| Fan Fiction |
by shycapri8 & walin + YUNJAEx3 [ toni ]
-"With what? How? Tell me!!" Yunho wanted desperately to get the help Jaejoong needed.
-"Well, we could perform surgery..." He explained the first option to Yunho. Did Yunho really want to put Jaejoong under such prcedure? No. There had to be another way.
-"I don't think I'd like to do that sir.." Yunho informed the doctor.
-"Ok well, we can keep him here.." The second option was presented to Yunho. Keep him here? As in admit him again? Yunho didn't want to do that. He just wanted to keep Jaejoong's illness in check. Yunho shook his head at that option.
-"Okay...well there's always medication...." The doctor suggested to Yunho. Medication? It never hurt anyone, right? And Yunho would be there to help Jaejoong take it.
-"Alright, I'll go with that option." Yunho chose the last option.
-"According to the monitor here.." The doctor pointed at the black screen with green waves. "There are four waves...there are four voices in his head?" The doctor asked.
-"Heechul, Yoochun, Junsu and Changmin." Yunho named the voices. The doctor gave him a funny look. "Heh heh...those are the names he calls them by." Yunho laughed sheepishly.
-"I have a method to help get rid of the voices and have Jaejoong live a normal life with the help of the medications.." The doctor told Yunho. "But, it's still in testing..."
-"What is it?" Yunho asked.
-"Wake him up and ask him to identify the voices. From there, we shall determine which voices keeps him most sane; which is most reasonable." The doctor explained the procedure.
-"Should I wake him up now?" Yunho asked. The doctor nodded. Yunho tapped Jaejoong lightly on the shoulder. "Jaejoong...wake up..." Yunho whispered. Jaejoong slowly woke up, looking around, realizing that he wasn't at the apartment anymore.
-"Yunnie? I where am?" He asked. He tried to get up, bu found that he was strapped onto a chair. "Yunnie?!" Jaejong struggled endlessly.
-"Jaejoong, just listen to what I ask you to do, okay?" Yunho asked in a calm tone. Jaejoong nodded unsurely.
-"Can you explain each voice?" Yunho asked. Jaejoong looked confusingly for a moment, before actually understanding what Yunho meant.
-"Uh...Yoochun...he...troublemaker??" Jaejoong described Yoochun.
-"Go on..." Yunho signaled Jaejoong to continue.
-"Junsu...he...happy??" Jaejoong placed his finger to his chin thoughtfully. "Changmin smart one!! Heechul new!!" Jaejoong said.
-"I see..." The doctor nodded. "It seems to me that the Changmin voice is the one to go with here. Can you try bringing the voices here? Are they here now?" Jaejoong shook his head.
-"Jaejoong, please bring them here." Yunho begged. Jaejoong hesitated before agreeing to bring the voices into the hospital room.
-"Lets start with this Junsu voice." The doctor suggested. Jaejoong closed his eyes tightly as he tried thinking of Junsu.
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-"Have any twos?" Changmin asked lazily. There were playing cards. Gold fish.
-"Nope." Heechul threw his cards down. "I'm beat."
-"Can we find something else to play?" Yoochun asked, giving up as well.
-"Wait!! I don't have twos!! But I have...goldfish!!!" Junsu grinned, placing his matched cards on the table. "I win!! I win!!" Junsu jumped up and down. "I-"
Poof. Junsu disappeared in a cloud of smoke.
-"Junsu?? Junsu!!" Yoochun ran to where Junsu was standing a few seconds ago. "Junsu!!!" Yoochun shouted.
-"What just happened!?!" Heechul asked in panick. Changmin didn't know what to do. "Changmin, you're the smart one!! Tell us what's hap-" Before Heechul could finish, he dissapeared in a poof of smoke too.
-"Oh no...it won't get me!! It won't get me!!" Yoochun ran under the table, his knees up to his stomach.
-"Yoochun!!" Changmin looked under the table. "You can't hide from something you don't know of!!"
-"It took Junsu!! I can hide all I-" Yoochun disappeared. Changmin's face expression turned into a worried one.
-"I'm next aren't I?" Changmin asked outloud. He received his answer when he disappear in a cloud of smoke.
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-"Jaejoong?? Hi!!" Junsu waved. "Where are we??" Junsu observed the room they were in.
-"We're in the crazy house??" Heechul asked, staring in anger, at the machine that Jaejoong was strapped into. Heechul tried to unstrap him.
-"Junsu!!" Yoochun appeared, hugging him tightly. "I thought I lost you!!"
-"No silly!! I'm right here!! You found me!!" Junsu smiled.
-"Heechul, there's no use. They have him tied up good." Changmin pulled Heechul away from Jaejoong.
-'You, guys. They're going to help us get better!!" Jaejoong claimed. They all looked down with sad eyes. 'What's wrong?' Jaejoong asked.
-"No Jaejoong, they're not going to help us. They're going to help you." Heechul tried explaining to Jaejoong. But, Jaejoong just didn't get it.
-'What do you mean?' Jaejoong asked.
-"Are they here?" The doctor asked, interupting the conversation Jaejoong was having. Jaejoong turned to the doctor and nodded. "Okay now point to where Changmin is standing."
-"Me? Why?" Changmin asked, backing into the wall. Jaejoong pointed towards the wall on the right.
-"Changmin?" The doctor walked over to where Jaejoong pointed to. "We need your help here. Since you are the voice of reason, we need you to tell Jaejoong to forget about you. Tell him to listen to no other voice, but you. We need Jaejoong to be better and I'm sure you want what's best. Have the other voices help you." The doctor talked at the wall, where Changmin was really standing. Yunho watched silently.
-'I think this psychologist needs a psychologist of his own...' Yunho thought to himself as he saw the doctor talking to the wall.
-'Changmin?' Jaejoong looked at Changmin who had tears forming at the brim of his eyes.
-"I'm sorry Jaejoong." Changmin's expression was of that asking for forgiveness. "But, you have to listen to me when I tell you this." Before Changmin could get out what he was going to say next, Heechul punched him. Holding his cheek where Heechul had punched him, he glared at Heechul in anger.
-"Don't you dare!! Don't you dare tell him to forget us!! I have nowhere else to go!! I refused the white light just so I can stay here with Jaejoong!! Don't take that away from me!!" Heechul went down on his knees in tears, holding onto Changmin's legs. Changmin looked down at Heechul, feeling sympathetic for the other as the task became more hard to perform. He couldn't stand seeing Heechul this way.
-"Changmin, you're really going to do it?" Yoochun asked ina broken voice. Changmin nodded slowly. Heechul pounded at Changmin's fist.
-"No!! Changmin!! Stop being unfair!! Don't do this to me!!" Heechul cried. Changmin couldn't take the scene. He quickly picked up Heechul from the ground. Pushing him against the wall, Changmin landed a kiss on Heechul's lips. He then received a slap. So he kissed him again. Another slap was what he received.
-"I'm not going to stop kissing you unless you control yourself." Changmin said, looking into Heechul's eyes. Changmin blinked his tears away. "Do you think I want to do this!? No I don't!! But, I'm trying my best not to be selfish here, just as you shouldn't neither!!" Changmin tried getting Heechul to reconsider his thoughts.
-"But, I want to stay with Jaejoong!!" Heechul argued.
-"We all want to stay with Jaejoong.." Junsu whispered, no one hearing what he said.
-"He has Yunho!! Get over it!! If it's someone who want, you have me!!" Changmin offered. "Now, please, just think about someone else besides yourself." Changmin pleaded. Heechul nodded finally, closing his eyes to let more tears run down his cheeks. Changmin wiped them away, before turning back to Jaejoong who also formed tears in his eyes. "Once again, Jaejoong please forgive me. But, I'm doing this for you." Changmin bowed and was about to continue on with the task, but someone had beat him to it.
-"Jaejoong! Hi, it's me junsu.." Junsu gave a slight smile. "I want you to do me a favor. Can you do it for me?" Jaejoong nodded. "I want you to forget me. Erase me from your mind so you can live a normal life. Let all of us go. Please do this for me." Junsu asked softly, not daring to look Jaejoong in the eye.
-'Why?' Jaejoong asked in his head.
-"Just do it!!!" Junsu screamed, trying his best not to break down. "Do it now!!"
-'Ok...' Jaejoong closed his eyes tightly.
-"Don't open them Jaejoong, not until you're sure that you are ready to free us from your mind." Junsu told him.
-'Im ready...but why can't you just stay? Why can't all of you just stay?' More tears streamed from Jaejoong's eyes.
-"Shh..." Junsu ordered Jaejoong. Junsu lifted his hand up, examining it to see that he was now becoming transparent. "It's working Jaejoong..." Jaejoong opened his eyes to see Junsu smiling at him.
-"Junsu, no!!" Yoochun ran to Junsu. Junsu just smiled.
-"Remember the butterflies and pretty birdies and cookies!! Remember them all Jaejoong!!! I'll see you soon!!!" Junsu squinted his eyes and put up the victory sign before completely vanishing from sight.
-"Bring him back!!" Yoochun shook Jaejoong's shoulder. "Bring him back now!!" Yoochun demanded, falling to the ground.
-'Im sorry..." Jaejoong said to Yoochun.
-"If you're sorry, then make me disappear too!! Let me be with me Junsu!!" Yoochun demanded once more. Jaejoong nodded as he close his eyes again. Yoochun's body began to fidget violently.
-"Junsu...I'm coming..." Yoochun said as he felt himself leaving. "Jaejoong..if anyone tries to hurt you, remember, kick their ass!!" Yoochun gave Jaejoong a thumb's up before he too, vanished.
-"Changmin..." Heechul held tightly onto Changmin's hand.
-"Heechul...please..." Changmin pleaded. Heechul hesitantly released Changmin's hand.
-"Thanks for listening to me this time Jaejoong. And now, you can think for yourself without having crazy voices arguing in your head." Changmin laughed heavily as he waved goodbye. Jaejoong waved back as Changmin faded away slowly. "We'll always be here...we're not ever really gone..." Changmin's voice faded as Jaejoong heard his words.
-'Cocky princess Chul??' Jaejoong turned to Heechul.
-"Yes Jaejoong, it's my turn to go now.." Heechul walked over to Jaejoong a placed a light kiss on his lips, before taking a few steps back. "I guess the time has come.." Heechul sighed as a white light appeard from the ceiling, shinning down on Heechul. Heechul was now all in white. He smiled bitter sweetly to Jaejoong. "This isn't goodbye Jaejoong..." He began as he drifted up into the white light. "And remember, if Yunho hurts you, I'll find away back down to kick his ass- I mean butt!! And don't tell him about the kiss!!" Heechul winked before the white light dimmed.
Now all voices were gone and Jaejoong couldn't help, but break down.
-"Jaejoong!!" Yunho ran over to him.
-"Are they gone?" The doctor asked. Jaejoong nodded.
-"Now, please get me out!! I just want to go home!!" Jaejoong screamed. Yunho and the psychologist just stood there in shock.
-"You spoke in a complete and proper sentence!!" Yunho exclaimed happily, unstrapping Jaejoong and bringing him into a hug.
-"Yea...I guess I did.." Jaejoong said in a gloomy tone. "Can we go home now?" Yunho nodded, leading Jaejoong out of the room.
-"Oh wait!!" The doctor called after the two. "Here." He handed them a bottle of perscripted pills. "This is Antipsychotics. Zyprexia. This should help him with his symptons; keeping them under control." The doctor explained, referring to Jaejoong. The both nodded and said their thankyou's as the left the institution.
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-"Are you sure you're alright??" Yunho asked Jaejoong once they arrived back at the apartment.
-"I'm ok.." Jaejoong claimed, but he didn't sound too convincing to Yunho. Before Yunho knew it, Jaejoong broke down again. "I want them back!!" Jaejoong screamed. All Yunho could do was hold him.
-"Here.." Yunho handed him the picture. "It fell out of you pocket..." Jaejoong took the picture. Looking at it brought him more tears. Jaejoong held the picture close to his chest.
-"I'm never going to forget you...I'm going to treasure this forever.." Jaejoong whispered in Yunho's arms as he cried himself to sleep.
They were finally gone. But, was it forever??
-"No...they'll always be with me..." Jaejoong smiled in his sleep.
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WELL?? HOW WAS IT?? WAS IT SAD ENOUGH?? I DON'T THINK I COULD'VE MADE IT ANY SADDER...IF I DID...I WOULDN'T HAVE NEVER FINISHED THIS CHAPTER...*COUGH* I'M TOO DAMN SENSITIVE..DAMN...WELL STAY TUNED FOR THE EPILOGUE, WHERE THIS FIC WILL FINALLY COME TO AN END!! :/ I DON'T KNOW IF I SHOULD BE HAPPY OR SAD...*RUNS AWAY AND LOCKS HERSELF IN THE BATHROOM*