Fan Fiction

Like A Fool

by miia186

Chapter 2

Special:2-in-1

Just to notify,the chapter titles are~
Chapter 2:oo2:Should I Just...?
Chapter 3:oo3:Falling Again

[[Message Chatters!]]

aChan -not really, (_____) may live there,but its quite difficult to see the artistes since there is a carpark and all artistes have cars.Lesser chance if (_____) meeting Yesung,but I can't gaurantee anything. *winks*

XIAOSI -thanks for commenting! and yeah,it is kinda sad.

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PS,I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOUR OPINIONS ABOUT THE STORY.AND IF YOU LIKE,YOU CAN EVEN TELL ME WHAT SCENES I CAN PUT INTO THE STORY.

ALSO,I'LL BE GOING FOR CAMP THIS SATURDAY,WHICH IS LIKE IN TWO DAYS TIME.
I WON'T BE ABLE TO UPDATE THIS STORY FOR 4 DAYS AND 3 NIGHTS.THOUGH, THE LAST DAY SHOULD BE EXCEPTIONAL,UNLESS I GET TOO TIRED TO GET ON THE COMPUTER.WISH ME LUCK FOR MY CAMP! I WON'T BE ABLE TO SLEEP RIGHT FOR THAT AMOUNT OF DAYS,SO THE FIRST CHAPTER THAT I UPDATE AFTER THE CAMP MIGHT BE UBER BORING,SO I MIGHT BE EDITING THAT. ANYWAYS,WISH ME LUCK!! ^^V

Oh,also! I'm posting up two chapters in one update![[if you haven't noticed the title]] HOPE YOU LIKE IT!
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Chapter 2:oo2:Should I Just...?
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Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN SUPER JUNIOR,THE SONGS THAT I MIGHT POST,OR THE FICTIONAL CHARACTERS THAT MIGHT COME OUT.
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lDWNTm4M76A
listen to this: Love Disease from SJ's third repackaged album.
[[A/N:listen to it when there's a phone call! ^^V PS,it made me cry.]]
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"Nuna!!Lets go out and play! Appa says there's a playground near the apartment!!Come on!"

"What about your sister and little brother,Yijong-ah?"

"MIRI NUNA!!! ME AND (_____) NUNA ARE GOING DOWN! WANNA COME?!"

"YAH! YOU'RE SO NOISY! I'M RIGHT HERE!"

While the two siblings were fighting,you went into Miran's room to see him trying to climb out of his bed.
[[A/N: ohh,you know,the little bed designed for babies to slep in so they won't fall down and hurt themselves. ^^V]]

"Aigoo,Miran-ah,I think you and I are the only ones sane here."You said as you carried Miran out of his bed.
And as an answer to your question,he laughed.

"Come on now,Miri-ah,Yijong-ah. Lets go down."

The two of them zoomed pass you and out of the house leaving you and Miran shocked at the doorstep.
You made your way out,following the two who were waiting for the elevator.
As the four of you made your way to the playground,you couldn't help smiling to yourself,thinking what it would be like if you were reunited again with Yesung.

A sudden bump was made to get you back to reality.

"Oh,joesonghamni--." You abruptly stop and was dumbfounded to the fact that the person you bumped into was none other than Yesung.

Truthfully,that was part of the reason why you stopped.The other part to the reason was because even though Yesung deliberately looked at you,he seemed to have ignored you and went straight into the SM Ent. Buliding.

You were hurt and you wanted to cry your heart out,but when Miran started crying, it hit you that the fact that you would be noticed by Yesung again might be true in a million years time.
You slowly sang a lullaby to Miran as tears started rolling down your cheeks.

As you reached the park,you sat on the bench watching Miri and Yijong chasing each other while Miran was sleeping on your shoulder.
You realized,though these kids with you aren't your children,you'd have to be at your best for them,if it wasn't for Yesung.
Even if Yesung doesn't notice you,you know that these three children would have noticed you even if you weren't trying to get their attention.

-I might as well continue my life for them,if it wasn't for anything else.-

Yes,if you were wondering,you were a foster child.No,you don't live with Yesung's family,neither do you live alone.
You live at the Foster Home,and you've got lots of friends there.
You could say your life was pretty much normal.
You weren't bullied and you had a pretty nice childhood.
You were also a Student/Teacher at the Home.
Whenever the foster kids had a problem with their school or studies,you would be like their counsellor whom they look for.
You weren't strict,neither were you a softie.
The kids there looked up to you.

-And thats another reason why my life has always been the best,if it wasn't for you.-

[[A/N: you're not blaming him,its just that before the earlier incident,you always thought that Yesung was the only reason for you to continue living,and that he was the only reason your life had always the best.]]

"Nuna! Tell us the story about the Prince Charming and the Princess. You never finished the story!"

"Yeah unnie! What happened to the Princess? Did she get to meet the Prince Charming again? Did he come back for her? Does he recognize her now that she's beautiful?"

"Dongsaeng-ah.Maybe telling you the story was a bad idea.The story doesn't have a happy ending."

"But I thought ALL fairytales had a happy ending!" Yijong gave you a sad face,he was on the verge of crying.
You turned to face Miri,she was about to cry too.

"I guess not ALL fairytales have a happy ending. Lets go back up. Kaja." You said,trying to hold back your tears to appear stong in front of them.

"Aniyo Nuna..Lets stay here for a while."

You were about to settle down with Miran still in your hands when your phone vibrated.
[[A/N:you can start the music now. ^^V]]

"Yeoboseyo? NEH?! WHERE?! S-SURE,I'LL BE THERE! Miri-ah,take your dongsaeng back up to the apartment,and don't open the door to anyone,okay? Now go!"

You handed Miran,who was still sleeping soundly,to Miri.
You ran in the direction of Seoul Hospital as you were trying to hail a cab.

"Seoul Hospital,and quick please!" You told the driver as you started to be on the verge of tears.

Your dashed to the Information Desk after paying the taxi fare.

"Can I know where Mr and Mrs Kim are at? I'm their baby-sitter."

"Their at the Emergency Room.The doctors are still trying their best to save the couple."

You didn't listen to the last part and ran straight to the ER.
A few minutes turned into hours as you waited for the doctors to come out.

After what seemed like eternity,the doctors finally made their way out.

"Doctor,are Mr and Mrs Kim okay? Where are they? Can I see them now?" You clinged onto the Doctor's suit.
[[A/N: I have no idea what you call the white dress//apron thingy that they were.]]

"Are you Miss (_____)?" You gave a slight nod.

"I'm sorry Miss. We did everything we could to save them. Mr Kim was Dead On Arrival,and Mrs Kim lost too much blood on the way to the hospital. We couldn't do anything."

You slid down the Doctor's suit as you were left alone outside the ER.
The tears wouldn't stop flowing down as you clutched onto your shirt over your heart.
It was hurting a lot.It was unbearable.

-What am I supposed to do now? I've got no money. I don't know anyone in Seoul. How am I gonna tell the kids? How am I gonna tell Omonim?-

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You continued dragging your legs as you made you way out of the building elevator.
You went through your back pocket for the keys.
Slowly,with whatever energy you had left,you went into the house to find two tiny figures all sleeping on the couch.
You couldn't help smiling to see the two figures that loves you like they love they're parents,and how you love them as much as you would love your own child.
You picked them up,one on each arm.
As you walked to their room,you kept thinking how you were going to tell them the news.
And also,how you were going to tell Halmoni the news.

"Unnie,I thought you left us.Yijong cried waiting for you." Miri mumbled as you slowly laid her on her bed.

You tucked her and kissed her forehead,"I will never leave the three of you.I promise,cross my heart."

You made your way to your bathroom and washed your face to relieve yourself from all the pain you went through.
You tried your best to sleep soundly,but you ended up crying yourself to sleep.

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Chapter 3:oo3:Falling Again
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Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN SUPER JUNIOR,THE SONGS THAT I MIGHT POST OR THE FICTIONAL CHARACTERS THAT MIGHT COME OUT.
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1zOZTBcA1eI&feature=related
listen to this: Love U More from SJ's Third Repackaged Album
[[A/N: listen to it when Someone knocks on the apartment door.]]

You found yourself sleeping in the middle of Miri and Yijong.
You tried to get out of bed without waking them up,but failed to do so.

"Nuna? Did we wake you up?" Yijong rubbed one of his eye as he squinted the other.Miri was also sitting up on the bed squinting at you.

"Why don't you two go and take a shower in your own bathroom first while I shower Miran and myself in my bathroom.Meet me in the living room."

"Nehh." The two siblings made their way out as you went to pick Miran up.He was already awake,staring at the ceiling.
[[A/N: you and Miran share a room.The other two share a room and their parents shared a room,obviously.]]

After the shower,your senses was much more awake than yesterday night.
You and Miran went into the living room as you handed Miran to Miri.

"I'll make breakfast.Watch something on TV first."

As you were preparing the plates,you heard the TV.

"News of yesterday's car crash became a hot news among Seoul citizens. A couple in their late 20's,riding a BMW had supposedly crash into another car, with another couple in their early 20's. It had been made clear by investigation that----*CRASH*"

The plate you were holding had collided onto the floor.
You stood shocked.
Slowly and sub-conscious,you bent down and picked up the broken pieces of glass.
You didn't even notice yourself getting a deep cut on your palm until Yijong rushed to your side.

"Nuna! Pi!" He said as he pointed to your palm.

You were shook back to reality as the pain started sinking in.
You rushed to the sink to wash away the blood.
Miri came to you and handed you the first aid kit.

"Komawo,Miri-ah."

"Tell me,Unnie. The car crash on the news had something to do with us, right? Umma and Appa? They didn't come home last night.No matter what happens they'd always be home at night."

You were about to answer Miri when the phone suddenly rang.

You were hesitant to pick it up.You knew what would be the outcome of answering it.

Slowly,you placed the receiver to your ear.

"Y-yeoboseyo?" You waited to hear what the caller's motive was.

"(_____)-yah,its Omonim.." you could hear her silently crying on the other side of the phone line.

"N-neh Omonim.Please, speak up."

"Heeson-ie..He--" you cut her.You knew it was rude but you knew what she was about to say.

"Arayo,Omonim. I went to the hospital yesterday. They called me."

"Did you tell the kids yet?"

"Aniyo Omonim,but Miri saw the news and you know how smart that girl is."

"Nehh,I suggest you tell her but don't tell the others yet.They're too young. Tell Miri not to tell them."

"Nehh Omonim. I understand. I'll be going now." You hung up and turned back to Miri.

You bent down to her level,"Miri-ah,I hope you understand the situation right now. I know you're smart enough not to tell your brothers."

"Neh,Unnie. I won't tell them. Uri Umma and Appa...They're gone already,right?"

You were chocked on your words that you could only nod in response.

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After all the commotion in the kitchen,all four of you were finally settled down.
You continued watching the TV until you suggested to the two siblings about going to the SM Ent. Building to see their uncle.
You knew it was difficult to get in,and that Yesung probably doesn't know you anymore,but you didn't care as long as the three siblings get to see their uncle.
As you were dressing Miran,there was a knock on the door.
You walked to the front door.
[[A/N: you can start playing the music now! ^^V]]

"Nugu--" you opened the door. It was Yesung.

You let him in,still surprised that he actually new about his cousin and niece and nephews,but he probably doesn't remember you.
You heard Miran crying in your room.
You picked him up into your arms as you called Miri and Yijong out of their room.

"Miri-ah,Yijong-ah,Miran-ah, meet your samchoon."

"Ahnnyeonghaseyo." The two siblings bowed together.

"Ahnnyeong,Miri-ah,Yijong-ah,Miran-ah." Yesung replied as he looked at each of them while saying their name.

"And...May I know, you are?" He asked,eye-ing you.

Your heart couldn't break anymore than it already has.The fact that he forgot you was too hurtful that you didn't want it to get into your head.

"Ahnnyeonghaseyo,Yesung-ah. Remember me? Your childhood friend? It's (_____).I'm baby-sitting your niece and nephews."You bowed deeply.

He eyed you up and down before a smile crept up his face,"(_____)-ah!!! Its been so long! You've grown A LOT! YOU'RE EVEN MORE PRETTIER!!"

You couldn't help blushing at that moment.
Even if he had broken your heart,you couldn't help falling for his sweet talk.
You bowed again,a gesture of saying thanks.

"Uwah,I didn't think I'd be able to see you again! I thought you were married with some rich guy already!" He exclaimed in delight as he hugged you,but he was careful enough not to hurt Miran who was still in your hands,trying to hide from Yesung who, to a baby like him, looks like a total stranger.

You broke the hug and said,"Well,if it wasn't for your promises,I might have been married already. Do you know how long I waited?" You eyed his movements.

"Oh my! I totally forgot about those promises.Well,I did remember, but I just couldn'tfind the right time to go back to the countryside.Its been busy lately,with my group's third album and the promotions and all." He looked down on the floor tiles.

Miri broke your moment as she went up to Yesung and tugged his shirt.
Yesung bent down to her level as she whispered something into his ears.

"You're quite a smart little girl,aren't you?"

"Arayo,(_____) unnie tells me that a lot of times." She smiled at him.

"So,(_____)-ah, about my cousin's----" you cut him off.

"Lets...not talk about it over here. The other two doesn't know anything yet. Why don't we go down to the park and discuss things there?" You said as Yijong,who immediately heard the word 'park' suddenly started jumping up and down with a wide smile plastered on his face.

It was an awkward walk to the park.
Yijong and Miri had already raced each other to the playground.

"So--" The two of you started at the same time.

"You go first." You said.

"Aniyo,ladies first." You blushed.

"So,what was it you wanted to say at the apartment?" You looked up at him as the two of you settled on the park bench.

"About my cousin's death...I heard you were supposed to take care of the kids for a week here in Seoul. I guess there isn't any reason for you to stay here anymore."

"Aniyo,I'll still be staying here for a week. But its so that the three of them can spend the most of this time before going back to the countryside." You watched the kids play.

"So...You didn't come here because of me?" He sounded a bit hurt.

"My main intention at first was to see you,but then that day, when me and the three of them were on the way to the park,we bumped into each other and you totally disregarded me so I thought you totally forgot about me."

"Wait! You were the person I bumped into?! Oh my! Why didn't you call me or something?"

"I didn't know what to do,so I just stood there."

"Well then,if I could make it up to you,why don't we go out?"

"Go out? What do you mean?" You grew curious.

"Like,the two of us,on a date?"

"Wait..So,Yesung, the lead singer of Super Junior,is asking me out on a date?"

"Yeah..Is it that special?"

"You ARE a member Super Junior.Don't you know how your fans would react if they knew I was going out on a date with you?? An ordinary person like me!"

"You're not ordinary,you're special."

"Thanks,but that doesn't help the situation."

"Then lets go on a secret date. I can ask my members to help us out."

"Okay,even if I say yes to this,who's gonna take care of these three kids?" By that time,Yijong and Miri had already come back to you.They were sitting on the ground in front of you,watching the whole drama.

"We can take care of ourselves! Rememver when you told us to stay at home and don't open the door to strangers? Nothing happened to us!" Miri answered your question.

"Well then sure,but I still don't trust Miri on this. You may be smart,Miri-ah. But that doesn't always mean you're safe."

"My members can take care of them."

"Yeah we can." A sudden voice appeared from behind you.

You turned to see the rest of Super Junior standing behind you.
They had been listening to your conversation with Yesung all along.
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And that was the special 2-in-1 update!
I hope you guys like it!
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Once again,
I hope you liked it.
I hope I'm able to give you another special 2-in-1 update tomorrow too!
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Author,
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