Fan Fiction

Like A Fool

by miia186

Chapter 13

o13: Decision Making

[[Message Chatters!]]

Firstly, the author wants to apologise for not updating this fanfic for a superbly long time.
The author ALSO hopes that she doesn't loose any of her readers.

JaeSu fan -lol.thanks for the comment.

noriko -ohh,no.You're not late.In fact,I think you were one of the first ones to comment the previous chapter. ^^ so did you read my one-shot birthday specials? I haven't written anything for Eeteuk oppa's birthday yet. I can't think.**sobs** And for your request, I'll try my best to update yours on his birthday. But don't get your hopes too high. I might OR might not be able to.Ohh! And my birthday one-shots,if you REALLY TRULY WANT your one-shot to be on his birthday(or your birthday) then go to my one-shot birthday specials and apply there. I decided to make it open so that more people would apply.Thanks for the comment!

Krystle -you know,your name reminds me of my classmate. Her name is Crystal. AND she is also a PSYCHO. I'm starting to suspect that either you ARE her,OR that you might be her CLONE. lol. And yes,I do admit that you might be a nutcase reader.Thanks for the comment!

aChan -well,yes.Actually,noriko was.Not me!**shakes head** haha! yeah. I heard you're a Yoochun lover. Ohh,and for your question...No, it's NOT too late to apply for it. The application actually goes on forever UNLESS i want to stop it.REALLY?! HOW FAR IS NORIKO'S BIRTHDAY FROM KIBUM'S?! GAHH! SHE'S SOO LUCKY! (though,mine's quite close to Eunhyuk's! ^^) Thanks for the comment!

Peace<3 -Thats good for you! I had Design&Technology for the first-half and now I'm having HomeEcons. Its still a bummer for me 'cause both the subjects are taken by my Form//Co-Form teachers. -.-" AND my principal actually went for a one-to-one talk with each class about the H1N1 thingy,and it took us about 1 week just to finish the talk. Each class talk AT LEAST an hour. Imagine that!Thanks for the 'Good Luck!' and Good Luck to you too! Thanks for the comment!

Riz-2611 -Heyy unnie! lol. Okay. So you're older than me! (I know,I'm slow.) Thanks for the comment!

aznraisin -firstly,no you're not silent anymore. BUT I'M STILL WATCHING YOU! **points two-fingers to eye then to you** Heechul would be 27(international)//28(korean). If I'm not wrong,that's their customs,so don't ask me why he's got two ages.

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Chapter 13:o13: Decision Making
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Disclaimer:I DO NOT OWN SUPER JUNIOR,THE SONGS THAT I MIGHT POST,OR THE FICTIONAL CHARACTERS THAT MIGHT COME OUT.
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5OK9MN_vqnU&feature=PlayList&p=E2E26B9FCB0C1632&index=10
listen to this: Heartquake by SJ ft Micky Yoochun&&U-Know Yunho of DBSK.
[[It doesn't really fit the first half, but I'd say just listen to it all the way. ^^V]]
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You walked into the kitchen to get yourself a cup of milk early that morning when you saw a big package on the coffe table.

Your name was written on it.

Filled with curiosity, you picked the package up and riped the side carefully.

In the package, were about a few dozen of letters.

All of it came from the orphanage. (A/N: orphanage/foster home = SAME THING! The author just found that out today. -.-|||)

You hadn't change your address so all your mails were sent to the orphanage.

Half of it came from the residents of the orphanage, asking when you would come back but only one letter stood out.

It wasn't from the orphanage,but it came together with it.

A sticky note was stuck on the top of the letter.

It said: '(_____)-ah, I found this letter waiting for you. I thought it was personal so I didn't bother reading it.'

You smiled as you knew the note was written by your one and only best friend from the orphanage, Choi Sugyeong.

You opened the letter and read it's contents.

'Dear (_____)-ssi,

I am glad to announce that Geonguk University is offering you a chance to continue your dream of majoring in Performing Arts, mainly singing. The head of the University had a meeting about your request and we came to a decision to let you give it a try.

Do be reminded that you are to report to campus for your new schedules, and we have prepared a new dorm for you. You are advised to bring your necessities and whatever else you need. Also be reminded that now that you have officially changed your major, you would need a lot of extra time and work for the rest of the year to catch up with you classmates. Therefore, there might be a slight chance that you may only get to visit the orphanage once every three months. That is, if you want to visit the orphanage.

This is all up to your decision.

We are looking forward to seeing you back in the campus this coming Monday.

Dean,
Mr Jung.'

You were really thrilled to hear the news but you didn't want to let Yesung know about it just yet.

You planned a surprise for him after he comes back from work.

"Umma, what are you holding? Did Sugyeong Nuna write to you again?" Yijeong asked.

"Oh? How did you manage to wake up early in the morning? You'd used to hit me in the head with whatever you could hold if I woke you up early in the morning." You were surprised to see him.

"I don't know. I just felt like waking up early. Ohh, Leeteuk Hyung told me to tell you that he wants to tell Appa that Appa has no schedule today. AND Leeteuk Hyung told me to tell you that he wants to tell Appa that no matter what, he still wants Appa to report at the SM Building." Yijeong said in two short breaths.

"Oh great, now you're starting to take on Yesung Oppa's characteristics." You made your way upstairs.

"Oppa, wake up."

Yesung wriggled in his bed and pouted.

"Oppa, Leeteuk Oppa said you don't have any schedule today but you still have to get to the SM Building."

"Vvat zaim izzit?(What time is it?)" Yesung mumbled into his pillow.

"Close to 7.50AM."

"WHAT?!" Yesung's head shout up as he started darting around the room.

Honestly, the time was 6.30AM.

You just wanted him to wake up.

"Chillax Oppa. I was just kidding. It's only 6.30AM." You pointed to the watch.

"Ugh, (_____)-ah.. Don't do that.. You know I don't like it.."

Yesung walks back to you and hugs you.

You gave him a long kiss before pulling away.

"Go and bathe Oppa, you're breathe stinks.. I'll make breakfast so come down and eat after bathing."

Yesung was about to shout at your remark but in the end he agreed after taking a whiff of his breath.

As Yesung finished having his breakfast, you sent him off at the door.

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[[Lunch time at SM Building]]

You decided to deliver Yesung his lunch without him knowing.

The kids were at home, Omonim was taking care of them.

As you took the lift up to the sixth floor, you bumped into Hyoyeon on the third floor.

"Oh, h-hey.. (_____)-ah, what are you doing here?"

"Delivering lunch to Yesung Oppa."

"You really wouldn't want to meet him now.." Hyoyeon whispered to herself.

"I'm sorry Unnie, what did you say?"

"Huh? Nothing. I'm going off on this level. Take care! ..of your heart.."

Unfortunately you weren't able to hear the last part as the lift door had already closed.

The lift finally made it to the sixth floor and you went into Super Junior's practice room.

"Heyy (_____) Nuna! What are you doing here?" Ryeowook saw you coming in.

"Just delivering Yesung's lunch. You can share it with him if he lets you. By the way, where is Yesung Oppa?" You asked.

"Yesung Hyung? U-Uhm.. I-I.. don't think you should--"

"Are you hiding something from me, Ryeowook-ah?"

"N-Nothing... He should be somewhere around the corridor. H-He went out for a break...with her.."

Like Hyoyeon, you didn't hear the last part.

You went around the whole level looking for Yesung.

Finally, at a balcony down the hall,you saw Yesung's silhoutte.

Smiling happily to yourself,you decided to surprise Yesung.

But as you came closer, you noticed that he wasn't alone.

In fact, he was lip-locking with Haerin.

Haerin saw you looking shocked, smirked and continued kissing Yesung in front of your eyes.

After a mere second of staring at their passionate make-out session, you then quietly sprinted out of the SM Building.

Yesung had lip-locked in front of you.

He just did.

How could you gather up all you confidence to be able to face him, after that?

You lost all your senses as this time, the only thought in your mind was to get the heck out of Seoul.

You weren't in a total loss, you still had the University that was offering you a spot, and you had the orphanage to go to.

At home, Omonim understood your decision without even asking.

"Go. This has been your ultimate dream since childhood, wasn't it? Don't let anything get in your way. I know, that it hurts in your heart, but dear, I was once like you too. Having trouble with love isn't going to stop you like it did with me,right? Go and make your dream come true. I would have asked you to stay and marry my Yesung but seeing it as it is, it would be better to just forgive and forget." Omonim told you as you started packing.

As you packed you luggage, your phone vibrated.

Yesung -- It read.

You couldn't help stopping the tears that were flowing down your cheeks as Omonim gave you a one-sided hug.

"Be strong, my dear. Be strong. Don't cry over silly things like love. You would find that this experience would be just an obstruction to your life if you hang on to this moment. Just let it go and move on."

Omonim left you to get yourself together.

If I were to leave, I might as well leave on a happy note, right? -- You thought.

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It's been decades, nehh?
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Well, I don't think I made an announcement here on my other story.
Well I've got a Short Story up in Winglin!
It's called Blooming Friendship -- Heechul||OC (Moon Miseon) -- /miia_chul3
It's about to finish but I thought you guys should know.
I'm thinking of posting ANOTHER new story, a short one,of course.
But this time I was thinking of DONGHAE!
SO TO ALL DONGHAE LOVER'S OUT THERE(reading this story), TELL ME IF YOU WANT ME TO MAKE A DONGHAE||OC SHORT STORY!
P.S. IF YOU DO, GIVE ME SUGGESTIONS OF THE OC'S NAME! (It can be your own name for all I know.)
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Ohh, and I still write one-shot//birthday wishes.
/miia_sj
Just write your birthday,tell me with who, and maybe a special scene, and I'll be sure to write one for you! ^^V
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Author,
miia186 ShiningDbJr<3