Fan Fiction

What More Can I Lose? *COMPLETED*

by octavian

Chapter 49

Lala Land

Current mood: cold!
^ when i mean cold, the room is cold cuz the airconditioner is on so it's making me cold! eeek! it's so warm in NYC today. so strange. soon, the temperature is gonna drop and i'm going to be in 'sick' season since i'm ALWAYS sick in every season except for summer. that's why i love the summer so freakin much!
soooo....How are my readers doing? you all are awfully busy with school, right? me too. i FINALLY realized that summer is over so i'm not so cheery about going to school -_- and spanish class SUCKS! i hate it! when i get to high school, i'm taking Korean or French. hmm...maybe i'll take Korean instead since i don't like accent marks. really hard for me to remember! and French has 3 accent marks! aish!~
Current song: Busta Rhymes feat Mariah Carey: I Know What You Want
^ old song yet it sounds AMAZING! i randomly found it when i was searching Mariah Carey so I got interested when I saw Busta Rhymes since i saw him in Run The Show with Kat Deluna and We Made It with Linkin Park.
ENJOY THE CHAPTER :)
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YoungBae continued to stare at HyeSun's face as she slept peacefully for a few more minutes before getting his digital camera from the desk. He turned off the flash before taking a few pictures of HyeSun. He took pictures at many angles but mostly close up of her face. That was one of his favorite parts of his girlfriend.

While he loaded the pictures onto his computer, he laid down on the bed in the same position as before and pecked her lips softly again. He wanted to kiss her harder but he didn't want to wake her up. He gently touched the love bite he had left on her yesterday. He could have sworn he saw her lips curl up slightly when he touched her neck. YoungBae began to smile too.

'Maybe she's dreaming about something nice. Maybe about me.' YoungBae thought.

He rested his hand on her hand that rested on her growing baby bump. He really couldn't wait for their child to be born for two reasons.

Reason #1: He wanted to see his child and be a father.

Reason #2: He wanted HyeSun very badly.

YoungBae started feeling a little tired as the time passed. By 7PM, he fell asleep with his cheek and torso resting on the mattress and the tips of his hairs lightly touching HyeSun's chest.

(THREE HOURS LATER!)

YoungBae woke up, laying vertical on the bed with his head on a pillow. He was sure that he fell asleep laying horizontally. He opened his eyes to see that the lights were off and so was his computer. He tried to find HyeSun in the dark but felt nothing but the soft sheets that covered the bed. He leaned over the edge of the bed to turn on the light on the nightstand. He looked around the slightly dim room and still didn't see HyeSun. He assumed she was located in another part of the apartment.

He stretched before walking out the bedroom and into the kitchen. He saw HyeSun sitting by the dining table, eating chocolate covered strawberries that he had bought two days ago. HyeSun looked up at YoungBae with a closed mouth smile before opening her mouth to bite off the chocolate tip of a large strawberry. YoungBae started to wonder why this was turning him on.

He slowly walked over and sat down in the chair adjacent to HyeSun. She finished the other half of the strawberry before pressing a strawberry to YoungBae's lips softly. YoungBae opened his mouth and ate it happily, his tongue accidentally touching her finger during the process.

YoungBae glanced at the other treats that were in a circle at the center of the table. He saw different fruits, chocolate syrup, whip cream, a few chocolate bars, brownies, chewy chocolate cookies and some marshmallows. YoungBae quickly realized why these foods were out.

'She's trying to test me. She's trying to turn me on.' YoungBae thought. 'She's doing a very good job at doing that.' HyeSun fed him another chocolate covered strawberry as she fed herself one too. 'Or maybe she's trying to fatten me up. Oh well, this is fun so I don't mind. Not to mention that HyeSun looks more beautiful than yesterday. I don't know if it's me or she just keeps getting beautiful effortlessly.'

HyeSun pushed the strawberries to the side and grabbed the can of whip cream. She put some on the end of her finger and poked at YoungBae's lips. He slowly licked it off, only to have her poke his nose with the same finger. Before she could poke him again, he licked the whip cream off her finger. He watched as she giggled to herself, bringing a smile to both of their faces. HyeSun grabbed YoungBae's wrist and pulled it in front of her. She sprayed some whip cream on his pointer finger and stuck the tip of his finger slowly into her mouth. She glanced at YoungBae as she slowly licked all the whip cream off his finger.

YoungBae glanced down at his jeans and bit his lower lip when he looked up at HyeSun.

'Damn. My woman can give me a boner with clothes on and in less than 10 minutes. She's good, REALLY good.' YoungBae thought.

'Aww...YoungBae is so cute when he bites his lip. He always does that when I turn him on.' HyeSun thought.

As HyeSun started breaking the chocolate into medium sized pieces, YoungBae moved closer and pecked her cheek. HyeSun opened the chocolate bar and dumped the pieces on the average size plate between the two of them. She grabbed the chocolate fudge and drew little pictures and words over the pieces of chocolate. Most of what she wrote was about YoungBae and food. She picked up one piece of chocolate and ate it happily. She slowly licked the fudge that was on the tips of her fingers as YoungBae tried to control himself. He watched intensely as she brought a piece of chocolate to his mouth, just out of reach. YoungBae stuck his tongue out and touched the chocolate. HyeSun rested the piece of chocolate on his tongue and fed herself a few more pieces of chocolate. YoungBae rested his hand gently over hers and looked her in the eye.

"Why must you drive me crazy?"

"Crazy about what?"

"You." He quickly grabbed a piece of chocolate and placed it between her teeth. He brushed his finger over her lower lips so the fudge on his fingers was now there. She licked her lips seductively as she chewed on the piece of chocolate in her mouth.

"And what if I do drive you crazy? It's not like you aren't crazy enough about me." She smirked as he finished the rest of the chocolate and reached for the marshmallows. He put more fudge on the plate before placing the marshmallows on top.

"I don't think it's good for my health." He teased with a smirk to match.

"How?" She already knew all the answers to her questions but she wanted YoungBae to say them so she would know that he really meant it.

"I want you so bad but I can't have you just yet."

"I can give you what you want b-" YoungBae cut her off.

"I don't want to hurt the baby." He said simply.

"You won't hurt the baby. Trust me."

"I don't want to take any chances. Sorry."

"Don't think you're the only one that wants something like this. I have my needs and wants too! One of them is you but you have to be so damn stubborn!" She angrily grabbed two marshmallows off the plate and stuffed them into her mouth. She looked away and pursed her lips together.

"HyeSunnie, I'm just looking out for the baby. I'm sorry."

"Sorry ain't gonna work!" Even though YoungBae was getting a little pissed off, he couldn't yell at her. Something inside him was stopping him from doing that completely. "You probably won't even touch me. You probably think I'm getting uglier and fatter." She swallowed back her tears.

"You're beautiful." YoungBae touched her cheek softly so she would look at him. "You look even better as the days past."

"You're just saying that to make me feel better." She still refused to look at him.

"Did it work?" He asked, jokingly. Now she turned to him.

"I hate you!" She slapped him across the face and started stuffing marshmallows into her mouth as a few tears slid down her cheeks.

'Whoa. Who knew pregnant women can get this emotional. I don't think I should have joked around at a time like this.' YoungBae thought. He couldn't look at her as she silently cried. Watching this made him want to cry a little too.

When YoungBae looked at her cautiously, he began to speak, "HyeSunnie, I was only kidding. I meant it, really. You're still beautiful no matter what." He started brushing the tears off her face with his thumb.

"Really?" She asked quietly. YoungBae nodded and moved a little closer. "I'm sorry I'm like this. I..." He cut her off.

"I understand." He said softly.

"Really?"

"Not completely but I'm pretty sure it's hard to carry our child so I understand."

"No wonder you didn't slap me back." HyeSun muttered under her breath. "I thought you would."

"I promised myself I wouldn't hurt you. I can't hit you. Even if you did hit me, I can take a bit of roughing up. I deserve it anyway."

"No you don't. No one deserves to be slapped. I'm sorry."

"Can you stop saying you're sorry? You haven't even done anything wrong. You're just trying to make me into a better person."

"Oh." HyeSun didn't know what else to say.

"How about we forget about this and have some fun?" YoungBae suggested.

"Sure." She felt a little better now.

For the rest of the night, they fed each other sweets. They laughed, they smiled, they didn't have a care in the world accept for each other and their child.

By the time it was 11PM, all the food on the table magically disappeared. Looks like the couple eat a lot faster when they're together.

As HyeSun brushed her teeth, YoungBae kept an ear to her baby bump. HyeSun was trying her best not to laugh at him as she finished brushing her teeth. Now YoungBae started to brush his teeth as HyeSun pulled off her jeans and tee shirt. She put on a black tank top and slid under the covers as she waited for YoungBae to come to bed. She started to think about today.

'YoungBae's right. He always is for some reason. I guess my boyfriend has been getting smarter in the past months I haven't been with him. I wonder if he did that for me or he just matured naturally. Oh well, at least his perverted side is still there.' She thought as she watched YoungBae turn off all the lights before sliding under the covers and cuddled close.

"Sweet dreams." He whispered.

"You too." YoungBae pecked her lips before dozing off into lala land.
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how was the chapter? i'm feel like i'm stalling with this story. i just need a few ideas and i'm ready to write more!
ANOTHER QUESTION! (not like anyone is going to answer it since it looks like my readers went POOF!)
Besides Big Bang, what other Korean boy bands do you like?
hmmm...I like 2PM and SHINee :) my fave members from 2PM are JaeBeom and then JunSu.
notice anything with my favorite members from all the groups?
they're all below the average height! ahaha, that's just the way i like them :D and JaeBeom got some HOT abs! damn! but he doesn't look as bulky as YoungBae. only JongHyun isn't muscular -_- oh well! love everyone in those groups. maybe in the future, i can make a fanfic with 2PM or SHINee. if i have a good idea. i just need to learn more about their personalities :)
remember, ANSWER THY QUESTION....please :) you don't have to but i like to hear other people's opinion, seriously ;)