| Fan Fiction |
by Ming Ming
The others went on talking about it while I trudged upstairs still thinking about the secret...they were players...that means DaeSung is also...was he playing me? I actually thought he was the right guy for me since my first love passed away...I just can't believe this! Why does it have to be him? This is giving me a major headache!
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~Next Day~
(Xiaoxen's POV)
The girls and I arrived to class and we saw Big Bang sitting there already. I always wondered about their name, Big Bang, now I actually know why they're called that! We walked to some empty seats...that were in the front...away from them. Then DaeSung comes to the front...the others follow...
DS: Hey sweetie! Why aren't you sitting with us?
I looked at him. He is pretending! Right? He is pretending that he likes me! Wrong? Oh gosh! How I wish it was false...but who knows...
DS: Are you okay darling?
I just wanted to scream right at him! How can he just stand there like nothing happened? Maybe he really doesn't care about my feelings! Im just another girl he's gonna play and then he'll dump me when he is done with me! I can't let that happen! I have to break away from him! I must!
DS: Xiaoxen?
XX: DaeSung...
DS: Finally! So anything wrong?
XX: Can I talk to you?...
DS: Yea!
XX: Alone?...
DS: Ok!
XX: After school?...
DS: Alright!
I took a deep breath. First step completed. Now all I have to do is stay away from him. DaeSung sits down beside me.
XX: DaeSung...?
DS: Yeah?
XX: Can you sit back there? *points*
DS: Why?
XX: Can you...?
DS: Umm...ok...?
XX: Ok.
He moved to the back and the others went with him.
(DaeSung's POV)
What's going on with Xiaoxen?...She's acting weird...like she doesn't want me near her...
DS: What do you guys think is wrong with Xiaoxen? She's acting weird...
TY: Probably because of the player thing...
Omg! I forgot all about that! No wonder she's acting weird...but she does know I like her...for real...doesn't she? I know I have a player status, but that doesn't mean I can't go back to being a non-player...Hope she knows...
(Ming Ming's POV)
I looked at GD...he was sitting in the back talking to the others...he is so rude! Ugh! But...but...I still like him...Stupid SeungRi! I was actually gonna tell GD, but no! He just had to find us and grab GD away...Ugh! I stared at GD...and guess what? He turned and looked directly at me...I quickly turned away.
(G-Dragon's POV)
I turned around and saw Ming Ming staring at me. She was just in her own little world I guess...I already know she likes me...but Im a player! A player plays! I just dont feel like sticking to one girl...it's so boring like that! Though I have to admit...I do like someone right now...actually two...but not for sticking to, but for playing with...hehe...*chuckles*
(TaeYang's POV)
What you looking at? I'll admit! Im too nervous to make out with a girl today...hate this! I just don't know what im feeling...I feel sick...but im fine...im nervous...but im cool...I got to keep my cool...who cares about girls and what they think? I should only care about me and my good pals. But she IS my good pal...right? I know she only thinks of me as a annoying person...she dislikes me...so what? It doesn't matter! I have so many other girls! But...all of this just doesn't make sense...Ugh! Hate this!
(Xiomara's POV)
What am I gonna do now?...TOP has another girl in his heart...but who?...who could it be? I wanted to know so bad! I have to make TOP fall for me!...No matter what!...
(Hanna's POV)
...G-Dragon...Ming Ming...G-Dragon...Ming Ming...Argh! I like G-Dragon...but Ming Ming is my best friend...but Ming Ming likes G-Dragon also...What should I do?
(TOP's POV)
How does Ming Ming feel about me?...Does she think im a jerk? I really didn't mean to do that to her...I looked at Ming Ming...she was looking at...G-Dragon? G-Dragon?!? Does she have feelings for him?!?
~Afterschool~
(Jeska's POV)
Everyone is just minding their own business...class was boring today...I saw TaeYang looking at me...weirdo! Everyone is exhausted today...thank goodness its a Friday!
(SeungRi's POV)
DaeSung and Xiaoxen went to somewhere...the rest of us got into our cars. We and the girls didn't even talk today...the only talking was between Xiaoxen and DaeSung...and it wasn't the best conversation...what's going on?!?
(Xiaoxen's POV)
Hwaiting Xiaoxen! You can get through this! It'll be easy...yup! I took another deep breath and walked outside. DaeSung was standing on the left side of the front doors.
DS: Over here!
XX: Oh...hey...
DS: Come on! So what was it you wanted to talk to me about?
XX: Can we go somewhere more quiet?
DS: Oh! Ok! I'll go get my car!
He went to his car and drove up to the sidewalk. We sat in his car and drove off...to the park...for the first time...finally we were there. He helped me out the car and we started walking around the lake.
DS: So...
I stopped walking and turned to him and looked at him...directly in the eyes...
XX: DaeSung...
DS: Xiaoxen...
XX: I...I...I don't know how to say this...
DS: S...Say what...???
XX: Umm...
DS: What is it???
XX: I...I think that...um...I think that we...um...
Suddenly!
DS: Xiaoxen I like you so much!
XX: D...DaeSung...
DS: I will never give you up! You're my life...its only been a month...I know...but I am already head over heels for you! You are always in my mind no matter what!
XX: DaeSung...
DS: I like you! You're my dream girl! You're my dream come true!
XX: DaeSung...I...I...can't...
DS: Can't what?
XX: I...I can't...like you back...
DS: Why?!?
XX: Who knows how many times you have used your words to woo a girl...you're a player.....and you'll always be one...im sorry...im sorry DaeSung...im breaking up with you...I can't deal with the truth...I wish it wasn't true...but it is...our connection isn't true...we, together, aren't real with each other...
DS: Xiaoxen...I like you and only you!
XX: Its ok DaeSung...you don't need to lie anymore...
DS: Xiaoxen...this isn't a lie...I really like you...you have to believe me...
XX: I wish I can...but I can't...I just can't...its best if we just stay apart from each other...
DS: Xiaoxen...im sorry for lying to you...
XX: Apology accepted...I forgive and forget...
DS: Xiaoxen...
XX: DaeSung...its better like this...
DS: ...Fine then! Be like that! Who cares anyways?!?
XX: DaeSung...im sorry...
DS: As you said! I'll forgive and forget!
He stomped off and got into his car and drove away...
I know how he feels right now...I don't blame him...I feel hurt also...I never wanted to do this, but this is what had to be doned...forgive me DaeSung...im sorry...
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There ya go!
I hav 2 go now...time 2 leave skool...
Aiite! Me hungriiii!!!
May 13, 2008 6:13 PM
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