| Fan Fiction |
by octavian
MiYoung and YoungBae are back on speaking terms but they keep their hands to themselves. I don't feel jealous at the moment.
MiYoung got a huge tan from the beach. She's a lot darker and sexier than she usually is.
I turn around to watch them but they don't notice. Too busy talking.
MiYoung: "When I get home, I'm going to sleep and not wake up until tomorrow."
YoungBae: "Okay, I'll make sure no one bothers you."
That's my chance! I can talk to her when she's about to sleep. Or during her sleep. I don't know.
MiYoung looks up to catch me staring. I turn around.
(MiYoung's POV)
Why does SeungHyun always stare at me? I'm not that pretty! Or am I? I don't care much about how I look. That might explain why I don't notice.
I'm still wearing YoungBae's wife beater. I'm probably going to wear it until tomorrow or later tonight.
All this stress and sun makes me really tired. I hope I would be able to get out of the van.
SeungHyun turned around.
SeungHyun: "Have any sunburns?"
MiYoung: "I don't think so."
SeungHyun looked me up and down. Pervert!
YoungBae: "Quit looking at her like that!"
SeungHyun: "And you don't?"
YoungBae: "I'm forced to look at her if I like it or not."
Did YoungBae insult me? I turn toward the window to avoid looking at him.
DongWook starts talking to me from the side.
DongWook: "Are you okay?"
MiYoung: "Not really."
DongWook: "I heard what YoungBae said. I don't think he means it. You're beautiful, inside and outside."
MiYoung: "Thanks."
DongWook: "I'll always be here for you. Don't forget that."
DongWook is so comforting. Too bad he's only staying for 2 weeks before he goes back to the states. I'm really going to miss him.
I could feel YoungBae poking my shoulder. I ignore him and he eventually left me alone.
I fell asleep during the car ride to avoid everything I didn't want to face.
(YoungBae's POV)
What's wrong with MiYoung now? We just made up and now she's ignoring me. She's really getting on my nerves.
Now she's sleeping so I can't bother her.
The van stops in front of our apartment building. I get out and walk to the entrance, leaving someone else to carry MiYoung inside. JiYong was the only one with enough strength to carry her.
We get inside our apartment and settle down. I go into my room and lock the door.
(JiYong's POV)
I was about to put MiYoung in her room but YoungBae locked the door. Where am I going to put her now?
I bring her to my room and put her on my bed. I cover her and kiss her on the cheek. I turn off the lights and leave the room.
What happened between YoungBae and MiYoung. They started off well but now I don't even understand. DongWook might know, he was talking to her during the ride home.
DongWook came in and sat on his bed on the other side of the room.
DongWook: "I didn't know she slept here."
JiYong: "She doesn't. YoungBae locked her out."
DongWook: "I think he's angry because MiYoung is ignoring him."
JiYong: "Do you know why?"
DongWook: "He insulted her, saying looking at her was a burden."
JiYong: "Is that even possible? She's a doll. Just look."
I moved over so he could have a good look at her face.
DongWook: "She is cute and nice. What more to ask for?"
JiYong: "I know. She's the perfect package for any guy."
DongWook: "Definitely. I think we should leave before we wake her up."
DongWook and I get up and leave the room.
(MiYoung's POV)
I woke up when DongWook entered the room. Did they really mean what they said? They're too good for me.
I fall back asleep as the door opens.
(YoungBae's POV)
Where is MiYoung? I guess I should find out since she is my roommate for who knows how long. I start looking through the house. The others were in DaeSung's and SeungRi's room. I checked SeungHyun's room since he always wants MiYoung near her. Not there.
I go to the living room and kitchen. Still no MiYoung.
Last place I would think she would be staying in is JiYong's room.
I open the door and I see MiYoung's outline under the covers. She didn't move when I entered. I sat next to her.
Tears started running down her cheek, onto the pillow her head was resting on. I didn't bother wiping them away. Why would she cry anyway? She's not in any physical pain. I start whispering to her.
YoungBae: "Why are you in pain? I'm in pain because of you. Don't cry."
That only made her cry harder.
YoungBae: "You don't even know what you do to me. Make me wonder if I would ever get an answer. Make angry that my best friends are kissing you. What makes them like you so much? Are really as special as others think you are? Are you just like your sister? I might even like your sister more if I got to know her."
(MiYoung's POV)
What the hell is YoungBae's problem? Why are we even fighting?
Those word he said really hurt. I kicked him off the bed and on the floor.
When I open my eyes, YoungBae is standing over me.
MiYoung: "If you like my sister so much, go ask her out. You don't need me anymore if I'm such a burden."
YoungBae: "I don't know. It's just..."
MiYoung: "What?"
YoungBae: "I don't want to date a girl I could lose so easily. The other might take you away from me so I just give up dating you."
MiYoung: "How can the others take me? I'm not property! I have feelings too! I care about you but you seem blind to everything I do!"
YoungBae: "The others...I don't even know what to do with them...They're my friends and they love you too...Why do you have to be so attractive to every guy that looks at you?!?!"
MiYoung: "Me, attractive? You've got to be kidding me."
YoungBae: "You look so good that you don't even know it."
(YoungBae's POV)
Do I still love her like before all this trouble? I sit down next to her, hoping she won't kick me off again.
MiYoung: "I'm sorry for being a burden."
YoungBae: "You're not a burden."
MiYoung: "You said looking at me was forced."
YoungBae: "When?"
MiYoung: "In the van when you were talking to SeungHyun."
I didn't realize that when I said it.
I lay down next to her but she moves to the other side.
YoungBae: "Quit being a tease and get back here?"
MiYoung: "I'm not forgiving that fast."
Now she's rejecting me? Aish!
YoungBae: "Let's go to our room and we could work this out."
MiYoung: "I'm not getting up. I want to stay here for the night. Maybe a little distance would help."
I get up and walk out of the room. The others see me leave the room but don't bother asking me anything.
I go back to my room and take out MiYoung's laptop. I look at all the pictures she had. A lot of them were with us but some were from Japan when she was younger. I noticed that she had no father and her mother weren't in many of the family pictures. Must have been a hard life without your parents.
She was a really cute kid. She was thin and muscular even when she was a young child. She had a lot of friends and had a few folder full of pictures of them. She left a lot behind to follow her dream.
Her life might explain why she acts the way she acts. Sweet, simple, loud, funny, shy, crazy, kind, caring, smiley, weird, cute. I might never know.
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YB & MY conflict?
a bit...
i'll update soon! :D