Fan Fiction

Where i stand (completed)

by MsTiPeX

Chapter 49

The Letter

Chapter 49 – Kangin’s POV
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*door bell*

“Who is it?” Hankyung asked and open the door.

“Who is it hyung?” I asked.

“Owh Kangin, your parents is here”

“MWOH!!”

“Annyeo YoWo honey”

“Umma? What are you doing here?”

“To see you of course”

“You can see me tomorrow night”

“You don’t miss your umma?” Umma said sadly.

“Anniyeo umma. Let’s go outside and eat since it’s almost lunch time”

“Where’s EunJoo sshi? Call and bring her along”

“Errrm umma, about that” I said slowly.

“Omonim (someone’s close mother), Eunjoo sshi is currently working. I doubt she’ll be free today” Heechul answered it for me. I gave him a silent nod and he nod back at me.

“Keree (Really) where is she working? Can she do all those work now? Did she recovered?”

With all umma’s questions we just nodded to them all.

“Here I brought some homemade kimchee”

“Kimchee? I thought you arrived today” I said.

“I made it when umma was in the State. So I brought the leftover. Your appa have an urgent meeting and since your apartment is on the way, he drop me by for a while and pick me up later”

“Owh” we all said in unison.

“So did you guys have lunch already?” Umma asked Heechul and Hankyung hyung. They shakes their head.

“Never mind the lunch out, yoWo ah. Umma going to cook here for you boys. How many are you boys here?” Umma asked.

“There should be around 10 of us” Hankyung answered her. “But most of them wither taking a shower or still sleeping”

“Sleeping!!! What time is it to be sleeping” Umma shocked.

“That’s because they had a late schedule last night” Heechul explained.

“Owh poor boys. Wake them up later then” Umma heading for the kitchen.

I went to Heechul hyung. “Hyung, what are we going to do. EunJoo sshi… we lost her”

“Tell the others first. So that they didn’t remind her or EunJoo. Let’s go to Jungso’s room first” I followed him and Hankyung just stare at us.

“Hyung” I said to Hankyung. “You can assist umma in the kitchen” he just nodded and went in the kitchen.

“hyung, wake up” I whispered but he didn’t move a bit. Heechul then kick him on his stomach.

“YAH!!! That hurts!!!!” Leeteuk shouted.

“SHHHHHUUSSSH!!! Umma is here” I said.

“Huh? My umma?”

“No, YoungWoong’s umma” Heechul stated. Leeteuk just continue sleeping.

“Hyuuuuuuuuung~~~ umma is asking for EunJoo!!! Otokeyo (what are we going to do)?”

Leeteuk now woke up from shocked. “Omo, what are we going to do?” He asked us and we both turned silent.

“If we know, we wouldn’t be here, pabo” Heechul smirked and Leeteuk just roll his eyes.

“Why can’t we just tell the truth?” Ryeowook said as he woke up.

“Easier said than done” I ruffled my hair. “God this is hard!!!”

“Boys!!!!! Breakfast is ready!!!!!” Umma shouted from the outside.

“That’s so fast” I whispered. “Let’s wake the others and tell them to keep their mouth shut about EunJoo”

We all walk out of the room and went to the others’ room and had our breakfast. Thankfully Umma didn’t ask anything about EunJoo and went home as soon as Appa call her up. She even reminded me about tomorrow’s dinner.

What am I going to do?

Yoochun’s POV
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I can’t concentrate on my work. My mind is still on the leftover letter. Where did she go to? Why does she sound like my youngie? Why?

“Yoochun”

“Youngie?” I said back.

“Yah Yoochun. It’s me Yunho” he said as he waves his hand in front of my face.

“yoochun hyung, gwenchana?” Changmin asked me.

“Manager hyung, I think Yoochun need to rest for a little bit” Yunho said to our manager.

“No, im fine” I said slowly. “Just been thinking a lot lately”

They just look at me not quite convince.

“We’ll be going back hopefully tomorrow morning since the schedule tomorrow is cancelled” the manager said.

We all went back to our apartment in Tokyo. “Yoochun, is there something you hiding from us?” Jaejoong asked.

“You know among all of us, you’re the most obvious one” yunho said. “there’s definitely something bothering you”

“Is it YooHwan?” Junsu asked. I shake my head. “Your umma?” I shake my head again.

“are you still thinking about Youngie?” changmin asked. I just kept silent. They all sighed.

“Yoochun ah~” they all started.

“No, I think she’s alive” I said suddenly.

“Park Yoochun!!! Stop being stupid!!! She’s dead” Jaejoong shouted.

“NO SHE’S NOT”

“WE’RE THERE AT THE HOSPITAL. WE SAW IT ALL WITH OUR OWN EYES!!!” Jaejoong shouted back at me.

“Jaejoong ah” Yunho trying to calm Jaejoong down.

“No, Yunho. Yoochun need to face the truth. We just go on like this. If he’s like this, we also follow his mood. It’s hurts me as much as he is hurt. It’s not like I don’t understand. It’s just that erggggh… it’s beyond impossible”

“Hyung” I started. “Hyung…”

“What?”

“I know where EunJoo is”

“MWOH!!!” junsu squeaks.

“I used to know”

“Used to know? Where was she?” changmin asked me.

“I sent her to the hospital when I met her the night before we fly off to Tokyo. She was at Han River and she had fever. She doesn’t want me to tell the others and I made a promise not to tell anyone. I keep in touch with the doctor. But because of our tight schedule, I didn’t really check up on her.”

“What do you mean you don’t know about her now?” Yunho asked.

“The doctor called me up yesterday and told me that she left the hospital without any words”

“MWOH!!!”

“She left a letter. The letter sounded so weird”

“What kind of letter is it? a suicide note?” Jaejoong said panicking.

“No it’s not”

“what is it then?” Jaejoong asked me.

“She said she needed time away from us.”

“Huh? Why? This is weird. I don’t understand at all” Junsu
said.

“That’s not all. The letter sounds weird. She called me Chunnie. She sounded just like youngie throughout the letter. I cant help but to repeat what the doctor read me”

“Can you recall it back?” Changmin asked. “The letter I mean”

“Wait I’ll try” I said closing my eyes shut. “to my Chunnie… she said her heart beats from the first time she meets me. She said she’s not mad at me for leaving her alone because of her who I love the most. I didn’t really get that part”

“‘Her’ meaning youngie” Changmin explained. “Continue”

“She said she wish she can tell me that she wants to be the person I love and be the one that complete my longing heart or something along those line. The line I remember the most is this “A promise that you want to keep forever, when forever is just in front of you”.”

“Yoochun ah~ what promise is she talking about?” Junsu asked. “Did you promise someone something?”

“The only person I promise is Youngie”

“what promise is that?” yunho asked.

“A promise of be with her forever”

“Corny, but that’s just so you Yoochun” Jaejoong said pretending to puke. “Continue, what else did you remember? Did she mention anything about us?”

“Wait. I need to recall first” I said taking my time. “she said something about hurting us and sorry for leaving. I got the feeling that it’s my fault for her leaving”

“Wheyo?”

“I think she’s falling for me” I said softly.

“Why do I have this feeling that she has Youngie” Changmin said.

“What do you mean? Youngie’s inside her?” Junsu asked. “You mean like switch body or something?”

“No I think she is Youngie” I stood up.

“That’s impossible” yunho said. “We saw her at the hospital even her parents said it’s her with her necklace and everything”

“No, I got the feeling that youngie is somewhere here on earth waiting for us to find her”

“Hyung, you scare me. What if she haunts us?” junsu said scared.

“Shut up junsu and stop talking nonsense” jaejoong said. “Same goes to you Yoochun. What nonsense are you talking about? It’s about time for you to get over it” Jaejoong went to his room.

“Jaejoong is right. We’re going back tomorrow. Let’s just get some good rest. Yoochun, as much as I also want her to be alive, we also need to face the reality of life. Youngie is no longer here with us but she’ll always be an angel that guarding us.” Yunho said.

I just nod my head slowly. I will try to find her as soon as we’re back to Seoul. EunJoo or Youngie, I will find the truth myself.

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Sorry for the delay. i was away from my laptop for a while last week busy going out with my friends and all enjoying the summer with alot of bbqs hahahaha :) Hope you guys also enjoying your summer.

N/B: Previous chapter.. i apologise for the confusion in the phone conversation. it's between Yoochun and Doctor not Jaejoong and the doctor. i must have been confused with the character of my other story.. mianhye..

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