| Fan Fiction |
by octavian
HyeSun admired his signature for a minute before carefully opened the letter. She took out the piece of paper and unfolded it. This is what it read.
HyeSun~
Since you're a friend of mine, I want some advice.
Do you believe in love at first sight? I never experienced it until recently.
I met the most amazing woman in my whole life and I fell in love with her within an hour of being in her presence. I haven't been able to get her out of my mind but I don't know if she feels the same. I'm scared to approach her now. I still think that I might cause her death if I date her. I held this in so I thought I had to share it with a friend. I hope you understand that.
YB~
(HyeSun's POV)
I was right. He did find someone else. Why did I think I could have a chance with him. Why would he love someone as ugly and cold as me? Why did I even have that thought? He probably found some cute girl that is taller than I am. I guess that kiss didn't make him feel the same way. I can't believe I wasted so much time thinking about him and trying to visit him.
(END OF POV)
HyeSun started to cry as those thoughts ran through her mind. The doorbell rang again as her cries started to increase in volume. She didn't bother locking the front door or answering the door. She ran to her bedroom and hid under the covers as she cried harder than ever. Strangely, this hurt her more than her family's death. She attended their funeral a few weeks back without shedding a single tear. No matter how much she had the urge to cry at that moment, she didn't. Now she was crying over a man. She never really cared much for men until recently. She couldn't believe that she let her man let her feel this sad.
When she heard her bedroom door open, she started crying harder out of fear. She turned onto her stomach so she cried into her pillow. The covers were pulled off and this person turned her onto her back. She didn't want to see who it was so she pressed a pillow over her face.
"HyeSun! What happened?" The sound of YoungBae's voice hurt her even more. She continued to cry as she felt him tug at the pillow on her face. "HyeSun! Tell me! Please!" She could hear the concern in his voice but she refused to give in.
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When YoungBae heard cries coming from HyeSun's apartment, he wanted to see what happened. He regretted that he couldn't see her as often as he would like to but he was busy with other things. He wished he had her phone number so he can chat. He decided that giving her a letter might do something. His letter was a confession on how he felt. He didn't understand why she would be crying.
It hurt YoungBae to see HyeSun cry so hard. He finally pulled the pillow off her face. She sat up quickly and their skulls hit each other. They started rubbing the spot that got hit. HyeSun got up and made a run for it. YoungBae ignored the pain and ran after her. He caught up to her before she could reach the door. He hugged her close to his body as she cried harder into his bare chest. (Yes, he's shirtless! LOL~)
Her cries soon turned to silent sobs as he carressed her back. She tried breaking free from his embrace. That only made YoungBae hold her closer.
"What happened?" He whispered into her ear.
"Just leave me alone. I don't want to talk to anyone," YoungBae really wanted to find out what was wrong.
"I'm your friend. Tell me. Please, I want to know," YoungBae loosened his embrace and took a step back. She through the note he wrote for her and pushed him out of her apartment. Before he could get back inside, she slammed the door shut and locked it. He started banging on the door as he gripped the note in her hand. "I don't understand! HyeSun! Tell me!" He quickly reread his note a few times to make sure he didn't write something bad.
"You don't understand! You don't care! Leave me alone!" YoungBae started panicking inside. He was afraid HyeSun might hurt herself since she sounded so angry. He thought quickly and went to the landlord on the floor above. He gave him an extra set of keys to HyeSun's apartment and YoungBae ran down the stairs to their floor. He unlocked the door and swung it open. Everything was still in place but he didn't hear or see HyeSun. He went straight to her bedroom and found her sitting in the corner, hugging her knees and crying silently. He lifted her up and placed her on her bed. YoungBae hugged her as her cries came to a stop.
"Why are you here? You don't care. Go away. I don't want to see you," She tried pushing him away but he wouldn't let go.
"I care. I really do."
"Then why have you been avoiding me? I tried to visit you but you were never home."
"I was busy but now I'm not. I'm sorry. Was that why you were crying? Because you miss me?" If that was why, YoungBae felt a little bad.
"No," This only made YoungBae more confused.
"Then why?"
"You know why. Think hard and you just might figure it out," He loosened his grip as he thought harder. She slid out of his embrace and he laid down on her bed. He thought and thought but couldn't understand why. He felt as if this was still his fault even if he didn't understand why.
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how was it? i was a little teary writing this. maybe i was teary last chapter because i was thinking about writing this -__-