I can’t make you suffer, she thought staring at him. She pulled his ear to wake him up. “Jaejoong-ah, I have to leave now. Can you get off me?”Jaejoong woke up by her ear-tug but he didn’t want her to leave. He continued to act asleep. He shifted so that his head was more on her shoulder.
“Jaejoong, please. I need to wake Dawn up for school soon. I need to go,” she sighed. Miyeon looked towards Junsu who shrugged and smiled at her situation. Miyeon feeling desperate took the blanket off her and placed it on Jaejoong. She started to move her body carefully but felt Jaejoong wrap his arms around her.
“Miyeon, don’t leave me,” Jaejoong said trying to act like he was sleep talking. Miyeon sighed and peeled his arms off her. Before he could anything else, Miyeon opened the car door and jumped out, making Jaejoong hit his head on the car seat. He propped up his elbows and pointed at Miyeon who was out of the car. “That hurt you know!” Jaejoong exclaimed. Miyeon stuck out her tongue and went to Junsu’s window.
Junsu rolled down his window and raised his eyebrow. “I just want you to know that I’m going to drop it. I can’t stand hurting other people. I have hurt him enough. Thanks Junsu for everything,” she bowed towards him, “can I have your number so we can keep in touch?” Junsu shook his head and frowned.
“Miyeon, I’m glad you are dropping it, but I can’t give you my number,” Miyeon tilted her head in confusion, “I’m moving tomorrow overseas. I went out with Yoochun and Jaejoong as a going away party. I’m sorry I didn’t mention in earlier. But, I will tell Jaejoong to tell you my e-mail, and we’ll talk through there okay?” Miyeon’s jaw dropped and she frowned. She just gained this great friend, and now he was moving. She nodded her head and waved goodbye to him.
As she walked up to her door and turned her back to see the car backing up. She saw Jaejoong peering at her happy. Jaejoong, I’m glad I’m giving this up, she thought. Then Junsu turned the car so that his window was facing her. His window was still rolled down so he peeked out of it and cupped his hands around his mouth, “Remember, it’s your life! Hate isn’t a thing that’s pretty!” he screamed. Miyeon smiled and waved heading into her house. He’s completely right, Miyeon thought.
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kk, just wanted to tell about my performance :
we (as in me and my two friends) had to performance our things twice.
Dancing[all three of us](Nobody- Wonder Girls) :we did really good the first time! it was like yay! and then the second time, we messed up a bit. but it was fine ehhe.
Singing[me & my unnie](Proud-DBSK) oh gosh, i was shaking ahha. but, i must say it went quite well ahah. when i watched it on my sis's cmaera, we sounded decent ehhe.
anyways, so it went well is all im saying :)
hope you all have a wonderful day~
comments please and no silent readerss.
04.26.09