| Fan Fiction |
by noddy
Jaejoong drove and stopped in front of a cafe.
“So this is where the great Kim Jaejoong takes me?” you teased and smiled, he flushed a cute shade of red and mussed his hair.
“Yeah, I don’t really know what girls like…so I thought food works” he said as the both of you were getting out of the car, you stared at him puzzled and shocked. He noticed your facial expression and began to worry. “Why you don’t like food? Are you more of a salad girl?” he asked in a rush. You laughed at how cute he was, never had you seen this side of him. He looked sweet and vulnerable, not the usual cold and arrogant Jaejoong you were used to seeing.
You pulled a face and stuck your tongue out “Yuck! Salad’s blech! I love my food” you proudly said, he sighed in relief. *Finally! I met a girl who can eat normally in front of a guy!*
The cafe had a homely feel to it, the nice waiters and waitresses and the soothing music played. The two of you ordered your food, and waited patiently for it to be served.
“So…” you said playing with your fork, twirling it round and round.
“So…?”
“What’s your favourite colour?” you asked suddenly.
“Why?”
“Because I want to know the real you, the one that I’ve witnessed with my very eyes today” you said, he leaned in his enticing smell hitting you hard. You resisted the urge to take in a deep breath.
“Which is what exactly?”
“That you’re not as mean as you portray yourself to be” he chuckled and shook his head.
“I was mean?”
“Yes…our first encounter wasn’t exactly the best” he laughed at how you put it, remembering how you stood up to him when he accused you of sitting in his seat.
“Admitted I was a jerk”
“You were”
“Yah!”
“I’m just saying that’s what I first thought of you” he raised an eyebrow.
“And now?”
“Now, now I’m confused”
“Confused?” you nodded.
“Yes…I’m confused. Who’s the real Kim Jaejoong, the one I first knew and kind of hated? Or the one I’m having” you looked at the clock on the wall in the cafe “dinner with right now” he sighed heavily before answering.
“I’m not sure myself. I guess I am both guys, even the guys thinks I’m a jerk but…I don’t know I guess I find it hard to open up to people so I close of” you could tell he began to feel uncomfortable so you thought it was time to stop.
“Jaejoong ssi, you don’t have to tell me…”
“No it’s okay…I want to” he took in a deep breath “my father died when I was 3, I don’t remember him much. But when he did, I guess my mother fell apart shortly after his death, so she put me in a foster home. If it weren’t for pictures I’m not sure if I would’ve remembered any of my parents. I waited and waited for my Umma to come and find me, but she never came” you gasped and covered your mouth with your hand. You slowly removed it to speak. “Never did I once cry” he said coldly, you felt bad and lowered your head.
“I’m sorry Jaejoong…” was all you could say, his eyes were emotionless, cold and empty.
“It’s all in the past, that's why I find it hard to open up to people, I feel like they're not forever...they say they are but they can disappear just like that" you felt sad at what he said, knowing that in some ways he was right. He continued with his story "Yunho’s parents took me in, we were brothers for some time until one day…”
*Flashback*
“Jaejoong ah!” Yunho’s mother called him down, a 10 year old, black haired skinny Jaejoong trotted down the stairs.
“Yes?” he immediately noticed something wrong, her eyes were filled with tears her cheeks tearstained.
“Come here sweetheart” she beckoned him to come with her to the living room and the couch.
“Yunho, come play with me in the garden” Yunho’s father said in a thick voice, Yunho who was 10 but just a little younger than Jaejoong gave him a queer look then followed. Jaejoong and Yunho’s mother were left alone.
“Jaejoong ssi. We received some news today, urmm it’s…your mother, your birthmother. She…she died last night, she took a lot of bad things, that made her go to sleep” she sniffled, Jaejoong sat paralysed in shock and sadness. *Umma…*
“I’m so sorry Jaejoong, I’m sorry” she hugged him tightly, Jaejoong didn’t hug her back. He was emotionless and numb all over. “Her funeral’s tomorrow, and your foster Appa and I thought we’d take you. To say goodbye” she said as she pulled away, Jaejoong felt something wet and warm trickle down his face. He put his finger to his face and wiped it, he looked at his finger to see a water droplet on it.
“Jaejoong honey it’s okay to cry” she comfortingly said “you can cry. We’re here for you, you’re not alone anymore honey. We’re all here for you”
*End of Flashback*
You realized your eyes were blurring and you gently dabbed at them, Jaejoong looked at you and snapped out his depressing mood.
“~~~~~ ah, I’m sorry I didn’t mean to” he apologized and took his napkin and wiped away your tears. You smiled gently and laid your hand on top of his, his stomach and heart fluttering like mad at your smooth warm touch.
“It’s okay Jaejoong ssi” just then your food came and you began to eat, you picked up your food with your chopsticks blew on it and held it out to Jaejoong, he looked at it blankly.
“Say aahhh” you cooed, he rolled his eyes and opened his mouth. You popped it in and smiled. “Good?” he nodded.
“Thanks ~~~~~ ah” he said gratefully, you beamed at him.
“I’m always here for you Jaejoong ssi…always” and you continued eating your food, unaware of Jaejoong’s affectionate gaze on you. *I’m lucky to have met you ~~~~~ ah, and for once...I believe you will be there for me. Oh god…I think I am in love with you!*
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I don't really know the point of this chapter except that it's just you guys finding out more about Jaejoong. It's kinda boring but I hope it's okay :D Remember to tell me what you think!!!
@ ~DeNiSe~: Lol whoa 24 hours!! Sleep, I'm saying it as an Unnie or dongsaeng..sleep :D lol. Thanks and don't say that it's good!! It's really good :D Haven't commented on it yet, since I read it this morning and had to go straight to school but it's good xD But thanks for the compliment and glad you like my story xx
@ guiwang_4ever: Lol thanks...update up!!
@ Samantha: Yeah it was kinda stupid of you, but on the bright side you have...dinner or a really late lunch with Jaejoong lol :P
@ TVFXQSOULMYC: Yep! He did hehe, yeah pretty stupid lol. But he thought it was cute and resulted into him asking you out :D Backfired again haha lol.