| Fan Fiction |
by mushiromigal
Wish i could go right up to you and talk
But fear grip me
Hopefully one day you will smile at me again
~
From a distance
I admired you
Didn't know that you will say that of me
Why does my heart hurt so much
When i found out that you like her
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From a distance
I saw you
I don't understand why my heart beats so fast
Whenever you seem so near...
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From a distance
i saw you
my palms turn sweaty
i want to run away
but if i did
would you chase after me?
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From a distance
i saw you smile
my heart almost missed a beat
just wishing you would smile at me
everyday...
~
From a distance
I saw your heart broke
unknowingly
my heart broke twice as much
dropping useless tears
that seem to be there whenever you need them.
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From a distance
I saw you walk away from me...
My heart hurts...
I try to forget...
But it seems that it made me think of you more...
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From a distance...
I saw you got hurt
i wanted to hold you but you push me away
why...am i that bad to you?
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From a distance
i saw you
wondering if you will be alright
wondering if there is another shoulder for you
so that i won't see you hurt again
~
From a distance
You seem to be longing for her
I couldn't stand it anymore...
Why her not me
When she hurt you and i console you
Am I that bad to be with?
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From a distance...
I saw you cared for me
I felt like the luckiest person ever
But i often asked myself
Will this last?
~
From a distance
we played together
why must you be so nice to me
just when i want to give up
~
From a distance
I look at your sad face
trying to think what you are thinking
please smile not frown
its all not worth it
but still i am satisfied
that i am near you right now.
~
From a distance
I could touch you
yet my eyes are filled with tears again
tears may not be a bad thing
i want to hold you
but it seems so impossible
but i can wait...i will wait
~
From a distance
I saw you and thought of you
Knowing what you like
I have everything planned out
so that you might like what you see
and perhaps
just perhaps you may start to like me too.
~
From a distance
I saw your smile
I thought i would be happy like you
But somehow I felt worse
I wanted to tell you how i felt
But something inside stopped me
Something call fear of rejection
~
From a distance
I think you said you like me
But it wasn't the real me
what should i feel
In the verge of tears of sadness or joy
Why do i feel so mixed
as mixed as assortment nuts
Why is life so complicated
~
From a distance
I imagine things that never meant to be
dreaming,wishing of all things good
but then i realised
this is reality
that you will also be close yet so far
~
From a distance
I felt so trapped
tomorrow is the day i tell you i love you
will you accept me as who i am
or will you turn me down
but whatever happens
remember
i will still love you
but i will also disappear
cause a part of my heart then
will be shattered
into a million pieces
drenched in tears...
~
yet after so much...
from a distance
Before i confessed
I used to only think about you
now you hold me in your arms
and i know that you love me
no more tears shed
no more heartbreaks
no more just looking
from a distance...
thank you all for your support!^^