Fan Fiction

A Secret I Would Die For [complete]

by ruwee

Chapter 12

Well, one month’s passed and I still can’t believe it. I still can’t believe what Selina had to tell me and I don’t even want to remember anything about it. Anyway, the last news I heard from the agency is that another new member joined them. What I heard was her name’s Charlene – Charlene Choi, that’s what I remember but I’m not sure though. Now, that I mentioned it. Wasn’t it that Chun’s ex-girlfriend’s named Charlene? Though I’m most certain that it can’t be her, haha.

About Chun and I’s relationship… All I can say is that we’re taking it easy and slow. We haven’t fought yet, but I’m not saying that I want to because I most certainly would blame myself again and feel guilty if ever we do. Oh, and the whole office staff are talking about us but then I don’t care, we don’t care, everybody doesn’t care. But wait, the office staff cares.

“Hi.” I greeted him as I went inside his office with a cup of coffee in my hands to place it on top of his desk.

“Hello.” He greeted me and motioned for me to come closer for him to kiss me on my cheeks as he sat. Well, that’s how he is - very stubborn, he doesn’t want to get up from his seat once he starts doing his work. I got to know him more with this relationship. We got even tighter than tight, haha. I just knew as the past month progressed that he had tempers too. I laughed every time he showed me that attitude of his.

“Chun, what’s the name of your ex-girlfriend again?” I asked him, which startled him. He rose an eyebrow up at me as if he didn’t want to give it to me.

“Why, you’ll strangle her?” He clapped.

“No, I’m just asking.” I replied and shook my head in defense. I’m not that violent, I’m even more violent than just violent itself, I thought.

“Well…” He paused. “Her name’s Charlene.”

“Her surname?” I asked.

“Let me ask you first why you are asking?” He asked and looked at me with that serious look.

“I get it.” I exclaimed. “You don’t want to tell me for you might still get back with her.” I emphasized the word still. “And worst, you still love her and you’re making me a barrier.” Then, in a series of seconds my back faced him. Really, I was mad. I was just asking for his ex’ name and yet he didn’t want to tell me. If he answered me with the quote ‘past is past’, I’d really strangle his ex right in front of his face. Why? Because I think that if you don’t want to tell something about your ex to your current girlfriend, it’s like you still want to get back with your ex, right? Well, that’s for my point of view, I don’t know why he doesn’t want to tell me though.

“Are you crazy?” He asked me. Ugh, now he’s calling me crazy and I’m shocked. He stood up from his seat, I could hear it and even before he could come and hug me, I walked just a few more steps away from him. “Hey!” He called out, but I didn’t dare to answer.

Just lately, I was elaborating to you guys how we haven’t fought yet for the past month, but then here he comes to me as if he wanted a fight. Anyway, why am I over reacting today? I asked myself. I’m not like this! Oh my, the word ‘vomit’, it’s brimming out of my mouth and I came running to the bathroom of my office to take it all out on the toilet bowl. I heard the door of my office swung open, I knew it was him. Oh, why am I acting all weird and I just seemed to notice now? I asked myself and continued vomiting, while my hands gripped on either side of the toilet bowl.

“Ella!” Chun yelled having to have found me inside the bathroom of my office vomiting. He massaged my back and this time it didn’t reach up to my butt. In a series of coughing and vomiting, I realized that I forgot what I'd ask of him earlier and noticed that he too forgot about it.

“Chun…” I started out with a whisper and gargled on the sink as soon as I finished off with my business with the toilet bowl. Chun flushed the toilet bowl, I heard it. Most probably, he wasn’t able to take in the smell for it really smelled like ‘euw’. “I just suddenly felt nauseous; it’s nothing to worry about.” I reasoned out, as I gargled. Now, with the mouth wash. The vomit really tasted bitter and I don’t want it to linger in my mouth most especially when I want to kiss him. I just don’t want him to get grossed out.

In a series of minutes, we were now on my office couch. I leaned my head on his shoulders, while his hands caressed my hair up to my face. It was still morning, I know. But then, I got sleepy and didn’t notice I already slept on him.

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I woke up to the sound of wind chimes. Yes, I had wind chimes on my office hanging just right on top of my office desk. It’s up to you how you imagine it. I found myself in my office couch, with a jacket over me. I looked all around me and found Chun sitting on my office chair.

“You’re awake.” He said, still twirling on my wind chimes.

“Yeah.” I sat right up and scratched my eyes. “What time is it?” I asked him.

“About seven in the evening.” He glanced up at the clock and then back at me. “You’ve been acting so weird these past weeks, Elle.” He noticed.

“Yeah, I noticed that too.” I spoke and looked at him with a serious expression on my face. “I suddenly felt nauseous lately, I suddenly sleep.” I widened my eyes in shock and then he looked at me as if I realized that I just remembered something for me to be acting this way. “Isn’t this the first time I’m sleeping here during working hours?” I asked him and then he laughed.

“I thought it was something else that you suddenly looked shocked.” He continued laughing. “Yeah, this is your first time to be sleeping during working hours.” Then, silence filled the room after what he just said. “Let’s go have dinner.” He just broke the ice.

“Okay.” I stood up from my seat and went towards him to give him back his jacket. “I’ll go to the bathroom first.”

“Don’t lock it.” He said. “Something might happen to you again.” Aw, he’s worried. Then right after that, I went straight to the bathroom and pressed my butt to the toilet bowl, which was already clean. He probably asked the janitor to do so; I thought and looked down my panty to check if there is any stain of blood. To my surprise, there were still none and it really bothered me so much that I don’t know what weird thing or food had I ate for the past week.

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“What’s that smell?” I asked Chun as our food was being served on our table.

“Doesn’t is smell good?” He asked me back with a grin on his face as he started forking out every dish there is on our table.

“Smells weird to me.” I replied and forked out a mushroom.

“Now, if it smells weird for you… How does it taste?” He asked me again. I chewed the mushroom carefully and when I did, it was as if it went to the wrong place.

“Really, it tastes and smells real weird Chun.” I replied. “Can you go with me for a check-up tomorrow?”

"Why?" He asked me.

“Because it’s your own fault why I’m acting all weird.” I replied as if I knew what I’m feeling now. Well, I completely know now why. I’m a female; I should know the signs of being…, haha.

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Well, if you people are asking for the truth… The truth would be revealed on the succeeding chapters. :] Bye for now. :-h This MIGHT be my last update for the week or day, because I’m going to be updating Incest in Love. MIGHT, I repeat. MIGHT.