| Fan Fiction |
by _niXIAH
“What if I’m not really as rich as you know me now?” you asked. KiBum was curious about what you asked. “What do you mean?” he asked. “Would you still look at me as I am even though I’m not rich?” you replied. “Uhm, I don’t know what you’re saying but... yeah, you’re my childhood friend. And I love you more than everything.” he replied. [Aww, sweet!]
“What if I’m poor? Like... Junsu...” you asked. “It doesn’t matter.” he replied. [It doesn’t matter but when it comes to Junsu, it matters a lot! Oh gosh!] You sighed heavily. “What’s the matter?” he asked. “Nothing...” you answered. Suddenly, you heard the honk of your family car. You stood up and gave KiBum a smile. “Thanks for talking to me, KiBum... goodbye!” you said and run to the car.
“She can still smile...” Hyukjae said while going out from the school building with KiBum. “Do you know anything about her problem?” KiBum asked. “She didn’t tell you anything?” Hyukjae replied. “She didn’t... I wonder what it is... and why she’s not telling me anything.” KiBum said. “She’ll tell you in the right time...” Hyukjae said. “Why? Can’t she tell it to me now?” KiBum asked. “Maybe she doesn’t have the courage to do so by now... and she doesn’t want you to worry, bro.” Hyukjae said. “Okay.” KiBum answered and sighed.
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You were sitting at the bench on your garden. It was nightfall that time and Dianne saw you. “Lady ~~~~~, it’s time to eat. Mr. Kim, ma’m Emily and Jinho are looking for you now.” she told you. “I’m not hungry. Tell them to eat without me tonight.” you said. Dianne sighed. “Lady ~~~~~, is it still because of what you found out yesterday?” she asked sweetly as she sat beside you.
“I miss him.” you said. “You miss who?” she asked. “The guy who always makes me smile.” you answered. “Junsu?” Dianne asked. “Yeah... I really miss him.” you replied. “Do you like him?” Dianne asked. “I don’t know.” you answered. “It’s hard, right?” Dianne asked. “Yeah... loving someone who your parents forbid you to see.” you replied. “Why do you like him?” she asked again.
“I don’t know... he’s just... different...” you replied.
Suddenly,
“~~~~~!” Aunt Emily shouted as she comes behind you. She touched your cheeks. “Sweetie, are you not feeling well? Tell us anything... we’ll bring you to the family doctor.” she said. “I’m okay, auntie. I just don’t feel eating.” you replied. “Are you sure? Grandpa’s worried.” she said. “Yeah... I’m fine... I just want to be alone.” you replied. “Okay, if you’re hungry, tell us then, okay? We’ll bring food here.” she said. “Okay.” you replied. Aunt Emily went inside again.
After them eating, you were in your room already [talking to Junsu over the phone]. Your grandpa wants to talk to you... and so...
“Lady ~~~~~, Mr. Kim wants to talk to you.” Dianne said. “Okay.” you answered. “Junsu, I’ll hang up for now... grandpa wants to talk to me.” you said. “Okay... goodbye.” Junsu answered sweetly. “Goodbye.” you said and hung up. You stood up and left your phone in your bed.
You entered your grandpa’s room. He was staring at the door waiting for you. “Grandpa... you’re calling me?” you asked in a sad voice. “Do you want to know everything?” he asked. “Kinda... but I feel like I don’t want to.” you answered. “Sit here.” he said as he pointed to a chair.
You sat there and beside you sat your grandfather. He took the diary and gave it to you. “Read all you can read there... if you have questions, ask me.” he said and went out the room. You looked at the diary. You opened it and started reading.
It was all about Mr. Kim’s granddaughter. From the time she was born until the time she left the mansion. You continued reading it until you reached the point wherein the time for her departure came.
[Written in the diary]
October 7, 1996
Today is SaeJin’s last day here at the mansion. I still don’t know why she has to leave with her mother and father... she has everything here. From home to love and care, from food and toys she wants to have, but why can’t she live here with me? She wants to go with her father and mother... the same thing goes to her mother and father. Why would they want to live a life away from me? They are my only family, with Emily.
SaeJin’s always sick. She can’t stand on herself sometimes and she needs much care and affection. She rarely laughs but she always smiles. I love hearing her calling me grandpa. How can they cure her sickness if they don’t have enough money to buy her medicines? I love her so much. More than anything in the world...
[End]
“SaeJin... is she really dead now?” you whispered. And then, you turned the page again.
[Written in the diary]
October 8, 1996
She’s gone... my granddaughter... she’s gone. I have this feeling that I may never be able to see her again...
[End]
“Yeah... never be able to see her again.” you repeated and then turned to the next page.
[Written in the diary]
November 29, 1997
We continued to look for them as the news spread. A big earthquake has killed hundreds of lives at the place where they live. We became worried. And so, we tried our hard to look for them... but we saw nothing... but we’ll still continue our search for them. Alive or dead, I’ll return them here.
[End]
You sighed. You thought that you don’t have the enough courage now to read the other things... “He said read everything I can read... I’m...” tears started to roll on your cheeks. But then, you know you have to find the truth... of who you really are. You turned the page of the second to the last note. “Grandpa... he stopped writing on this.” you said and read.
[Written in the diary]
December 26, 1997
I found a woman whose husband is in the hospital... I talked to her about my granddaughter... and since I have no one else to take my riches... I decided to adopt a child as old as SaeJin. She took me to their house. It was a small one... warm inside and you can sense the great love surrounding its inside. I saw a small girl... she greeted me, she gave me tea... and she even gave food to me. I had fun talking to that girl... and I didn’t notice that it was the same happiness I feel whenever I’m talking to SaeJin.
Her mother’s name is Yukino, a Japanese woman who married a Korean guy and built life here at South Korea. She sent the girl upstairs to prevent her from hearing our conversation. Soon, she agreed with what I told her.
I’ll take her daughter with her name as ~~~~~ in exchange of a hundred million. Even though that won’t be equal to her daughter’s life and hurts her a lot for having sold her only daughter, she chose to take it as for two reasons, her husband’s hospital bills and recovery... and the child’s future.
[End]
“Mom...” you started to cry... from behind the door, Dianne and Jinho were peeking. They want to stop you from crying but they know you have to do it alone... you have to be strong. Soon, you turned the page again and saw the last one... with two different dates.
[Written in the diary]
December 29, 1997
She brought ~~~~~ here at the mansion. And at the same time, it was her birthday. We are delighted for her to bring back the happiness that had been gone for a short while, and we are really grateful for seeing her smile. She was brought to her new room, full of toys and dresses which are newly brought from the mall.
I talked to her mother that time... I gave her the money and as soon as she received it, she went home without saying goodbye to her only daughter. I know it hurts her so much... I know it’ll give her a wound that will never heal again... but I also know that she has to do it... for her daughter’s sake.
That night, when ~~~~~ found out that her mother left her, I can’t do anything to make her smile... but she have to be strong... she has to accept what her mother did to her. And so, we decided to keep everything from her. From the truth that we just brought her and that she’s not a real granddaughter to me. But I’ll treat her equally as I treated SaeJin... my real granddaughter.
[End]
You cried so hard... you wanted to shout how bad it feels but you can’t. As you cry, you decided to read the last one... at the bottom of the page.
[Written]
January 11, 2009
The news gave me anger and sorrow... it was confirmed, SaeJin and her parents were all dead. I want to scream... I want to destroy all that I can see in the office that time... but then, ~~~~~’s there... I have to be strong for her... and I know SaeJin likes what we have now... ~~~~~, a complete character same as SaeJin. I don’t know else what to write... so I decided to stop here... and for ~~~~~, I’ll do everything. I won’t lose her... I can’t afford to lose her... she’s my only hope... she the only one who makes me smile... just like SaeJin.
[End]
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REPLIES:
criX: Hyukjae!:) As sweet as KiBum. Hehehe.xD
Better keep everything from everyone...:D Hehehe.xD
Yeah... forgive mom, she did it for dad...:D
And for you.
noriko: You’re not late..:D You’re in time!:) Hehehe.xD
KIBUM! Get out from you’re hiding! Hehehe.xD
Of course... to find out that everyone hid everything from you...
It would make you feel bad, right?:) Hyukjae!:D HEhEHE.xD
♥Yuki♥: FOR REAL?! That’s okay with you??
It’s okay that your mother sold you??
Wow... hahaha.xD Junsu, KiBum and Hyukjae..
Triple Combo!:D
UPDATED:D
JaeSu fan: Hahaha.xD Eto na... UPDATED na:D
Enjoy!
YUKIMURAis♥: Yeah... nalaman mo na lahat...
Ayos lang yaN!:)) Maganda yung nambibitin.
Hehehe.xD UPDATED:D