| Fan Fiction |
by MsTiPeX
“I’m sorry I can’t love you no more as my heart belong to another”.
Those words kept on ringing in my head. I took a day off my work to clear my mind and went to River Han, where I usually am when I’m down. This place holds a lot of memory in my past.
Flashback
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“Youngie ah…” Seong Jae oppa said.
“mmm…”
“Do you know that you’re different from others?”
“What do you mean?” I asked.
“Every time I’m around you I feel at ease. Your smile is like the brightest sum in my life. When you cry, it seems like the world is crying with you. I don’t know how, I don’t know when. But i…” I look at him intently. “…. I’m falling for you”
OMG.. Did he just confess? Here at River Han.
“I know this place given you really sad memory where someone found you here and put you in the orphanage. That’s why I want to give you a good memory of this place. Youngie ah.. would you go out with me?”
End of flashback
I felt a hand wipe my tears. I stepped backward and look at the person.
“Sorry didn’t mean to do that. I can’t stand watching you cry”
“Excuse me?” I asked the guy. Wow that was awkward. Who the hell would do that to a stranger? Is he a pervert? Does he want to take advantage of me?
I think he can read my mind as he chuckled. “I’m not a pervert like you think. I was here before you. I saw you smiling at first but when you cry, I got this urge to wipe down your tears”
I look at him intently. This is one weird guy. He even dresses oddly. Who in the world use a very long trench coat and a cap with sunglasses. Talking about fashion disaster. I can’t help but to laugh at him.
“Hey what are you laughing at?”
“Awww nothing. You just look funny”
“Hey, thank you. I’ve got my reason. I’m glad I can make you smile again. Do you know your smiles help me just now?”
“What do you mean?”
“Life can never be as easy as you want it to be. Here at River Han is where I release my stress. I usually do it at a beach but it’s so far. I just feel so down lately. Missing home and my brother especially. He’s so young and so far away from me. Being away from him makes me feel like I’m a bad brother”
“No you’re not. I’m sure if he loves you he’ll understand. I know you’re a great brother. You’re doing this all for him as well right. I’m sure he will understand. Don’t let distance get you way. Because they actually near. In here” I said as I touch my chest. “That’s how I remember my family”
He looks at me and smiled. His phone rang and he said he got to leave. I watched him as he ran leaving the place. Thanks for accompany me.
Yoochun’s POV
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Erghh im so stress. Why didn’t Ricky answer the god damn phone? I sat at the corner as I watch ferry moves along River Han. I saw this girl walk along the pathway and sat beside me. I guess she didn’t notice me here. I hope she’s not a stalker or else manager hyung will kill me if he found out I’m out at night.
I can’t help but to look at her. She’s smiling as she feels the breeze. The sight just took my breath away. She looks so happy and for no reason I’m also happy. Wait is that tears? Her face changes and she started to cry.I don’t know how and why I move myself and stand in front of her and wipe her tears. She’s so pretty under the moonlight even when she cries. She looks at me shockingly.
“Sorry didn’t mean to do that. I can’t stand watching you cry”
It seems so easy to converse with her. I’m not an open person who talks to people especially strangers about my pain and my personal life. I only told the other members since they know how it feels to be away from home. That as well took some time for me to express to them. Around her, expressing my emotion is very smooth. She listens intently to every word I said and gave me some closure that I need.
My phone rang.
“Yoboseyo (Hello)..”
“Yah!! Yoochun ah!!! Where are you? Manager hyung is coming in 10 minutes you better get your ass here before we all get punish”
“Jaejoongie, I’ll be there soon. I’m on the way home” I turned around. “Sorry, I got to go. Thanks so much for listening”
I ran as I reach our apartment. I open the door to see Jaejoong hyung standing crossing his arm.
“Where have you been?”
“Wheyo~ (why) is hyung here already”, I asked.
“No he will not be coming here today”
“Huh?!?!? You lied?”
“I was worried. You’ve been slacking lately and you seem down. Who wouldn’t be worried when I woke up and saw your bed is empty”
“Yeah” Yunho said as he went out of the bathroom. We both turn to look at him.
“What? I was doing my business in there. I can’t help to eavesdrop you guys.” Yunho said as he pointing at the bathroom.
“Yoochun ah, Jaejoongie didn’t mean to be angry at you. He’s just worried and so am I. He’s just afraid you’ll do something stupid, which I know you will not. You know how umma-like Jaejoong can get”
“Yah Yunho. How am I an umma?”
“If im the umma? Who will you be then? The appa? YES YOU’RE THE APPA”
They end up arguing. I just smile and walk to the bedroom as im so tired to listen to them arguing.They didnt even notice that i'm no longer there. I saw Changmin went out of the room.
“Hyung, what’s happening why are they shouting early in the morning,” Changmin said as he rub his eyes.
I shrugged and went to the bed. Changmin followed me and fall on his bed and continue sleeping. I watch him as he fall asleep and smile. This kid is so innocent.
As I remember the incident at River Han, I can’t help but to smile. She’s one in a million. Who is she? Dammit I forgot to ask for her name. Stupid yoochun. Hope I can see you again.